An Excess of Everything

Ashlee. 27. she/her. INFJ/INFP. multi-fandom. history nerd. YA lover. daydreamer extraordinaire.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Hey look....I wrote a thing 

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nearly 200 writing prompts // feel free to reblog

Angst:

1: “ Give me a chance. ” 2: “ Not you again.. ” 3: “ Leave me alone. ” 4: “ I don’t love you anymore. ” 5: “ Why do you hate me? ” 6: “ I lost the baby. ” 7: “ I thought you loved me. ” 8: “ I don’t need you anymore. ” 9:“ I can’t believe you! ” 10: “ We cant keep this up forever. ” 11: “ You’re a monster. ” 12: “ I hate you. ” 13: “ Don’t leave me… ” 14: “ You’re a disappointment. ” 15: “ Don’t die on me– Please. ” 16: “ I never meant to hurt you. ” 17: “ Are you upset with me? ” 18: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 19: “ I’m going to kill you! ” 20: “ Please don’t hurt me like this. ” 21: “ Thanks for nothing. ” 22: “ Dont call this number again. “ 23: “ Why did you spare me? ” 24: “ You need to leave. ” 25: “ I’m sick. ” 26: “ I’m dying. ” 27: “ I wish i’d never met you. ” 28: “ I thought we were family!” 29: “ There was never an us. ” 30: “ So that’s it? It’s over? ” 31: “ I fucked up. ” 32: “ I came to say goodbye. ” 33:“ He’s dead because of you. ” 34: “ I don’t deserve to be loved. ” 35: “ About the baby… Its yours. ”

Love:

36: “ I’m so in love with you. ” 37: “ Dance with me! ” 38: “ Isn’t this amazing? ” 39: “ I wish we could stay like this forever. ” 40: “ Will you marry me? ” 41: “ I’m pregnant. ” 42: “ I need a hug. ” 43: “ You’re special to me. ” 44: “ I’m going to keep you safe. ” 45: “ Do you trust me? ” 46: “ Can I kiss you right now? ” 47: “ You’re cute when you’re angry. ” 48: “ I’ve liked you for awhile now. ” 49: “ Lets have a baby. ” 50: “ We’d make such a cute couple. ” 51: “ I want to take care of you. ” 52: “ Can we cuddle? ” 53: “ It’s lonely here without you. ” 54: “ I can’t stand the thought of loosing you. ” 55: “ Shut up and kiss me already. ” 56: “ Are you flirting with me? ” 57: “ Is that my shirt? ” 58: “ How did we get here? ” 59: “ You own my heart. ” 60: “ You’d be a great dad. ” 61: “ You’d be a great mom. ” 62: “ I want to protect you. ” 63: “ Whats the matter? ” 64: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 65: “ Did you do something different with your hair? ” 66: “ Is that a new perfume? ” 67: “ Stop being so cute. ” 68: “ You’re making me blush! ” 69: “ You’re teasing me again… ” 70: “ This is why I fell in love with you. ” 71: “ You’re the best! ” 72: “ They’re going to love you, don’t worry! ” 73: “ Oh, Are you ticklish? ” 74: “ Of course I remembered! ” 75: “ You’re one hell of a girl. ” 76: “ You’re one hell of a guy. ” 77: “ Are you jealous? ” 78: “ Hold me and never let me go. ” 79: “ Stop hogging all the blankets! ” 80: “ Lets run away together. ”

General:

