Can we talk about the parallels between [Sam ignoring Kevin's phone calls for months because he believed that Kevin could handle himself] and [John ignoring the boys' phone calls because he believed the boys could handle themselves]
after seeing something ab being deans crazy ex the other day itâs all i can think about. like being so toxic but both of you being obsessed with it. ugh i need help
Main Masterlist â Dean Winchester Masterlist
â ËïœĄâ PAIRING Dean Winchester x fem!Reader
â ËïœĄâ SUMMARY Dean, You, Miracle. One of the three was not invited to the horizontal tango tonight. And yet they try everything to jeapordize it.
WARNINGS / TAGS MDNI 18! Smut | Crackfic?
Established relationship | Humour | Soft smut (with obstacles), oral (f/m receiving), p in v | Fluff | Miracle being an unpaid actor | Kinda crackish life of a dog owner but still so real lol | No use of Y/N.
â ËïœĄâ WORDS 1,9k
â ËïœĄâ J/NOTES This is for all of you fellow dog mums and dads, you know what it's like!! And for everyone else; Yes, dogs do this. All of it. Not even exaggerating. I have my sources (my dog). đ
"Ooh no, no, no â out!" Dean huffs and waves a pointed finger out the doorway.
It's reunion night in the bunker. After working a case for two weeks in and out of a brothel - only ever watching and never touching - it's way overdue; Privacy. That's all Dean wants for one goddamn night. Just you, and him. Vanilla scented candles. Soft tunes playing in the background. A sock on the door.
Miracle clearly didn't get that note.
The dog doesn't even look up, just pads past Dean, across the bedroom floor and right up to your bedside where he places his chin on the edge. Eyes just for you and your soft skin wrapped in crimson silk.
"Miracle,"- Dean turns, hands on his hips, warning -"I said out."
Even uses his authoritative voice that always dips into that deliciously gravelly timbre of his. It sure tingles your core. But all three of you know it will do little to get the canine out of the room. At least when you're around. Usually, Miracle's a surprisingly obedient dog for the little training he'd ever gotten from Dean â but whenever you're around? Well, you're the centre of his undivided attention. Much to his actual owner's chagrin.
"What happened to bros before hoes? Huh?" Dean pouts from across the room, arms now folded in front of his chest.
Miracle snorts. Dean's lips part in indignation.
You scratch the dog behind its floppy ear. Glance up at Dean with an arched brow. "Did you just call me a hoe?"
"Well. You're my hoe," Dean bobs his head. Grins boyishly when he sees your lips curve upwards.
You back up against the headrest, head tilted to the side. "I'll let it slide if you atone for your sins," you hum enticingly. Your knees tip outwards as you spread your legs, opening the doors to your altar.
"That my punishment, sweetheart?" Dean wiggles his eyebrows, sauntering over to you until his knees hit the bed and the mattress dips under his weight. "Y'know, I got a whole lotta more filthy nicknames than that."
You giggle, swat his side playfully with your foot. "Get to work, Winchester."
He licks his lips. Hungry. His warm palms trail up the inside of your thighs, opening the holy gates further. Your bare skin twitches when the tips of his fingers slowly hook under your lace underwear. Those for special occasions, the ones you know drive Dean crazy.
You shudder, then -
Whine.
Not yours, but Miracle's, who's been sidelined.
"Not now, Miracle," you say, eyes fluttering. Your hand blindly finds some furry part before nudging it away.
Dean, on the other hand, won't let himself be distracted. Not when he's got his nose pressed against your stomach, placing a kiss right above your bare heat. Your head drops back into the pillow. Dean travels further south.
...Yip.
"Oh for God's Sake-" Dean finally snaps and has Miracle's ears perk up. "It's grown-up time. Go... I don't know. Go do dog things."
He shoos the canine away and shoots him a quick frown that has him sigh and trot off. Where to, Dean couldn't care less. Not with the view in front of him. Sweet arousal luring him down toward your honeypot. It is about damn time he can enjoy his long-desired meal without any further disturbance.
"Now, about that punishment..." Dean growls, then dives right in. Your hands fly to his hair the same instant.
There's muffled, wet squelching, but you quickly dismiss it. It's not like that's an uncommon thing to hear when you've got the wet water-slide occupied between your thighs.
