As I said in my last post things have been a little helter skelter lately. Things seem to be looking up, but it's still very much a process to get everything together. My emotions have been so out of wack for the past month and it's definitely reflected in my horsemanship. I've had to work pretty hard to get myself back to emotional fitness. While it's easy to notice emotions like anger and frustration, it's so hard to miss the subtlety of certain imbalances. I didn't even know I was effecting Dom until a few days ago where he had just had enough of me being very slow and boring and decided to make his own game by taking off and running around like a complete loon. It made me stop and think out what would've made him do that. Then I noticed I had done the same pattern of stuff for an entire week. No wonder he was bored out of his mind! Hopefully I can find a ton of stuff online to teach him today to bring some newness back in.
