do you ever think about why hamilton is the way he is? and like the reason he’ll never be satisfied is because he’s always waiting for his death? like he says at the beginning how he didn’t think he’d live past twenty and that’s why he can’t take his life for granted and that’s why he wants to make something of himself because he can’t live without his legacy and he can’t live without making a name for himself and being remembered. and a future or a family, that isn’t really enough, even if he doesn’t realised. it’s his legacy. it’s him. and all eliza wants is to be enough for hamilton but he’ll never be satisfied because he always has be moving, has to be going somewhere, aiming for something.