Neither is the shy smack smack smack. Since Dean's tongue is lapping long stripes up to the devilâs doorbell now. Exorcising wanton sounds from your body.
It's the 'heugh⊠heugh' that cuts through any aroused daze.
Your eyes snap open, head whips up so fast it pulls half of your torso along it when you spot the source of the sound.
Miracle. He's stood right next to the bed, head bowed, spine contracting, followed by retching. Your eyes widen.
"Snuffles â you feeling sick?" you ask the shaggy dog with slight panic, at which he frantically licks his lips, then produces another, more pointed heugh.
"Nah, s'fiiine," Dean groans, either from pleasure or annoyance, probably both. Voice muffled and sloppy from between your legs. For a moment, you completely forgot about him and his tongue doing an acrobat's job on your other lips.
You look back at Miracle, and now he seems to look miffed for some reason. He stopped heaving, but his head still hangs low, avoiding your gaze. Or maybe refusing to acknowledge the compromising position you're in.
You open your mouth but - "Jesus. He's okay," Dean cuts you off, sucks the protest right off both your lips.
The guttural moan he manages to wreck from your throat drowns out any sounds Miracle tries. Eventually, he pads off.
Or so it seems.
Your time spent on cloud nine is exactly twenty seconds.
Until something bitter curls up into your system and poisons your garden Eden.
This time Dean's first to react. He laps, sucks, groans. "Goddamn, babe, you taste so fuckin'-" he stops, sniffs you, pauses. "What the hell?" Then his neural system kicks in again - and his tongue gets stuck between his teeth.
"Oh c'mon, you kiddin' me," he grumbles, grimaces with a scrunched up nose.
Miracle looks back over his shoulders right on cue, butt turned towards Dean. He snorts, then circles the spot next to the wardrobe before thudding onto the floor when he flops down, then tucks his head behind the curtains - or, well, they would be curtains if this bedroom had windows. Instead, he has to make do with a stray duvet hanging from the drawer.
"Seriously, Miracle?" You press your lips to hold back the amusement of the image.
Miracle shifts in response. Lets out a grunt. Pushes the rest of his body forward until only his butt and the long strands of his tail peek out.
"You think he's hidin' from his own damn farts, or he just don't wanna witness me wreckin' you?" Dean chuckles. Bless him for trying so hard to keep you in the mood. Thumb moved to circle your clit while he leans in to recapture your attention with a hungry kiss.
Dean slides into you in one smooth thrust. Pulls all the way out, pushes right back in. Both of you moan from the way your heat moulds around his shaft. The delicious stretch. The way he hardens even more with every drag along your soft walls. Dean hooks your ankles over his shoulders, grips you under your thighs to angle your hips. Your hands go to his shoulders, grounding yourself for the deeper penetration.
He lines up once more, rolls his hips, â
but then his entire body jerks.
He slips off the water-slide. Downwards.
His slick head slams into your other door instead â you cry out and almost draw blood from his shoulders where your nails just engraved this moment for decades to come.
"Son of a â !!" Dean curses and pulls out again the same moment he skips aside like something wet has just touched his ass.
That, would've been Miracle's nose. Which is now twitching innocently while his ears flop to one side, head tilted in a curious 'whatcha doing?' kinda look.
"Okay, that's enough!" Dean barks and before the little bugger gets to duck away, he scoops the dog up, holds him out at arms length to avoid him touching his shock-softened dick. Then carries him outside where he drops him off in the hallway before he returns, kicking the door shut with his heel.
"Now, where were weâŠ" Dean sounds exasperated but he tries his best to tune back into his sexy voice. It's enough to make you smirk, but when you glance down at him, you realize that his cock will need a little more convincing.
"Come on," you pat the spot in front of you, "Lemme get you both back in the mood."
Dean doesn't have to be told twice. His eager grin back in place. He crawls into bed and rolls over onto his back, his thighs bracketing your shoulders as you settle down between them.
For a solid five minutes, all goes well.
You even ignore the faint click then creeeak of a door, hoping it's just Sam's echoing up the hallways.
Ignore the familiar sound of smacking lips drawing closer. Impending.
But wait â the occasional sniffling is new.
You attempt to look up, but Dean's fingers tangle in your hair. Tugs your attention down again â not forceful, but desperate. Spit is slicking your chin as you let him convince you.
