I am not a bot, but I sure as hell don't know else

A demon and an anime villain in-making, idiots be warned, let live laugh love, chill out dudes we all turn to dust let's just enjoy art. Zionists DNI y'all are insane and Superman would definitely hate you.

[schoolhater]

@danashehab has been fundraising since may and is just over €15,000 away from their goal l. as stated in the screenshot people are starting to believe the rafah crossing will open so it’s important to make sure everyone has the funds in case they are allowed to evacuate.

thee shehab family consists of dana (13), sahar (14), mona (9), malak (5), yehya (1.5), fahed, (38), reem (32), and grandmother mona (60). they have been shadowbanned and deleted a few times. you can also find this family at @monashehab

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[danashehab]

🛑YOU ARE NOT SELFISH‼️

I need you to help me protect the rest of my family. I cannot afford to lose any of them. Any amount will make a difference in saving them.

🚨IF YOU IGNORE THIS, YOU ARE DOOMING MY FAMILY TO DEATH 🚨Guys, donations are slow, please don't leave me, I need your support

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[fahedshehab-new]

‼️ Please don’t skip taking a look 🍉🇵🇸

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 Here is my story 🍉🇵🇸

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[fahedshehab051]

🚨🚨 A cry for help from a family besieged in Gaza 🚨🚨

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[angstandhappiness]

IMPORTANT

[honestlyvan]

Another thing fandom needs to start doing more of is projecting on tops.

There are delicious amounts of psychological distress you can inflict on that guy once you get into his head. The brainworms of forcing agency and initiative on someone who genuinely is Not Fucking Ready For It are exquisite.

[honestlyvan]

To quote myself: Domtops in fics are always written to have such uncomplicated and healthy relationships to their sexualities and for my mental health I need us to collectively start giving them complexes about being some kind of monstrous predatory freak of nature instead.

Make that guy have a panic attack b/c someone in his daydream told him to stop and he kept going anyway.

[honestlyvan]

New and improved! Sad Wet Dog of a top is thinking about how he wants to hurt you but doesn't want to hurt you and the contradiction is slowly and steadily making him Lose His Whole Fucking Mind.

[angstandhappiness]

BEH HEH

[meltedmush]

besides SVSSS, what made you gravitate towards Erha? :3

I actually discovered Erha before SVSSS LOL,,, I always saw it at the top of the list whenever I was looking for a novel to read!

I found it around 2023, tried reading the first 7 chapters and instantly HATED IT,,, I hated Mo Ran so much that I left Erha on my to read list for a whole year. It was only until late March 2024 that I actually sat down and read through the entirety of Erha. (I finished it within less than a week LMFAOOO 😭😭😭)

But from my initial first reading, I actually detested Erha and I hate-read through most of it. All the smexy sexy scenes grossed me out, and I mainly stuck through it because I liked Chu Wanning and Xue Meng somewhat. (I wasn’t really attached to them at this point.)

I hated Mo Ran, Taxian-Jun, I hated the ending, I hated a lot of things, but after letting Erha simmer in my mind for a little longer, my opinion of Erha eventually grew better!

I feel Erha isn’t the type of novel you should read only once. Because during my first reading through, I was so distracted by my annoyance towards Mo Ran, that I missed so many interesting details. And Erha has A LOT OF FUN DETAILS. I honestly can’t count how many times I’ve reread Erha, but each time I reread it, I discover something new that significantly improves my opinions on whatever character or situation and I think that’s so fun!

Like for instance, Mo Ran. His murky background and moral ambiguity quickly made him one of my favorite characters of all time. Even now I still struggle liking some aspects of Mo Ran, even when I understand his circumstances much better, and that forces me to contemplate and debate longer about his character. Which is actually really fun to gnaw on! It’s also rather reflective on Mo Ran’s character, as you follow though the Mo Ran and watch him grow into a better person.

(This is a random head-canon of my mine, BuT I’m dying on the hill that Song Qiutong was the one who convinced Mo Ran that gold and wealth could make someone happy. As result he would try to shower Wanning in riches, which Wanning hates.)

