[angel-kalani]

dying is easier than dealing with all of this

[angel-kalani]

my mother would tell me the thin women i saw on television and magazines weren’t real and that real people couldn’t achieve their thinness

then i began seeing people who looked just like those thin women in the grocery store isles

why could’nt i look like them?

if they weren’t real i didn’t want to be either

[angel-kalani]

i remember telling my friends i would be wearing a two piece to the school pool day

they later told me a girl asked if i really was going to wear a two piece because i was fat

it was the first time i knew someone else thought i was fat

[angel-kalani]

delicate

[angel-kalani]

the holidays are the most uncomfortable time to be fat. everyone always looking at how much you eat during family gatherings and never being able to fit nicely into winter clothes.

[angel-kalani]

i’ve been eating so bad lately and getting further and further away from my goals it’s so upsetting

[angel-kalani]

no cause has anyone noticed what good thinspo is on the brandy melville instagram account

[skinnyy-thinspo]

[alisa-is-starving]

this is one of the best ones yet lol

[angel-kalani]

toned stomachs

[angel-kalani]

imagine sitting down and having no rolls

[angel-kalani]

i want delicate hands

[angel-kalani]

﹋ slowly getting there ﹋

[angel-kalani]

backs

[angel-kalani]

body check

still dancing around 135 ribs aren’t super visible.

my boobs are finally shrinking.

i think i’ll get a belly piercing as a reward of getting to the 120’s

[angel-kalani]

progress

[angel-kalani]