90: “ Catch me if you can! ” 91: “ I’m fine. ” 92: “ Are you drunk? ” 93: “ Are you high? ” 94: “ We cant go in there… ” 95: “ Give it back! ” 96: “ Well this is just great. ” 97: “ Don’t touch me. ” 98: “ Not sure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person. ” 99: “ This was fun— Lets do it again sometime!” 100: “ I didn’t do it! ” 101: “ I did it… ” 102: “ I don’t remember that! ” 103: “ Well that’s pretty rude of you to say. ” 104: “ Get that thing away from me! ” 105: “ You owe me. ” 106: “ Do you believe in aliens? ” 107: “ Do you believe in ghosts? ” 108: “ Are you hitting on me? ” 109: “ Why are you naked? ” 110: “ You did what?! ” 111: “ You have… Superpowers? ” 112: “ Why are you bleeding? ” 113: “ Where did all these puppies come from?” 114: “ Don’t make me come over there myself! ” 115: “ That wasn’t funny. ” 116: “ This tastes horrible. ” 117: “ This is delicious! ” 118: “ Are you mad at me? ” 119: “ Stop ignoring me… ” 120: “ I love that show too! ” 121: “ Can I borrow that book of yours?” 122: “ Lets blow this joint. ” 123: “ Let me help you with that. ” 124: “ Take that back! ” 125: “ Wanna go see a movie with me? ” 126: “ No way, that’s so lame. ” 127: “ What are you listening to? ” 128: “ I brought you your coffee. ” 129: “ Don’t fuck this up. ” 130: “ Run! ” 131: “ Lets run away together. ” 132: “ I haven’t slept in four days… ” 133: “ Your turn to do the dishes. ” 134: “ Was I really that drunk? ” 135: “ Was I really that stoned? ” 136: “Give me back my phone! ” 137: “ You’re an asshole. ” 138: “ Are you cold? ” 139: “ This place gives me the creeps. ” 140: “ I swear my house is haunted. ” 141: “ Did you hear that? ” 142: “ It’s just your imagination. ” 143: “ Just how stupid do you think I am? ” 144: “ Stop being such a baby. ” 145: “ Go back to bed. ” 146: “ Are you okay? ” 147: “ I can take care of myself just fine.” 148: “ Thanks for helping me back there. ” 149: “ Since when have we ever been friends? ” 150: “ What on earth are you wearing? ” 151: “ I can’t feel my legs! ” 152: “ Stop texting me weird stuff so late at night. ” 153: “ Put me down! ” 154: “ There’s only one bed… ” 155: “ It isn’t what it looks like! Okay.. Maybe it is… ” 156: “ How did I loose it? ” 157: “ I read your diary. ” 158: “ This is awkward. ” 159: “ Didn’t you read the sign? ” 160: “ Do you think you can teach me that? ”

Below is NSFW prompts. Please if you’re rebloggling tell your followers if you’re interested or not in taking these sorts of requests.

Sexual: 161: “ Bite me. ” 162: “ Make me. ” 163: “ Fuck me. ” 164: “ Stop teasing me so much… ” 165: “ Do you like it when I touch you like that?” 166: “ Okay.. This is new. ” 167: “ Want to head back to my place and have a little fun? ” 168: “ You’re in trouble now. ” 169: “ What a pretty sight. ” 170: “ Bend over. ” 171: “ On your knees. ” 172: “ The food looks great but.. There’s something much more delicious i’d like to eat right now. ” 173: “ Lay back. ” 174: “ Take off your clothes. ” 175: “ Well, fine; just this once. ” 176: “ I’m waiting. ” 177: “ You’re so beautiful. ” 178:“ As you wish. ” 179: “ First one to make a noise looses.” 180: “ You have no idea what you do to me. ” 181: “ If you’re bored; Wanna have sex? ” 182: “ Ive wanted this for so long. ” 183: “ Car sex looks so much more easier in the movies. ” 184: “ Can I touch you? ” 185: “ Open up. ” 186: “ No strings attached. ” 187: “ Already? Do I really have that much of an effect on you? ” 188: “ Mine. ” 189: “ The nights still young. ” 190: “ We cant do that here! ” 191: “ Behave. ” 192:“ What did you just say? ” 193: “ Good girl. ” 194: “ Good boy. ” 195: “ Come here. ”

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@wallpatterns is this good?

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*overload*

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A long rant re: singleness

Confession time. I feel like I am a failure because I have never had a romantic experience. Never been kissed, never held hands, never even hugged in a 'non-platonic' manner. And in total honesty, I feel like the reason I have not experienced these things is because I am not attractive.