There’s honestly so much more I love about Erha, but because THERE IS SO MUCH TO ERHA,,, my thoughts are so scattered. I could go on for days about certain scenes or tidbits from Erha, but at the amount I can’t think LMFAO

If you gave me a random tidbit as a prompt, I could definitely elaborate more on why I love Erha 😔🙏💥💥💥

There’s so many gorgeous scenes, and heart wrenching lines that just stick with you for months.

[ghooostbaby]

poor young xue meng, gets to the other world and suddenly everyone is acting like he's just a lil babie while all the other 20 year olds get to do stuff ... being woobified by your own older self smh

[angstandhappiness]

LMAO 😂

[ghooostbaby]

So much love for Xie Lian, Chu Wanning, and Shen Qiao, those good, devoted taoists, utterly surprised by the concept of sex, but since mdzs was my first danmei I now realize retroactively what a galaxy brain moment the creation of lan wangji was, the world's most devout, righteous, white-wearing cultivator who is exquisitely, incurably horny

[angstandhappiness]

LMAO 😂

[baiwu-jinji]

@ghooostbaby asked me to talk about Shi Mei from 2ha and here it is :) I’ll mostly focus on Hua Binan, aka Shi Mei’s past life, who’s the ultimate cynic about human nature, for a good reason, and repeatedly compared to and associated with snakes, for a good reason. I know @ghooostbaby loves Shi Mei but I’m sorry to say that he’s not exactly popular with Chinese readers…From my very limited engagement with the Chinese 2ha fandom, I feel like a dominant sentiment is “I know Shi Mei had a really tragic life and I feel somewhat sympathetic but I just don’t like him.” I think a lot of Chinese readers dislike Shi Mei for pretty much the same reason that Chu Wanning dislikes Hua Binan – because Hua Binan is almost utterly heartless and refuses to take responsibility for the atrocities he committed (In CWN’s own words: “you don’t have to compare yourself to Mo Ran, you’re even worse than Xu Shuanglin. Xu Shuanglin at least retained some affections for others, and he had the courage to acknowledge what he did”).

I don’t feel strongly about Hua Binan either way but he’s certainly an interesting and complex villain, and I find his relationship with Mo Ran very interesting. Hua Binan despises Mo Ran; to Hua Binan, Mo Ran has no brains, no culture, and no taste, a vulgar and simple-minded fool whose only strength is violence, and Hua Binan claims he hates violence. Hua Binan might have the brains, the culture, the taste, plus the looks, but he no longer knows what it’s like to truly love someone, and that’s why he’ll never understand what Chu Wanning sees in Mo Ran. Despite all the disdain he has for Mo Ran, Hua Binan is similar to Taxian-Jun in many ways, including how they’re both built out of hatred and malice, how they like to gaslight and torment others by destroying others’ self-worth, and how they both treat Chu Wanning as some sort of pet or possession. What struck me is that Hua Binan craves control above everything else, and the only type of relationship with other people he could accept is one where he’s the puppeteer and others are the puppets. This is pretty clear from how Hua Binan sees his relationship with Chu Wanning: “Perhaps he had underestimated Chu Wanning, or overestimated himself. In the past, out of his self-conceit, he had thought that Chu Wanning could become a plaything in the palm of his hand, and there was no harm in keeping Chu Wanning for fun as long as he had tightened the leash.”

Hua Binan says that he dislikes killing the innocent, and I do in fact believe him. This means that the only true purpose in Hua Binan’s life requires him to over and over again commit an act that deeply repulses him and goes against his nature; this is undoubtedly painful and it utterly distorted his psyche.

Finally I want to remark on Hua Binan’s mother. Here once again Hua Binan parallels Mo Ran as their mothers are the single greatest influence in both their lives. Hua Binan’s mother Hua Gui is impeccably beautiful and the perfect wife and mother – at least that’s what she must’ve appeared to be for her husband, and yet her husband showed her no mercy simply because she belongs to the demon race. This horrible and tragic fact must have etched a belief deep in Hua Binan’s subconscious, which is that no matter how perfect a person is or seems to be, even the tiniest flaw or the tiniest crack in that perfection could be fatal. Like Hua Binan said, he’s always living under a mask that hides his true nature and true purpose, and so he requires that mask of gentleness and amiability to be impeccable to be able to perfectly fool everyone. It’s the same with his physical appearance; Hua Binan resents any physical imperfection because he believes that any imperfection could attract disgust or could be lethal, like he said to Nangong Liu: “Is it the case that even the slightest blemish on a beautiful person would be loathed and shunned?…that romance in the past would turn into disgust, and longing in the past would turn into repulsion like a fish bone stuck in the throat.”

