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So depressed. So lifeless and going through the motions.

I don't fucking care anymore.

#dead inside

tastefullyoffensive

I really am about to give the fuck up.

#lifeisntworthit

Enough.

#iwanttodie

maemaybe

You're allowed to hate having DID.

Just like any other mental illness, you're allowed to hate having it. If you don't want to view it as a blessing or a beautiful survival mechanism, you don't have to.

You can have mixed feelings. You can feel grateful that it helped you survive and still hate that you're living with it now. You can hate how it makes you feel and what it's done to your life.

You can feel gratitude and love towards your parts/alters and still hate the struggles. You are allowed to have whatever feelings you have about it.

Don't let anyone guilt or shame you about the feelings that you have about your mental illness.

snorlax-and-co

s4dh0ney

#lovehurts #toxic #lion #self respect

m0ve-0n

“They walked out on you, huh? Gave up on you? Probably got you questioning your worth now. Yeah, I know, But let me give you this analogy. Imagine someone walking into a store, right? They walk into that store and they see something they like. They proceed to grab that item, Look at it, Admire it, Maybe even try it on. They fall in love with it, But then they look at the the price tag And realise it’s too expensive, So they put it back and go about their day. Now just because that person couldn’t afford the price on that tag does not mean it change the value in the item. Stop allowing people who cannot afford the price of your worth To change the value of it. Let me repeat that. Stop allowing people who cannot afford the price of your worth Change the value in it. You are worth it You deserve more And I promise you, Somebody will come along the way And will be able to afford and appreciate you.”

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