Angel of Lost Dreams @angeloflostdreams - Tumblr Blog

I recently have no patience for anything. If it ain't gonna go the way I want it to, don't bother asking cause it'll piss me off. If you don't care about what I have to say, don't make me waste my breath for you. If you aren't gonna help yourself, don't bitch to me about life. If you have a smart comeback, save it for later or I'll rip your head off. Like for real, give a girl her space y'all.

#zero patience #grumpy #hating

That awkward moment when you have a dream your bf isn't here for some reason, so you start dating his younger brother XP

People need to stop pretending. Stop pretending everything is wonderful, that you can change everybody's life, that you can help make their day better, that you can be their second family. That's all bullshit. Some people don't want any of that crap from you, and some people don't want to give or do any of those things for others. So don't make me be a part of any of that. I will help those who I choose to help and influence those I want to influence. Stop making me be a part of your artificial world of positivity and joy, cause it's fuckin nauseating. It's disgusting. I'm sick and tired of being wrapped up into it. You guys make me want to start cutting myself again, and put suicidal thoughts back into my head. Why? Because your so fuckin fake and annoying! God damn I didn't know so many people like this could all be in the same place. Like wtf is wrong with you all? Wtf are you smoking? Why can't you fuckin leave me alone?!

When you are literally at war with yourself. When your heart wants one thing but your mind wants the other. When you want to cut but you know it'll make him sad. When you want to fall into a deep sleep but there's too many things to do. When you are mad but you want to be happy. When you keep on going but you want to end it all. When you find a reason to live but can't care enough to live. My mind is constantly at war.

#mentally unstable #at war with myself #fighting #pain

Emotions will be the death of me

#emotions #feelings #insanity

Has anybody else realized that their life is great, filled with friends and family and a job (whether it's a nice job or not), but felt so empty and hopeless about everything? Feel like nobody is there that truely understands what you're saying, or really gets how you feel? And there are no words to describe how difficult it is to fight the urge to slip back into self-harm to remind yourself you're alive and can move on. Even though you tell yourself it's okay and you're just in a weird point in life, you know something isn't right if you feel this way every, single, day. And it gets tiring when people say that you're just trying to find reasons to make yourself upset. Yes, because causing my own anxiety and depression is my most favorite thing in the world. I love staying up all night, scaring myself to death about my life. I think like this every day, and it makes me wonder how others get through it.

#anxitey #depressed #confused #hopeless

urbanoutfucks

Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me

angeloflostdreams

All day every day

I have more than some people. For that I am thankful. I should be happy. Instead, I still feel a darkness in me. I still want to cry.

#depressed #sad #shouldbethankful

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After a really long, stressful day I am finally home and in my personal little Halloween Town sanctuary. I’ve been asked several times if I ever get sick of the Halloween theme 365 days a year.

The answer is, NO!

It’s comforting, actually. 🎃 Halloweenie for life.

My cat is meowing like a desparate hoe for food when there's still food from last night in her bowl

#catproblems #hungry #catownerprobz

dailydccu

Are you drawn to playing intense characters?

palaiasaurus64

reblogged for the first gif in the set. look how damn cute he looks there! that awkward smile! so precious.

challahchic

Someone give him a rom com plz

fozmeadows

specifically:

angeloflostdreams

He's too cute I can't handle it 😍

I'm afraid to sleep away my day, so I have trouble falling asleep in the first place. But when I finally fall asleep, I'll sleep most of the day away. This is torture.

#insomnia #sleepissues #anxitey

Just remember: you're in this to meet new people, not start a new relationship with them

#socialnetworking #dating #new people #goodluck