andreamullins:
andrea was so deep in this thoughts that he couldn’t even think straight, it is sad that he totally forgot that his friend is in the a situation like his if not worse;; he shook his head and gazed at her eyes; “i.. apologize lis… of course you do know how i am feeling… i’m just.. extremely sad;” he sighed heavily his eyes watering; “well, no sign of him.. i’m just feeling like.. he is trying to be distant on purpose; i do not know why..” the greek blond said in a quiet manner he sighed again and took a strong hold on his sleeve in order to wipe away his tears; “i am mumbling again.. sorry..” a pause of silence for a couple of seconds before he spoke; “shall we talk of something else?” he said with a small smile gracing his features;;
Her heart softens at the sight of his face quivering with grief, and she looks away for dignity’s sake, not wanting to wound neither his pride nor his manhood by staring upon him as he wipes at his eyes, half wet with a collection of tears; oh, had Adam, then, felt so, when he could not take his own lover in marriage, resorting to sneaking about the castle in secrecy, seeking out his affections? No, she silently reproaches herself; it had not been so with him. He had often vulgarly flaunted his lovers in her face, lavishing them with affection when he had had not a word of sympathy for her, neither any care for the distasteful rumours that trailed her person–he had been a vile, selfish man, seeking not a thing but queer, sinful pleasures; Andrea is not at all like him, softer and kinder in all matters, with no wife nor lady to pine away in vain for his love; not that she had ever longed for the baron, either–she had not once in all their years together yearned for him. She had only craved for his protection, wishing he would still malicious tongues that spewed horrible gossip of her, and even that, he had selfishly kept from her.
With such thoughts, she sighs, a flash of compassion sweeping through her, and peers once more upon him, her blue eyes rounding with understanding. “You need not rebuke yourself so…I know you meant no true offence,” says she gently, and moves to link her delicate arm through his, saying, after a moment, “think you not, you have suffered enough? He has been gone for such long a time now and has not once written to you! How awful! – If Leonard does not long for your companionship, it is not for you, either, to do so…Surely, you deserve better than such cruel a treatment…” she muses softly, thinking it horribly cruel of Leonardo to mistreat his special friend so, disappearing from his life with no word of his return, neither of his plans. “–I must ask…” a brief pause as he suggests they change the subject, and then, “have you no desire for a woman’s company, Andrea?” she asks curiously, half in jest, with a playful little smile, meaning to lighten the mood.
andrea sighed heavily and coughed a little, using his sleeves again to wipe away any tears from his face and sighed once again; "yea.." another deep breath, "I'm better now, I mean yes, you are right you do speak the truth but, i do have hard feelings for leonardo.. and i do not think that I can move on..." a mere second of silence between amphelice's words and his answer; "no, i am absolutely certain that i cannot feel any attraction for a woman;'