“But your weight/height/physical appearance has nothing to do with your value as a person” I agree. But I also live in a society that tells me the exact opposite thing every single day, and it is going to take a lot of work and reversing years of subliminal messages for my brain to believe this about myself. “Just get out there and be yourself.” Ok, so I've been trying a dating app for a couple weeks now, rather unsuccessfully....when is this supposed to start working? And why hasn't it worked for the past 28 years? “You've done so much in your life that most people don't get to do.” You're right. I've lived abroad, I have a bachelor's and 2 post-grad degrees, and I am damn proud of that. But society doesn't care. Movies/TV perpetuate finding/keeping a partner as the pinnacle of human existence. Even in day to day life, this idea is shoved down my throat. Susie over there got a party thrown for her because she's getting married...but I didn't even get one card when I finished my masters. Jane over there got a party cause she got pregnant...I got a few 'congratulations' on facebook when I finally got a job in my field. So yeah, I have done a tonne of amazing things...but apparently what I need to do to be celebrated is get married or have a kid. Why is my marital status the only thing worth recognising?

I don't want a partner just so people will consider me successful, that's just stupid. I am looking for someone to geek out with, travel the world with, to share highs and lows with, someone that makes me feel safe and someone that I can make feel safe and wanted. I just want to know why society will continue to make me feel worthless and ugly while I am single. 

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Treasure in the Royal Tower

Woohoo! Time for commentary on ND #4 (and second game in this marathon)

Ahh, TRT. I’ve played all the games in order, so this was my second game. I think what I love most about it is it’s strong tie to history. I wrote my senior paper in high school on Marie Antoinette and I think this game was a big factor in that choice. 

While the game lacks the spooky factor of MHM, the added nuances of Dexter and Jaques’ stories give the mystery depth. Lisa is the most two-dimensional character, unfortunately, and there being more to her character than greed could have made the story even better. But of course, the best character in the game is our beloved Hotchkiss

Her eccentric and passionate nature make her one of the most fun characters Her has ever created and I am so happy she became a recurring character. 

And lastly...I have a question...so we know a huge part of this game is Nancy crawling through the vents to get into the library and into the tower....but it is winter...in a blizzard...in Wisconsin...wouldn’t there be heat going through those vents? So how can Nancy safely do that? Does she just casually emerge with sweat dripping off her body and no one notices? Weeeird. Anyway, next one!

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Nothing like going through your phone pics and finding one from Regents with a lens flare right out of Star Trek

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Message in a Haunted Mansion

Let’s get this marathon started with the first ND game I ever played!  **There will be spoilers**

I am not sure how old I was when I played this for the first time, but replaying it is always like coming back to an old friend. So let’s get ready for some comments!

First off Nancy’s luggage is my entire aesthetic and I want it. 

The mansion is gorgeous and I would love to stay there if it were real. But can we talk about that screeching violin noise that’s part of the ‘haunting’?! I literally cringe every time I walk into the parlor or Nancy’s room in anticipation of that fucking noise. 

Now Abby....Abby is my favorite character in this game. And this seance...completely terrified pre-teen me and I literally put this game away for a year! (I also wasn’t progressing in the game because I couldn’t freaking find Louis cause I am apparently a moron and didn’t notice the giant ass door in the parlor)

Speaking of Louis

This guy is the worst fucking villain. He is such an obvious liar and will contradict everything you say, even though 5 people told you otherwise. I honestly don’t know how I never figured out it was him the first time. He is SO obvious.That being said....he gets one of the best capture sequences ever

 I will always have a soft spot for this game, the first ‘spooky’ game, the first ‘lost treasure’ game, my first game. On to the next one!

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Nancy Drew Marathon 2017

So, I am unemployed and bored...so what better to do than play through my favourite PC game franchise? So get ready for sassy commentary on games 3-32 which will be posted as I finish them. My Message in a Haunted Mansion post will up shortly. Fair warning, all posts will have spoilers and most likely language. 

