and all my days are traces

[andallmydaysaretraces]

Tea on snowy days

[andallmydaysaretraces]

Watching the snow fall

[andallmydaysaretraces]

It snowed a lot today

[andallmydaysaretraces]

sunday mornings

[andallmydaysaretraces]

"Life is a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get"

[andallmydaysaretraces]

its snowing 

[andallmydaysaretraces]

Hot coffee, frozen hands

[andallmydaysaretraces]

Winter skies

[andallmydaysaretraces]

New socks

[andallmydaysaretraces]

I wish I could walk through this evening rain in city lights forever, tears pouring down my face, but they aren't mine, I'm crying stolen tears, and I wonder, is the sky crying on me or with me

[andallmydaysaretraces]

If I could be anywhere right now, I'd wish for a huge empty field so I could scream until I lost my voice and no one would hear me

[andallmydaysaretraces]

Lost in things that don't even matter

[andallmydaysaretraces]

I want this one moment. It’s what I want in a relationship, which might explain why I am single now. Ha ha. It’s, uh - It’s kind of hard to explain - it’s that thing when you’re with someone, and you love them and they know it, and they love you and you know it. But it’s a party. And you’re both talking to other people. And you’re laughing and shining. And you look across the room. And catch each other’s eyes. But not because you’re possessive or it’s precisely sexual. But because that is your person in this life. And it’s funny and sad, but only because this life will end, and it’s this secret world that exists right there. In public, unnoticed, that no one else knows about. It’s sort of like how they say that other dimensions exist all around us, but we don’t have the ability to perceive them. That’s what I want out of a relationship. Or just life, I guess. Love.

Frances Ha

[andallmydaysaretraces]

x

[andallmydaysaretraces]

Can I just hide from the world

[andallmydaysaretraces]

What is it that I love so much about being alone?

[andallmydaysaretraces]

i wrote a thing