Bad decision. Because the same moment;
Miracle sneezes. Not a small one either.
Like a full-on head-whipping-slobber-sneeze. Right next to Dean's head.
Miracle had managed to produce so much saliva by retching over and over, that it ended up in the dog's nose.
Dean's closed eyes scrunch up, although you can't tell whether it's due to the spray of dog saliva or the way you've been taking his cock into your hollowed cheeks right then.
Either way.
That's it.
The laughter that's been wringing your stomach finally bursts free. Lips still sealed around him â you snort. Shoulders shaking, saliva and snot â yours, not Miracles, since you at least shielded his best piece from the attack â dribble down his length as you fight for control.
Dean almost chokes on a curse word when your teeth scrape his sensitive spots, but even he can't help how his lips twitch at a crooked smile.
The mood has definitely been killed.
Dean is in the bathroom, washing his 'assaulted ass'. You can hear his moping over the TV that's now the only source of light. Lingerie back in the drawer, Pajama hugging your very much unsatisfied temple. But unlike Dean, you have already accepted your new position in bed.
Miracle rests at your feet. Kinda. More like draped across your legs like a chastity belt of shaggy fur. Dean comes stepping out of the bathroom, grey shirt, black boxers, wet hair sticking in all directions from the hand that's rifling through them. He saunters over to you, glowers down at the cockblocker.
"Move your fuzzy ass," he mutters as he slips into bed next to you. At least as far as the outstretched legs of the dog allow him. Miracle blinks his wide eyes up at him, the chestnut brown glazed over with the innocence of a puppy.
"Hell no, don't ya give me those eyes," he grumbles. Brows pinched together in an attempt to look firm. Miracle holds his gaze. Flicks the tip of his tongue over his nose once. A gesture of appeasement.
Dean rolls his eyes back and sighs in resignation. "Fine. You win." Miracle's tail thumps against your thigh. You giggle, nudge Dean with your shoulder when he scoots closer despite the claws digging into the side of his leg. He slings an arm around your waist, fingertips resting on your bare skin. "But the tits? Those are mine. Capiche?"
Miracle's tail thumps thumps thumps.
You snort a laugh. "He doesn't seem very impressed by your threats."
"Unbelievable." Dean pouts for the rest of the night, the hint of a smirk peeking through every now and then.
â ËïœĄâ J / NOTES I just realised, today's my 1-year tumblr anniversary of when I wrote and posted my first fic ever!! <3 (it was smut, too, lol!)
The bunker is too quiet. Thatâs the first thing you notice when you slam the door behind youâno sarcastic greeting, no boots thudding against the floor, no Dean pretending heâs fine when he absolutely isnât.
Your heart lurches.
You find him slumped at the war room table, jacket half-off, shirt torn open and soaked in red. And heâs paleâGod, heâs so paleâbracing himself on his elbows like heâs holding on by fingernails.
âDean.â His name leaves your throat in a whisper, and he gives you this weak, crooked smile thatâs supposed to be reassuring but only makes your stomach drop.
âHey,â he breathes out. âDidnât wanna⊠freak you out.â
âYouâre literally bleeding onto the furniture,â you snap, kneeling beside him and cupping his jaw. His skin burns under your palm. âToo late for that.â
âGuess I owe the table an apology.â
You glareâhe absolutely deserves itâbut your hands are already steadying him as he sways. He leans into you without protest, which is how you know heâs worse off than heâs letting on.
âCome on,â you murmur, guiding him toward the med room. âSit before you pass out and take me with you.â
He chuckles, then winces sharply. âOkay, okayâeasy. Iâm good.â
âYouâre not.â You help him onto the cot, your breath catching when you peel back the ruined fabric. His side is torn open in a long, angry gash, dried blood glued to his skin. âDamn it, DeanâŠâ
âIâve had worse.â
âThatâs not comforting.â
You clean the wound slowly, gently, even though every swipe makes him hiss through his teeth. His muscles jump when the alcohol hits, his hand gripping the edge of the cot so tight his knuckles blanch.
âHey,â you whisper, grabbing his free hand with your clean one. âSqueeze me instead.â
He hesitatesâbut only for a second. Then his fingers slip between yours, rough and warm. The moment he grounds himself in your touch, some of the tension bleeds out of him.
âYouâre really good at this,â he murmurs, voice gravel-soft.
