Intro post
My name is Camilla- im very very new to the community!!
about ME :
i love ART, and art history, and fashion and books and music and poetry and the moon and pinterest and fog and candles and being a ballerina (nutcracker season!!), and girl bloggers, and the colder months, and shitty artsy underground french films, and insane girls, and fasting, and learning, and movies, and and being really really fucking dramatic
my favorite authors are: The Brontë sisters, Ottessa Moshfegh, Coco Mellors, Donna Tartt, Jane Austen, Kafka, Plath, Dostoevsky, & Oscar Wilde.
height: 5’2
sw: 132 lbs 😬😬 (hard year for me.)
ugw: >90lbs <33
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i don’t really know why i do all of this- i guess i feel like it brings me some sort of awareness but it also puts a haze over everything. For clarity and finding myself spiritually, so i can be pure and clean and just be stripped of all the burdens that the world lies on me.
And looking at myself in photos makes me fucking vomit 💗
- if you have any tips for me (specifically for keeping my energy and motivation while fasting / improving my discipline please please let me know!! i would love you so much)
- if you want to be buddies please message me <33
- I AM LOOKING FOR A COACH
“Appetite is embarrassing enough; visibly trying to satiate is, utterly mortifying.”












