subtle proposition

well everyone calls me angie, you can ask me whatever you want. I like philosophy, astronomy, music ... I'm open to talk about anything

[angie9515]

You are so damn hard to please.

[angie9515]

Here I go again

let's not take any big decition, fool around, play with me.

Let's pretend we do not know, we do not care.

go away, stay and play with me .

touch my skin, rub my lips.

" I do not know what I want but I know how to get it ."

[angie9515]

i'm just a puppet, running again, in to this silly game

i'm letting you play with me.

i'm letting you play with my nonexistent feelings.

i'm just a puppet, why should you care?

just play again, play with my feeling, i have no feelings .

play again .

[angie9515]

Tengo derecho.. Tengo derecho de tomar desiciones sobre mi cuerpo. Tengo derecho ser tratada como una persona libre. No le pertenesco al estado. No le pertenesco la sociedad ni a quien me trajo al mundo. A pesar de mi edad, de me vida de mis circunstancias no te pertenezco, ni por el techo que pones sobre mi cabeza ni por la comida en mi plato, no te pertenezco. Ojala fueran otras cicunstancias... Ojala fuera otro mundo, ojala fuera otra vida... Luchare por ser mia.

[angie9515]

Champs elysees

[angie9515]

they all get up in the morning and do what they have to do and sometimes, they even enjoy it. Why shouldn't I too? Im not special so, why should I feel different from all of them? Does that mean everyone feel as bad as me? Or maybe I just shouldn't be here.

[angie9515]

Can we live with just what we think of ourselves? Do we really need other people, to be who we are? Much of the time i’m too immerse in my own thoughts to realize that people actually notice i’m there. I’m too immerse in my own thoughts to realise you’re actually talking to me, most of the time i’m not where i’m suppose to be. And when I’m on my own that’s when I think about what we have talked and then I have so many questions. I imagine live in a desert island and I ask myself: if I only had one thought I could bring with me, what would that be? Living, dying; feeling both at the same time… Where am I? I live in the island of my thoughts, I live immerse in my brainwashed head of social conformation. I’m never there with you. I’m never here for me.

[angie9515]

si toda tu vida has buscado un unicornio, siempre  y cuando no lo encuentres puedes seguir con la esperanza. pero si por "milagro" un buen dìa encuentras un unicornio.

 como hacer que se quede?

nadie sabe como alimentar un unicornio...

[tai-korczak]

23 Emotions people feel, but can’t explain

Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of Looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

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[eatsleepdraw]

Cure

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Fushigi Teien no Mamono

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