from this day forward 💕⚖️

I aspire to be an elegant woman who is well read, fluent in many languages, who takes frequent trips to the ballet and opera, knowledgeable in art, dances the night away at galas and balls, who always smells exquisite and dresses magnificently. Runs business in fields of healthcare and agriculture. Promoting and advocating wellness mentally, physically and emotionally. I can't wait to be this woman.

[wetheurban]

What a privilege it is to be able to rely on someone and not brace for disappointment.

[anghelsalupa]

what's having someone who always got younfeels like 😒

[scorpionlafemme]

[anghelsalupa]

your resident oversharer is backkkk

[anghelsalupa]

ilang trials pa ba Lord bago guminhawa, nasa healing phase na, pinapabayaan na nga tapos may bagong problema na naman :(

[whiskey-bent]

[addzeysatticofasinine]

[anghelsalupa]

Akala ko may anak na BF ko, a crazy twisted story.

long time no update but it was not his.

she should change her name to malicious and yes i am nosy as a current girlfriend. but part of me always pity her, but then again, what do i know of their relationship ba.

but i really pity her.

i feel like she's a radiant girl, mas matanda siya sakin but immature when it comes to love then nabuntis unexpectedly.

for context 6years sila ni guy kaya sobrang nosy ko what went wrong, i want to discover patterns and behaviors. Teee, ilang months ako hindi makaget over honestly. Si guy stable with business but always away for work. Medjo insensitive din eto minsan at straight forward magsalita. Eto naman si girl nag-aaral pa, easily biased yung decision niya sa mga nakikita niyang post sa internet at mahilig sa mga may abs. Nagdeep dive ako with my FBI skills, then nadiscover ko nga si ateng microcheater at sawa na ata kay bf. Comment ng comment sa vids nga mga maritime, criminology at gymrat sa tiktok. Naisip ko what more kaya sa facebook and real life. Si guy naman nonchalant sa buhay, mabarkada but always away on business trip. Minsan lang sila magkita in a year since working student si ateng (delayed siya) at sa mga madre pa pero may quality time naman sila.

So the tea is, sa last year nila ang last post ni guy sa kanya is when nakagraduate na siya. Like yung naka toga siya! HAHAHA my skills are top tier. After graduation sometime in July 2024, nagbreak sila.

-pause muna natin ang story-

kasi march 2025 naging kami. i am so curious sa long term ex gf niya, in-add ako ni atecco sa dummy acct niya akala niya di ko alam but i already stalked my bf's acct nung di pa niya nadidelete yung old acct niya. then inaccept ko yung dummy at nakita ko nagsheshare siya ng post sa old acct niya sabay unfriend ulit. Dun ko na trace na dummy niya yun, that happened in april 2025. inistalk ko siya everywhere hanggang tiktok at ig niya until nainfiltrate ko accts niya. I can't believe my insane self. Ayun di pa siya nakamove on sa bf ko. AWIT :D Yung mga picture niya that time nung sila pa andun pa, yung mga repost niya about kay guy "what if magkita sila" "ano kaya reaction ni guy" "pansinin ba kaya siya or lalagpasan lang". May kirot po pero naisip ko wala na sila e, ofc mamimiss niya 6years sila.

Constantly waiting for update ako kay ateng hanggang september nagpost siya ng baby na may caption "Dan's momma". Ang accla nagfreak out, nag overthink at nagdetach. Grabe 1 week kami di nagkita ng bf ko dahil sa work niya and work ko. Ang accla kinakabahan how to confront him. Until dumating na nga yung day na cinomfront ko siya, I remember telling him. "Gastalk yung ex mo sakin." tapos tinanong niya kailan pa sabi ko nung april pa bat di ko daw sinabi. Natatawa ako na naiiyak. Tinanong ko siya kung anak niya ba yun, dineny niya. Nilapagan ko siya ng computation, year July 2024 sila nagbreak tapos nabuntis si girl sometime 2025 but before sept. based on her latest post but he adamantly denied it. Sabi niya manghihingi yun ng sustento kung sa kanya yun. Di ako satisfied sa sagot niya kaya nagdeep dive ulit ako. At first, duda ako dun sa isang guy pero he turned out to be the father nung anak ng ex niya. On my mind not him, masyadong bata pa 2003 birth year then si ateng 1995 pero siya talaga. Mind blown..

-Story Continuation-

My calculated guess is that in span of 2 months, she met another man and got pregnant by him after 6 years sa bf ko. Naisip ko woah that's really a slap in the face or some kind of betrayal but sino ba ako questionin ang paraan niya magmove on di ba. I guess I was just shocked malaman yun but it's better that way than mabuntis siya ng bf ko then not romantically inclined na sila dalawa. Akala ko magiging stepmom ako ng di oras.

Ayun, inadd ko yung tatay ng anak niya at nakita na sometime in May 2025 siya nanganak at kamukha nga niya yung bata. Bigla ako nabunutan ng tinik pero si ateng stalk parin ng stalk. Hinayaan ko na. Baka namiss niya lang si guy. Shala kasi etong si guy minsan isasama ka pa sa business niya. Baka nagrerelapse lang. I compare din si new guy niya, medjo angat si bf pero masipag naman si koya. Advantage lang talaga ni guy is may abs siya which is preference ni ateng. End of story.

My realizations:

I can never question the choices a woman can make kahit gaano pa ako ka woman supporter, kahit gaano pa ako ka job first before marraige kind of a woman. I never know her options at that time and it's not my job to understand what she thinks. But what really bothers me is that, how can she live with someone she just met. imagine di mo nga napanindigan ang 6years what more yung fuck buddy na 2months then forced live in pa. I feel like rebound lang sana si guy e, but God has plans. Roman empire ko is that i'll never know the reason kahit gaano pa ko ka nosy. And i wonder also, how she feels like yung twist sa story niya is surreal. I feel like now that I wrote it here medjo ease na ang mind ko. My overthinking is both a blessing and another. I will stop putting my energy on her.

[resqectable]

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than to hurt yourself trying to put them back together.”

— Unknown

[beneaththemooon]

I can be madly in love with you and still remove myself from the situation if it’s not aligning. Life goes on.

[glittergroovy]

KILL ME FAST - THREE DAYS GRACE

[anghelsalupa]

the other party must be liable too..

being in a relationship with a man na tinaguan ng anak at ako pa ang unang nakaalam kasi papasin yung nanay sa soc med ko is very diabolical move ni ateng.. walang konsensiya at selfish..

you can't "strong independent woman" your way out on this.. bat di mo sinabi sa lalake tapos sakin ka nambubwesit..

you can keep the man, he's not a prize.

ibibigay ko siya sa anak mo.

i'd rather find another than carry resentments and baggage of jealousy..

[anghelsalupa]

the raging fire inside my vein

whenever kismet isn't on my side

is a heartache

buried like a knife pierced through my soul

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Nitya Prakash

[thoughtkick]

“Just remember that sometimes, the way that you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are.”

— John Green, Paper Towns

[anghelsalupa]

tired of writing letters for my failed lovers..

truly dating is a test of compatibility and respect..

that i always fail to pass.

[heavendollie]

this movie is so tumblr girl