âThatâs because you give me way too much practice.â
âOccupational hazard?â
âMore like Dean hazard.â
He huffs a laugh, breath shuddering when you start stitching. He tries to keep his eyes on your face instead of the needle, jaw clenched, brows tight. You hate seeing him like thisâhurting and pretending he isnât.
âAlmost done,â you say, thumb stroking the back of his hand before you can stop yourself. âYouâre doing great.â
His voice comes out barely above a whisper. âYouâre the one doing all the work.â
You tie off the last stitch, smoothing your fingers over the cleaned skin. âThere. Youâre patched up. Again.â
He looks at you thenâreally looks at youâgreen eyes soft, raw, full of something youâre not sure he has words for.
âThank you,â he murmurs. âFor⊠this. For being here.â
You sit beside him, brushing a bit of blood from your own wrist. âAlways. You donât have to say it.â
âYeah,â he says quietly. âI do.â
He shifts, leaning his forehead against your shoulder. The move is small, tender, vulnerable in a way Dean rarely allows himself to be. Your hand moves into his hair almost instinctively, holding him close.
For a long moment, neither of you speak.
Then, faintly, with a hint of a smile:
âNext time,â he mutters, âIâll try not to ruin my shirt.â
You stroke his cheek, letting your forehead rest against his. âNext time, try not to ruin yourself.â
He laughsâsoft, breathyâand closes his eyes, finally letting himself rest in the safety of your hands.
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summary. you and dean are stuck on monster babysitting dutty!
pairing. dean winchester x reader ( f )
wordcount. 831 genre. soft fluff
warnings. baby chaos, mentions of pee, dean being dean (read: hot disaster with daddy potential), domestic softness, light language
It starts, like most Winchester problems, with a hunt that goes sideways.
You and Dean are supposed to take out a shapeshifter. Easy in, easy out. But instead of a silver bullet, youâre left with a crying baby and a trail of goo.
Dean stares down at the squirming bundle, then at you, then back at it.
âThatâs notâplease tell me thatâs not what I think it is.â
âItâs a baby, Dean,â you deadpan, adjusting your grip as the little creature wails louder. âA literal infant. And if you shoot it, I swear to Godââ
âI wasnât gonna shoot it,â he protests, holding up his hands. âJust... yâknow, maybe check for fangs.â
You give him the look. He mutters, âRight. No fangs. Great. So, uh⊠what now, Mama Bear?â
And thatâs how you end up back at the motel, babysitting a baby shapeshifter with Dean Winchesterâwho, as it turns out, is both completely incompetent and weirdly charming at it.
âDonât look at me like that,â Dean grumbles as he awkwardly rocks the baby, cradling him like heâs made of glass. âIâve handled bombs gentler than this.â
The baby gurgles and kicks. Youâre on the bed, flipping through lore books for somethingâanythingâon raising a baby monster. âYouâre supposed to support his head,â you murmur absently.
âI am supporting his head.â
âYouâre holding him like youâre checking for hidden weapons.â
He shoots you a glare. âOld habits die hard.â
You grin, leaning back on your elbows. âYou look good with him, though.â
That earns you a small, bashful smile. Then Dean ruins it by sniffing and making a face. âOkay, wait. What theâ? Oh, come on!â
âDiaper situation?â you ask, laughing as he holds the baby out at armâs length like itâs radioactive.
âDiaper explosion is more like it.â
âGood thing you volunteered.â
âI didnât volunteer, I lost a coin toss!â
âYou flipped it yourself.â
He glares. You just shrug. âAnd lost.â
Dean mutters something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like âunbelievableâ as he heads for the bathroom.
Five minutes later, the sound of running water is followed by Deanâs frustrated voice: âHow do babies aim like that?!â
Youâre laughing so hard you can barely breathe when he storms out, shirt spotted, face full of disbelief. âHe peed on me! Heâs like a tiny sniper!â
âWelcome to parenthood.â
âParenthood sucks.â
But then the baby gigglesâa bubbly, innocent soundâand Dean freezes. His shoulders drop. Slowly, a grin tugs at his lips.
âOkay, maybe it doesnât totally suck.â
You watch himâthis man whoâs fought monsters and gods and still looks absolutely undone by a drooling infant. Thereâs something warm in your chest that you pretend not to feel.