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Rosamund Mary “Rosie” Watson, Mrs. Hudson (Sherlock Holmes) Additional Tags: Valentine’s Day, Valentine’s Day Fluff, Fluff, TFP doesn’t exist, except to give me parentlock, Parentlock, Domestic Fluff, Sherlock is a Good Parent, Mild Smut Summary:

When John and Sherlock are forced to cancel their Valentine’s Day plans with Rosie, Sherlock manages to figure out a way to make Rosie’s day special regardless.

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Bastille - The Currents (Vevo Presents)

“WILD WORLD” is OUT NOW! | Listen and share on Spotify http://po.st/WWsP | Listen and share on Apple Music http://po.st/WWaPP | Download on iTunes http://po....

Thanks Bastille for the perfect song to describe how I've been feeling about the current political situation 

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson Additional Tags: Anniversary, Fluff and Smut, Bath Sex, Bathtub Sex, Smut, probably not what the lush people intended for their products but here we are, Idiots in Love, Sentimental, Porn with Feelings, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot Summary:

On the anniversary of the day they first met, Sherlock surprises John with what is basically a load of sentimental fluff and love.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapter Two is up y’all

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*is suddenly hit by how much I miss bedsharing with @hotsmugstache*

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you know what this sounds like, right?

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YEAH I DO

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I miss you guys tooooo

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I wrote a thing last night....it was supposed to be a short one shot...now it’s gonna be at least three chapters...the boys demand I tell their story.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 6/13 Fandom: Sherlock (TV), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Mrs. Hudson (Sherlock Holmes), Original Morstan-Watson Child(ren), Ron Weasley, Harry Potter, Molly Hooper, Molly Weasley, Greg Lestrade, Hermione Granger, Garrick Ollivander, The Weasleys, Mycroft Holmes Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Harry Potter Setting, Potterlock, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Slow Burn, Alternate Universe - Magic, Wizard John, Wizard Sherlock, Post-Episode: The Abominable Bride, Eventual Smut, Drama & Romance, Parentlock Series: Part 2 of Happiness Can Be Found Summary:

Sequel to Finite Incantatem, written and completed during NaNoWriMo 2016. John and his daughter, Cecelia, have finally returned to Sherlock and Baker Street. Amidst attempting to figure out their relationship, Sherlock and John deal with Sherlock’s magic, John’s wizarding past, and a secret that’s been in Sherlock’s family since his birth.

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Some Thoughts

I know that I don’t have many followers here and that I have been largely inactive recently. But I felt like I needed to contribute my two cents. So here are a couple thoughts I have had on all of this craziness over the past few days. 

- Firstly, we do not know 100% that this is the last series of the show. We can have our suspicions, but until I hear it from the mouths of Steven, Sue, Mark or the BBC I will hold on to hope for more Sherlock and for Johnlock. 

- Secondly, some advice. I understand that people are angry and frustrated. These are valid emotions. But please, please do not scream at people on the internet. Take these emotions and turn them into something productive. Write essays/reviews/letters, create art, write fic/novels. Take your complaints and concerns and use that passion to create the kind of media you wish the show had. Volunteer time or donate money to an LGBTQ+ charity or organization. By all means do something about your anger, but please don’t attack people. That will only get you ignored and dismissed.  I know that I may not be the right person to give this advice, I am a straight, white woman, but I needed to get this off of my chest. There is so much anger right now and my only wish is that we will turn this emotion to good, rather than harm.

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Okay, I’ve only seen a vague comment about this once so far, but fair warning, if anyone on my dash says anything against Ruther, I am instantly unfollowing.  Ruther is an incredibly sweet human being, unreasonably helpful and supportive, and purposefully does not make comments about his opinions on ships even when directly asked (literally I have heard him say he stays out of giving what he thinks).  Half of what we were able to learn during setlock was because of him and he does not deserve to be hated on by anyone.

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Once upon a time @hotsmugstache, @anexcessofeverything, and I setlocked and became characters in the Sherlock universe, albeit in a very blurry manner