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ch. 1 - loomings
eli(s/z)abeth / amia; (or, emil)
22 | she/they/any
desktop about | carrd | pfp
(more info about me under cut)
someone remind me later today to transfer my annotations
i didn't say here but CODE VERONICA REMAAAAAAAAKE
i think avoidance is such a little-recognized ocd compulsion. all the time i talk to people with ocd who are like "i was always having intrusive thoughts about using kitchen knives and harming myself or others but i'm okay now because i just stopped using knives ever 👍 so i'm good now"
and i'm like unfortunately i have bad news.
if you don't know why this doesn't work, the issue is that ocd never stops when you implement a compulsion. it evolves. today you've "solved" it by never using a knife again (and losing access to an important cooking tool, thus limiting an aspect of your life) but in a few months or a year it'll be that forks are dangerous too. and hey, isn't it risky to use the stove? avoidance will even begin to manifest in places you might not recognize.
the point is that OCD compulsions are never solutions, they're actually the problems. the intrusive thoughts SEEM like the problem and the compulsions FEEL like the solution. and that's how it getsya.
100 vocaloid song art challenge
7. konmei no aji (taste of unconsciousness)/ savasti
hanamael doodles
female characters with masculine names r great but i need them to be named stuff like craig and harold and philip i feel like too often their names are too cool. women named kevin
SO GD CUTE SHES EVERYTHING TO MEEEE
NEW ISHY ID SOOO EFFING CUTE AGHHHHG
when you're feeling full hater mode about a piece of media but you know one of your beloved mutuals enjoys it
NVM I FOUND A MULTIPLAYER HANAFUDA SITE. YES. YEEEES
Hi. Stares at you with my big eyes. Could i please request perhaps a queequeg or maybe a Ryoshu. I enjoy her chef identity as well as aroma and solitude thank you (roach-emperor)
squeaks like a mouse
(guy who knows 0 about game design or how to make a game) i wanna make a multiplayer hanafuda game
requestsies.. if ur ok w spef ids a hanafuda ishy !! if just gen charas tho may i get a xichun
wulti level warketing
lesbian flag but its amiamael happy pride
Faust
Yi Sang Hong Lu Mersault Ryoshu
Man fuck this, you just know people are going to choose the Canned Experience even if the sandwich looks perfect. People don't ever want to experiment.