New feelings, new life.

Looking for a part of me. New adventure as Au Pair 2016.

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TOMORROW -> goodbye Spain hello Ireland

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Stockholm | Sweden

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A week to leave all my entire life here, and start again. I don’t know if I feel nervous. I don’t know if I feel happy. I don’t know if I feel sad. Or overwhelmed. Or excited. Or concerned. Or exhausted. Maybe I only don’t have to feel nothing. Or maybe I have to feel everything. Or maybe I have to let it be.

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I CAN NOT WAIT TO START MY NEW EXPERIENCE. I know that I’ll miss my entire life here, in Spain, but I need new things, new people, a new me… I have not expectations, because maybe, Au Pair is not my matter, but I have to try, I need to try it. So, I have decided that I am going to spending my year in Ireland and then I will try a new thing, maybe study in UK or volunteers program or maybe work in Italy… Whatever thing… It hurts, because here I have my love family, and my close friends, but I have not any options in my country, I like Spain, but if you are not very rich or pretty smart, you have no chance, you can aspire to something which don’t be a job with the minimum salary… It is frustrating. I hope find a better future than here, I hope live new feelings, new things… I hope to can do which I truly want to do.

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A MONTH.

My friend, who is already in Ireland, told me that I have to have the idea that when I go to Ireland I will increase my weight ... So this was my face ...

I DON’T BUY IT

I mean, I have been waiting so long to can leave my home and to can stop the temptation of confectionery and large quantities of food... I love my mum, but she is like: “Sorry but your brother is not in a diet” or “If you are in a diet don’t eat which you don’t have to eat”...

I have lost a lot weight because I needed it a lot 2 years ago, but now I have like 15kg overweight, I am not obese, but I am fat, and I don’t want increase my weight again...

My friend talked to me that eat in Ireland it’s many different than in Spain, because, although you eat only which you have to eat, the most important (big) meal in Spain is the lunch, and in Ireland is the dinner. So, our body have to acclimate then, the normal reaction, is increase weight...

My idea was be healthy and do exercise, and I want to do it, but I am truly discouraged...

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Me every morning: ahhh today I’m going to be healthy this is the day Breakfast: fruit Lunch: sandwich Dinner: salad Midnight snack: 47 inch cheese pizza topped with Mac and cheese and mini burger patties to garnish and for dessert one of those giant snickers made out of many smaller snicker bars

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Guide to Becoming an Au Pair: The Basics

What’s An Au Pair

An Au Pair is a young adult who lives with a host family in a foreign country and is considered a family member, providing childcare and light household tasks in exchange for free room & board and a weekly allowance. Being an Au Pair is rooted in culture exchange, for that reason Au Pairs usually work minimal hours (15 - 25 per week). It gives you enough time to take language classes, explore the city, and take weekend trips to Ibiza, Munich, Amsterdam or wherever you want to go!

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[anaupairtoireland]

Au Pairs candor.

I think that the best way to know about your possible future HF is trought their current AP, and I think that we have to be soooo sooo candid between us.

I have been very lucky, because I have talked with very nice girls and they have talked to me with many sincerity, about the good and bad things...

When some families told me that I couldn’t talk with their current or last AP, I lose my interest of them, because to me is super important have the pros and cons about the families...

So, come on, we have to be good people and think how we would like that they was with us

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Some things.

I have been talking with my future HM, though we didn’t sent emails since two weeks, and sometimes that scares me... But, she told me that my friends always will be welcome to visit me in my new home, and that really sounds sooooooo nice.

I forgot ask this before, and when I asked she, I was really scared, because my friend, who is in a lost village in the country side, tells me that I can go to her home whenever I want... And I really would want tell her the same... And I am very very happy with my HF.

Although, I don't want to create great expectations about my future HF, because I don't know them yet.

I think that everybody has this feelings before start this adventure, because is something new, and something which you have to do alone... Sometime is dificult to me because i don’t want to feel alone...

I am alredy scared because the last AP of my future HF, told me that the parents was a bit reserved and she never had a long conversations with them... But I don’t know really if that is bad or not...

I truly want to go, I am so excited to do this, but I can’t avoid this   thoughts sometimes...

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Two months.

