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Waiting is love

so called mental health advocates after you forget stuff, say stuff you don't mean, lash out, dissociate, are paranoid, have violent/ bad thoughts, don't care about others, have mood swings, constantly crave attention,dont want relationships with people, isolate yourself, literally just display signs of your disorder

athenas--ashes--777

Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

little-miss-melancholy

it’s so heartbreaking to realize that i’m not getting better.. it’s just phases of good, then bad, then repeat.. no matter how good i think i’m doing, it always seems to get bad again..

hellhoundzzz

mfs be like "I can handle your disorders" until your disorders disorder disorderly

worthless-mess

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

blooooom

soulmates are not singular. you don’t only get one and have to travel the whole world to find them. you get many, and they come in all different shapes and sizes. your favorite teacher in grade school was a soulmate. your mom’s best friend who you called aunt even though you’re not blood related, is your soulmate, the first person who ever broke your heart? a soulmate. soulmates are fellow souls who have come here to the classroom of earth to help us learn, help us grow, and help us heal.

tylover-deactivated20201012

pansexuality is starting to become more normalized than bisexuality at this point bc of the “love everyone despite gender” label its honestly sick… like the amount of people with no knowledge of how biphobic that label is are making tv shows and movies calling their characters pansexual and somehow thats progressive and not at all harmful… all bc that label is supposed to be more “inclusive” but its just rooted in biphobia and transphobia

formerlybeestatues

I don’t understand posts that are like “lol glad I’m not cis being trans rockz!” because like I would love to be cis??? Like it’d be great not to have disphoria and hate my body?? Being born a cis male would have been amazing?? What the fuck about being trans do you love??? And of course these are also the people who say they can “choose to be trans” because who would want to be a “boring cisgender” like That entire mindset is disgusting

loviely

I’m stop signs. Quick, 1, 2, 3, Go. I’m the rest stop when you’re almost to your destination, stop here find what you’re really looking for and realize it isn’t and won’t ever be me. I’m yellow lights that people run through and the fast lane on highways. I’m the person people look at and say I’ll take what they’ll give me and give nothing in return. I’m never the final stop. I’m the person who writes their number down for you and then you lose the paper in your least liked pair of pants but you don’t mind because they were never your favorite anyways. I am never the favorite anyways. I think about how I could make myself more likeable, turn myself from a hotel stop or train station into a skyscraper with a hard base and concrete flooring but then I remember no one would stay even if I begged them to. No one would stay even if I could force them to. I am never the one people remember or the one people want. I’m forever meant to be the stepping stone for people to realize what they really want out of life. And it’s never me.

I’m looking for forever, May 2020

sevenmoreminutes

having thick hair and going to get your hair cut is just having to listen to your hair dresser repeat over and over again how millions of people would commit despicable crimes to have your hair

lumberjackloverboy-moved

i hate to say it, but as a gay trans person if i was asked to stand beside a gay cis person or a straight trans person i would choose the trans person

lumberjackloverboy-moved

I’ve met homophobic het trans people before but I’ve never faced the same vitriol and hatred and violence from them that I have from cis gay people. I wouldn’t trust a cis gay person with my car keys, let alone my safety