Later that night, after the chaos of bottles and cries and Deanâs failed attempt to feed the kid whiskey (âJust a drop, sweetheart, builds characterâhey, donât look at me like that!â), the room finally quiets down.
The babyâs asleep.
Deanâs slumped in a chair, watching you. Youâre sitting on the edge of the bed, gently rocking the tiny shapeshifter in your arms, humming a lullaby so soft he almost misses it.
The motel lamp casts golden light over your face, and for the first time in a long time, Dean feels something deep and startlingâlike peace. Like maybe this life doesnât have to be all blood and loss and running.
He swallows hard, watching your hands, the way you smile when the baby sighs against your shoulder.
And something hits him square in the chest.
Damn, he thinks, I could do this. With her.
The thought comes out of nowhere, but it sticks. Itâs terrifying and real and impossibly tempting. You and him, a home thatâs not the Impala, mornings that smell like coffee instead of gun oil. Maybe even a real kid somedayâone that doesnât shapeshift or drool on his favorite shirt.
You glance up and catch him staring. âWhat?â
âNothing,â he says quickly, rubbing the back of his neck. âJustâyouâre good at that.â
âAt what? Getting peed on?â
He chuckles. âAt, uh⊠all of it. The baby thing.â
You grin. âMaybe youâre just jealous I did it better.â
âYeah, yeah. Donât get cocky.â
You look down at the baby again, voice quiet. âHeâs not so bad, huh?â
Dean hums. âNah. Kinda grows on you.â He pauses, smirking. âThough if he shifts into me, Iâm taking off.â
You laugh softly, setting the baby down in his makeshift cribâa duffel bag lined with towels. Deanâs still watching you, still wearing that look you donât quite know how to read.
âWhat?â you ask again.
He shakes his head, smiling to himself. âNothing. Just⊠didnât think âbabysitting a baby monsterâ would be the highlight of my week.â
You nudge his arm as you pass by. âAdmit it, you liked it.â
âMaybe a little.â
You grin. âYouâre such a softie.â
He snorts. âDonât tell Sam.â
You smirk, leaning up to kiss his cheek. âYour secretâs safe with me, Daddy Winchester.â
The blush that hits him is absolutely worth it.
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Dean Winchester has been glaring at you all night. Not in that âyou screwed up the salt lineâ kind of way, or even the âyou owe me gas moneyâ kind of way. No, this is the narrowed-eyes, jaw-tight, lip-pressed glare that says heâs two seconds away from tying you to a chair to keep you out of harmâs way.
You catch him staring for the fifth time while youâre loading a clip, and finally snap, âWhat? You got a problem with how Iâm putting bullets in a gun now?â
Dean doesnât miss a beat. âProblemâs not the gun. Problemâs the person holding it.â
Sam, whoâs half-buried in research at the rickety motel table, sighs audibly. âHere we goâŠâ
You slam the clip home a little harder than necessary and turn toward Dean. âWhat exactly is that supposed to mean?â
âIt means,â Dean drawls, arms folding across his chest as he leans against the doorframe, âyouâve got zero patience, a bad habit of running headfirst into danger, and you think a shiny new knife makes you invincible. Spoiler alertâit doesnât.â
âIâm still alive, arenât I?â you shoot back, chin tilted up.
âFor now,â Dean mutters.
Sam glances between you two like a referee stuck in overtime. âMaybe we could focus on the caseââ
âNo, no, let him talk,â you cut in, planting your hands on your hips. âClearly Deanâs been dying to give me the new-hunter lecture.â
Dean pushes off the frame and takes a step closer, eyes sharp but his voice quieter now, almost too quiet. âYou think this is a joke? You donât get how fast things go sideways. One wrong turn and youâre done. I canâtââ He cuts himself off, jaw clenching again. âJust⊠I donât like watching people throw themselves into the fire like theyâre bulletproof.â
Your chest tightens, but you cover it with a scoff. âSo what, youâre my babysitter now?â
âDamn right I am.â Deanâs tone is gruff, but his eyes betray himâworried, softer than he wants them to be. âSomebodyâs gotta make sure you donât end up in a body bag before you even hit twenty-five.â
Sam pinches the bridge of his nose like heâs got a headache. âDeanâŠâ
But youâre grinning now, despite the irritation prickling at your ribs. âAw, so you do care.â
Deanâs ears go red instantly. âDonât twist my words.â
âYouâre hovering.â
âIâm keeping you alive.â
âHovering,â you repeat, delighting in the way it makes him bristle.