Like his mother, Hua Binan is cool-headed and calculating, but I’m also left with the impression that his personality as a whole is a bit vague, and that’s probably because he wears that mask that disguises his true self so well and he’s been wearing it for so long that you can no longer tell what his real personality is. In the case of Shi Mei in his second life, it feels like maybe he’ll keep wearing that mask of gentleness and affability until that mask becomes who he really is as a way to atone for his sins against humanity.

[angstandhappiness]

Interesting

[ghooostbaby]

mo ran 0.5 + babby chu wanning melt my heart so much. the parallel private lonelinesses between the two of them as they tell each other stories/eat sweets. it hit me that they are both these bitter jaded late 20s/early 30s men twisted by abandonement in the bodies of a child/teenager bonding as orphans...

also my cat standing on them, as if they havent been through enough

[angstandhappiness]

ACH

[ghooostbaby]

is this what happens if taxian jun and mo ran 2.0 are with chu wanning in separate bodies

[angstandhappiness]

Adorable. Though thank goodness they just share a body instead

[meltedmush]

[ghooostbaby]

omg chu wanning refusing to have sex with mo ran to protect their puppy's innocence ...................................................................... genuinely don't know whether to laugh or cry

[ghooostbaby]

and that mo ran wanted to have a quiet kitty as their pet, while chu wanning wants a dog (although i guess they found her as a stray) ... they both prefer each other's animalsssss waaaaah

[ghooostbaby]

also is it right they essentially named their dog the equivalent of 'doggo' ???

[ghooostbaby]

ahhh it continues... taxian-jun calling the trees he planted his harem while secretly thinking of them as his & chu wanning's children ... TT.TT

[angstandhappiness]

Cute

[ghooostbaby]

SQUEALING

[angstandhappiness]

Cute

[akhireggi]

why must the concubine always die?

[angstandhappiness]

DUDE

[ghooostbaby]

TAXIAN-JUN MAKING SURE TO BE HOME BY SUNDOWN FOR EACH OF HIS DAYS BECAUSE HE KNOWS CHU WANNING GETS ANXIOUS AT NIGHT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

(ZONGSHI MO RAN DOES TOO BUT TAXIAN-JUN IS ESPECIALLY CLINGY AHHHHHHH)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH CLINGY TAXIAN-JUN CLINGY TAXIAN-JUN CLINGY TAXIAN-JUN

[angstandhappiness]

Cute

[ghooostbaby]

i saw this comic of the trope where Character is thinking to themselves 'i don't have time to take a break/take care of myself :(((' and then a bunch of people nearby thinking to themselves 'i wish they'd take a break/ take care of themselves :(((' (which i guess i didn't save and is lost to time now)

anyway i just was watching isekai office worker and i wanted to say how delighted i am with the remix of that trope that is like, no longer silently and sadly thinking to themselves but YELLING at the person to take better care of themselves OR ELSE and the character like noOoOoOo NEVER and then the first guy forcing him to sit down and eat a nutritious meal AND that when he inevitably overworks himself into a medical crisis based on the magical rules of the land the only treatment is to be kissed back to health by the first guy. Now This is Literature

and i like his mystical hoodie!

[angstandhappiness]

Dorks

[pakhnokh]

🔞Ranwan ahead Taxian Jun is so merciless...He knows his shizun can't stand the cold yet he still ;___; See full here

[angstandhappiness]

Pretty

[spudkinart]

You're laughing. This venerable one is being humiliated and you're laughing.

[angstandhappiness]

LMAO 😂 he needed that

[blutstein-art]

[angstandhappiness]

DUDE He looks like a vampire, a feral one. Nice art