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DO NOT follow me, tumblrs without posts, I will block you... You Are annoying too much 'i ko zna, možda ćemo svoju prazninu dati na čuvanje krticama i grobovima'// uspavanka na domaku svitanja//jesen i magle//student medicine//nijedan dan bez dana //mrzim sebe jedno vreme, pa se neizmerno volim i tako u krug//il d frans ovca me nervira //mrzim političare//mrzim praznike //uzalud vezuje dan svoju užad od magle//što više gledam ka tim vremenima, imam utisak da vidim gužvu što ide po mraku. //beskonačne tišine//pokušavam da razbijem neko crno staklo ispred sebe, stalno je tu, nervira me//do mene dopire neka buka...//osećam, sve više osećam da ovo nisam ja..//izgubilo se vreme//imam nizak pritisak//hipohondrija//život u fazama, faze slepila, hodanja, čekanja, depresivne faze....samoubilački nagoni....bezumne radosti.... //često očekujem smrt da dođe po mene//Dunav//Dostojevski// Ivan Karamazov//Noći sa one strane sunca//erotrofob/ /Nikad viđena budnim očima//što dalje od ljudske, slepe, želje za pripadanjem...//ništavilo koje hoda. //Isuviše besmislen život da bi zaslužio smišljenu smrt //trenutno čitam- Salman Ruždija: deca ponoći

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[dasgemutlichkeit]

Louis Patru (1871-1905)

Landscape with Waving Corn 

1895-1905

[angesirene]

— e.e.cummings

[soracities]

Octavio Paz, ‘The House of Glances’ (selected lines), A Tree Within (trans. Eliot Weinberger)

[petaltexturedskies]

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from "The Peasant Marey" in The Diary of a Writer

[mournfulroses]

Ariel Day, from a poem titled "Long Term Memory," featured in Black Roses: Poems about Love, Heartbreak, Mental Health, Self Love

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Sylvia Plath, in a letter to her mother Aurelia, dated 13 March 1955, from Letters Home: Correspondence 1950-1963

[ducissatenebrarum]

Hecate

[bebs-art-gallery]

The Dance of the Nymphs and Cupid

— by Édouard Bisson

[petaltexturedskies]

Virginia Woolf, A Passionate Apprentice: The Early Journals

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Mary Oliver, from "Little Owl Who Lives in The Orchard" in Devotions: Selected Poems

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Albert Camus, The Just

[waldorf-astoria-luxe]

[selcandy]

My heart and my mind when trying to break up with someone I love.

[weltenwellen]

Wildness Before Something Sublime Leila Chatti

[theegoist]

Michael Buthe (German, 1944–1994) - Ohne Titel, Serigraph in colors on red silk, revised with gold-colored handprints, 180 x 85 cm (1986)

[oumaimas]

October, Mary Oliver