Dean glares, but thereâs no real bite in it anymore. âYouâre lucky Sam likes you.â
âYou like me too,â you tease, holstering your gun and brushing past him toward the door. âYouâre just too grumpy to admit it.â
The corner of his mouth twitches, like heâs fighting back a smile. âYeah, well, donât push your luck.â
âWouldnât dream of it,â you toss over your shoulder, smirking.
Sam mutters something about needing a vacation, but when you catch Deanâs eyes again, the weight in them isnât annoyanceâitâs fear dressed up as anger, worry disguised as snark. And maybe, just maybe, beneath all that gruffness, thereâs a flicker of something gentler.
Dean huffs, following after you with his usual long stride. âStay behind me tonight. I mean it.â
You grin, pulling the door open. âSure thing, babysitter.â
The growl he lets out is pure Winchester, but when his hand hovers near your back as you step into the dark, itâs steady, protective, andâyeahâcomforting in a way youâll never admit out loud.
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summary. you're in a coma and dean hasn't left your side for one second.
pairing. dean winchester x reader ( gn )
wordcount. 606 genre. angsty
warnings. dean talking to you like youâre still there, mentions of hunting injury, crying dean, desperate pleas
The hospital room hums with the quiet buzz of machines, monitors beeping steadily, each one a reminder that youâre still hereâbut not really here.
Deanâs slouched in the chair at your bedside, hands braced between his knees, staring at the floor like it has the answers heâs too scared to ask. His leather jacketâs tossed over the back of the chair, plaid wrinkled from hours of not moving. He hasnât shaved in days. He hasnât slept properly either, if the dark circles under his eyes mean anything.
Finally, he exhales, voice breaking the silence.
âHey.â
Itâs soft, unsure, like maybe heâs afraid talking too loud will scare you away.
He leans back, drags a hand down his face, then lets it fall to your arm resting on the blanket. His fingers trace absent circles over your skin, grounding himself more than you.
âYou know Iâm crap at this, right?â He gives a humorless laugh. âTalking. Feelings. Whatever this⊠is. But youâre not givinâ me much choice here.â
The steady beep answers him.
Dean swallows hard. âYou scared the hell outta me. One second weâre in the middle of that hunt, and the nextâyouâre on the ground, and IâŠâ His voice catches. âI didnât even think. Just grabbed you, held on. Tried to keep you here with me.â
His hand curls around yours, squeezing. âGuess Iâm still trying.â
He sits in the silence again, jaw working, eyes glassy. âSam keeps saying youâre strong. That youâll pull through. And I wanna believe him, I do. Butââ He shakes his head. âI canât lose you. I canât. You get that, right? Youâre it for me.â
His thumb strokes over your knuckles, slower this time.
âYou know, when you first came along, I didnât think itâd last. I figured youâd wise up, realize what a mess I am, and bail.â His mouth twists, almost a smile. âBut you didnât. You stayed. You fought for me when I wouldnât even fight for myself.â
Dean shifts in his chair, leaning closer to you, elbows on the bedrail. âSo Iâm askingâno, beggingâyou to fight now. Please. For me. For us. I need you to wake up, sweetheart. I need you to give me hell for hogging the covers, or stealing your fries, or leaving my boots in the middle of the floor.â His voice cracks. âI need you to look at me again.â
The words hang heavy in the room. Dean squeezes your hand again, tighter this time, like heâs anchoring you both.
âI donât pray,â he admits, voice breaking into a whisper. âHavenât in years. But Iâve been praying every damn night for you. Bargaining, begging, making deals with nobody listening. Because if anyone deserves to get another shot, itâs you.â
His forehead dips to rest against your arm, shoulders trembling. âIâd take your place if I could. In a heartbeat. You know that, donât you? Iâd do it without thinking.â
For a long time, the only sound is the monitor, steady and cruel. Dean doesnât move, doesnât lift his head. Just holds on like letting go would mean losing you completely.
Eventually, he pulls back enough to see your face again, brushing his thumb gently along your cheek. His eyes are red, his voice hoarse.
âI love you,â he whispers, like itâs the only truth left in the world. âSo you better wake up and hear me say it, because Iâm not going anywhere. Youâre stuck with me. Always.â
He leans forward, pressing a trembling kiss to your forehead.
