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w31ght l0s5 diary. don’t report, just block.

[anaineedh3lp]

♡ intro + stats ♡

i forgot to make a first post so here it is <3

⚠️tw: d!s0rd3r3d 34t!ng / 3d

i’m female, 20, 168cm (5’ 6.5), bmi 23.4 (👎🏼)

i’m using this account as a w31ght l0$$ diary to keep track of my thoughts and progress :)

⚠️trigger warning: i might post some negative talk at times since i see this as my safe space to let out frustrations and just rant. if you’d rather stay away from that kind of thing, please don’t report and just block me pls! all bodies are beautiful but im not happy with mine and i want to vent my frustrations here ♡

stats:

sw: 71.25kg 🐷 (18.04.2025)

gw1: 68kg (06.05.2025)

gw2: 65kg (19.08.2025)

gw3: 64kg (healthy bmi) (09.09.2025)

cw: 63kg 🌟 (24.09.2025)

gw4: 62kg

gw5: 61.25kg (officially lost 10kg)

gw6: 60kg

gw7: 58kg

gw8: 55kg

ugw: 52kg (classified as ‘underweight’, according to bmi)

my main motivation is to just be happy and confident in my body again. i used to have people tell me all the time that they wished their body was like mine but ive honestly let myself go and it sucks so bad. i didn’t realise that i had weight blindness either until a couple days ago when i saw myself in a video and i looked f*ing massive. i also get super jealous of other skinny girls and i want to stop feeling insane lol

that’s everything for now!! looking to make some friends and stay motivated here! ♡

[anaineedh3lp]

i’ve gained 50 new followers in the last WEEK which i am taking to mean as everyone’s back here again bc they need to lock in for summer

[anaineedh3lp]

lost some more w31ght this week, im so happy

[keepingitslim]

Crappy food isn’t a reward

It’s a punishment

[anaineedh3lp]

my guy friend and i were talking about how we’re both hungry, and he said he doesn’t have any c@l$ left for the day. i asked him how much he eats and he said 1.8-2k c@l$ daily, and that it’s 1k c@l$ below his maintenance, whilst mine is half of his

being a guy is a fking cheat code

[anaineedh3lp]

i hung out with my really slim and tall best friend the other day and she mentioned that she was 55kg

my other friend mentioned she was 54kg the other day

my coworker mentioned she was 53kg

if i lose 10kg, ill be like them

[anaineedh3lp]

i lost 1.5kg im so happy i could cry

if i lose 6kg more by july ill be over the moon

[anaineedh3lp]

im losing we¡ght too slowly, i need to hurry up

[anaineedh3lp]

i hung out with my friend today and i swear she must weight no more than 45kg and she’s taller than me, like 5’8 or 5’9. im so sick of this i feel disgusting

[anaineedh3lp]

wore a tshirt today and i couldn’t stand the sight of my arms

[anaineedh3lp]

im such an envious and jealous person it shocks me sometimes

[anaineedh3lp]

can this w3ight just hurry up and come off im tired of waiting

[anaineedh3lp]

i get that everyone wants to lose w3ight for different reasons and i support that, but whenever someone says they’re doing it for their boyfriend, i have to stop myself from rolling my eyes and booing

[anaineedh3lp]

im eating less but im gaining weight so how does that work 😐

[anaineedh3lp]

why did i ever stop

all that effort was wasted

[anaineedh3lp]

332 followers = 332 people that want to see me skinny

[anaineedh3lp]

i want to look sick