-Aunt: uoh, we have to do a great farewell party when you leave us here.

-Me: Don’t say that I am going to leave you here. And I know that you say that but, definetly you won’t do it. But what matters is your intention...

The most important thing that I “leave” in Spain is my family, and my friends, of course. But I have little things which I know that, although I can do it, never will be the same.

-My awesome Zumba classes... I know that I will never find someone who will do me move my ass that way like my amazing teacher does it... I am also going to miss these classes because I go with my aunts and they made all better. In Spain all is like “Dale a tu cuerpo alegría, Macarena”, and I really am going to miss that.

-My coffe time... I know that I can drink a coffe every where, but NOT MY COFFE... And in Ireland, the coffe is not very famous like the tea... if I had known I was going to  write this a year ago , I do not buy it. I had never liked the coffe until the long study nights (thanks).

-My routes in the shops... I know the most part of the shops in my BIG city (jeje) and I have a route in each them, and I like it. I love go to shopping, but in strange shops I get lose... And that overwhelmed me...

These little things make my life a bit better... But I have to be strong, and look for new classes, new routes, new coffe... I think that these things don’t be the same, but can be differents, but they can be just as good.

[anaupairtoireland]

Life is simple. Everything happens for you, not to you. Everything happens at exactly the right moment, neither too soon nor too late.

Byron Katie.

[anaupairtoireland]

To be.

-To be a girl.

-To be a city girl.

-To be a family girl.

-To be a fat girl.

-To be a shy girl.

-To be a student girl.

-To be a crazy girl.

-To be a party girl.

-To be a travel girl.

-To be a routine girl.

-To be a close girl.

-To be a photography girl.

-To be a cinema girl.

-To be a spontaneous girl.

- To be a smily girl.

-To be you.

When?

How?

Why?

Since we born have a serie of circumstances which make us be who we are, but, maybe if you let all the circumstances behind, is when you are really you.

Or maybe not?

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The last post, sound like if I was an embittered person, but I don’t, but sometimes I feel like that.

Althougt, I am a ver happy person, I love laugh and I am smiling every time, but I  may need differents things as I am living the same life since 21 years.Now, I am going to write other reasons why I want go as Au Pair.

Definitely in my country I can not go to other city to go at the university because is much expensive, so I had to look for other option, I know that if could go at the university, I had never had to find this amazing chance. So, sometimes, the misfortunes made your life a bit better.

I LOVE TRAVEL, whatever place, since China to Congo, cross  a remote village, I know how enjoy the essence of everywhere. I love photography, so I don’t need more than my camera and walk.

Other thing that make me to let my home, is that I want improve my english, how you can see, if you are reading me, I have a low level of it, so this is an importat point together with I love children, I can spend many hour playing with they and doing whatever activity or sport, sometimes I spend a better time than they.

Would you like to live and experience like this? I am so nervous, but I really want to start.

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Feelings.

Do you know the feeling when you are in your enviroment, doing things that you like, that you want to do... But sometimes you feel as a strange, as a much people into you who can get out, how if you are doing great things but not in the right time.

Because this feeling, I was looking for a mode of escape. I have to the needed of run, running to whatever place which don’t be where I was...

I have ever had a great family relationship, I am part of a big family who is amazing, close, funny... We do activities together and spend time all the weeks. I spend a great time with them.

My friends are not perfect, luckly, but are the best to me, we now are a bit apart, but we have time for us and go to party and dinner many weekends, and talk every hour by WhatsApp. I have ever had a fantastic social relationships, and this options are not the reason wich I feel like I had told.

Sometimes, the problem is you, the way that you feel the things, the feelings wich you have when your are alone in your bed and make you sad.

My routine overwhelms me.

I think that a I need have other chance to can start at the beginning, to can be other person who you always was, but you don’t let you be.

And this, me, is the principal reason to start this new adventure, I am going to go as Au Pair because I need to exit of my life, of me, breathe and feel new things.

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Au Pair 2016.

Hi I am from Spain, and I am ready to start my new adventure in Ireland as Au Pair.

I am going to arrive at Cork April 9, so I am really excited

I took my decision in November 2015 and I started to look for my future Host Family. In this little place I will talk all my experiences since the beginning. Soooooo…