The machines keep beeping. The world keeps turning.
And Dean keeps holding your hand, waiting for you to come back to him.
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pairing: dad!dean winchester ( x mom!fem!reader )
summary: Dean records a video for his son on a quiet summer beach. Thereâs too much sand in his beer, laughter in the wind, and a ring burning a hole in his pocket. Heâs not sure heâll get the words right when it counts. But maybe his son, one day, will tell him.
disclaimer: english is not my first language!
warnings: dean is a sap in this, nothing much really, pure fluff, one suggestive line???? (maybe????), third person, no use of y/n, no explicit physical description.
word count: 719
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The camera is slightly tilted, capturing more sky than Dean intends to. A soft blue canvas is bleeding into the horizon, where the sun is just starting its slow descent into the sea. Waves kiss the shore in lazy rhythm. Seagulls drift overhead. The light is gold, the kind of warm that makes everything look a little bit softer.
Dean leans into frame, squinting, tongue between his teeth as he finally adjusts the angle. âThere we go,â he mutters, mostly to himself. âOkay. This better work, Sammy!" He sits back, propped against a driftwood log with a beer in hand and the ocean behind him. His skin is sunkissed, freckled across his nose. There's sand stuck to his calves. Heâs wearing a plain white tee and board shorts.
"Alright, Leo," he begins, his voice softened by the lull of the waves. "You should be eighteen, now. Taller. Hopefully with fewer boogers and better aim when you pee, but no promises." He winks.
Off-camera, there's a loud laugh, clear and bright, followed by a squeal of delight. Dean turns his head slightly, smiling at the sound. "If you wanna know what's happening, your mom's chasing you down the beach. She's wearing a damn sexy sundress, flies all over the place," he swiftly looks at the camera again. "Don't give me that look, son, we both know I've said and done worse things." He takes a swing of his beer. "Your mom... she laughs like she means it, didn't know people could do that, eh." He glances down at the beach. "You're the kind of kid that makes strangers smile. Even the cranky ones. Especially those."
Dean takes a long breath. The air smells like salt and sunscreen, the background hum of the waves grounding every word. "Anyway. Iâm making this video because someday, youâre gonna have questions. Like, âDad, how can I be as cool as you?â or âWhy does Uncle Sam meditate at 6 a.m. like a weirdo?â Or the big ones. Like⊠how this all started.â He looks down, fingers tracing lazy circles into the sand beside him. âI spent most of my life thinking the world was full of monsters. Turns out, I just hadnât met your mom yet.â He glances at the camera, deadpan. âKidding. Mostly.â
Her laugh fills his world again.
âShe wrecked me, you know. In a good way. Like⊠the kind of wreck where youâre drowning and suddenly realize you want to. That sound cheesy? I donât care. Iâm at the beach. Everythingâs legally allowed to be cheesy at the beach.â
He shifts, hand sliding into his pocket, slow, almost casual. But the shape of the small black box is obvious even through the fabric. âI got this thing in my pocket,â he says, holding eye contact with the camera like heâs confessing to a crime. âBurning a hole. Been carrying it around for weeks. Waiting for the right moment. Or, hell, any moment where you're not throwing up, little man. We gotta figure this problem out."
Dean smirks. "I wanna ask her, Leo. The big question. The forever one. Which is insane, 'cause forever didn't exist before, you know," Dean looks out toward the waves, voice softening again. âNow it means morning pancakes with you smearing syrup in your hair. It means her sleepy voice saying my name before the sunâs even up. It means late-night cartoons and sand in the bed and her hand in mine, every damn time.â He leans back again, smiling toward the horizon as if he can already see whatâs next. âI want her to say yes. I wanna wake up next to her every day and still get butterflies like a damn teenager. I wanna teach you how to grill burgers without turning them into hockey pucks. I wanna have years, Leo. All of them.â
In the background, she calls out, âDean! He found a starfish!â
Dean laughs, turning to respond, âDonât eat it this time!â
He looks back at the camera one last time. His eyes are glassy, but steady. Hopeful. âIf youâre watching this one day⊠Just know I did it. I asked. Hopefully, she said yes. And if she didnâtâŠâ He smirks, âNah, I'm too pretty for her to say no.â