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I THINK THE BEST DISCIPLINE IS PAIN - Levi Ackerman (Shingeki no Kyojin)

[creatingnikki]

Love.

Most of us often think that we have experienced love.

But many of us link heartbreak with love. We link unbearable pain and broken trust with love. We link liars and cheaters with love.

But that’s not love! It just can’t be.

I believe romantic love is not something I have experienced. But I have experienced heartbreak.

I have experienced something as intangible as my soul crushing and breaking and the pieces of it slowly leaving my body, because even they couldn’t stand me anymore.

Heartbreak I have had in plenty.

And each heartbreak taught me, if not what love was but it definitely taught me everything love would NOT be.

When I was 13, it taught me that love won’t make me feel ugly. Love would make me feel beautiful because the truth is, I am. I am beautiful.

At 14, it taught me that love would never make excuses for not meeting me or for not returning my calls. Love would have other priorities, I know. But I know, I would be one of them too.

When I was 15, it taught me that love would not be deceiving. That love would love me with clothes on as much as love would enjoy getting me out of them.

At 16, it taught me that love wouldn’t disappear on me without a goodbye. That love wouldn’t disappear at all, if it were upto love but even if love had to leave, love would do everything in love’s power to let me know how much I am loved and just how much I am going to be remembered. By a song, or ten.

When I was 17, it taught me that love would never hurt me. That love would rather hurt than see me hurt. Love would do everything to make my pain go away and would never, not in a million years be the cause of my pain. Not intentionally anyway.

At 18, it taught me that love would not just drown me in cheesy lines. But love would make me laugh. Not just smile and giggle and blush. But laugh until my stomach hurts. It taught me that love would be my choice for both, a crazy, fun day and a romantic night.

So, I may not know what love is but I sure as hell know everything that love isn’t. And this time, I will settle for no alternative. No one should.

[melindacarolinee]

i look in the mirror, bags under my eyes, my hair up in a messy bun. heavy sadness in my eyes. baggy clothes. i just don’t care what i look like, i don’t care about anything “you need to eat, you’re loosing weight like crazy.” yeah except i’m not hungry at all. i feel sick all the time. so i just keep drinking my powerade. 9 my eyes are bloodshot from crying for hours. my mom lays there with me and let’s me cry and tries to comfort me. the headaches always there. i try to talk to new guys but nobody makes me feel anything. all i see is him when i close my eyes. i can’t escape him. i go into my room and open the box with the note he wrote. “i’ll always love you.” i’m filled with anger as i throw things against the wall in a rage. just being in this room feels like the ghost of him is still here. how can someone love you so much, then they just don’t anymore? i just want to sleep but i can never stay asleep. i wake up at 230 everyday and can never go back to bed. i’m so tired. my mind and body. is this what it feels like to die? because that’s what this feels like. it’s so much effort to make it through the damn day. tick tick tick waiting for time to go by because that’s what heals you right? so i wait and i wait. then i realize i have been staring at the wall for 20 minutes. how did i not notice? “come out with us it will be fun!” i don’t want to go, i have to make myself. i don’t even know what fun is anymore. but i try, i plaster on the fake fun. because nobody wants to see the sad girl who can’t get over the guy who left her suddenly. so i pretend. but i feel like i’m suffocating the whole time. it’s exhausting to pretend. when people talk about love, they never mention this part. it amazes me how one single person can destroy you and strip away everything that you are. i think of the girl i used to be. i want so badly to get back there. i worry that i’ll never be her again. and deep down i know that i won’t be. i know that i’ll survive, i’ve seen it in many others. it just nearly kills you in the process.

Chapters from my life (via melindacarolinee)

[anianisazman]

🎂🎁🎉 HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS MUFFIN JUSTIN DREW BIEBER  🎂🎁🎉

Justin Drew Bieber , where do I even start ??!! I have been with you since you’ve started this journey , and it’s been a crazy ride . I’ve been here when you went through your ups and downs . I’ve taken in everything you’ve done , good and bad , and I have accepted you for that . You're human , just like I am , and we all make mistakes . I know this past year hasn’t been easy for you , and now this year , it’s like we’ve gotten THE OLD JUSTIN BIEBER back and you have gotten yourself together , and accepted that you’ve done mistakes that you regret . And I am so proud that you have come up and assumed them . You’re a strong young man , because not many people have the guts to assume their mistakes . I am proud of your new changes you are making in your personal life . I am not here to judge you , I am here to support you and I am here to listen to you because at the end of the day , you’re the one who makes your own choices . I am glad we are all moving on into a new chapter in your life , I am excited to hear your new projects , music and God knows what else ! I am so happy that you are now living in a better place than you were a years ago . You’ve made a big improvement and I am so proud of you , there are no words to explain how I feel . Thank you for smiling again , because I’ve missed that person who used to make me feel butterflies in my stomach when I saw him on tv . I am glad that you haven’t given up this crazy journey , because that truly shows that you are committed to this , whatever comes along you take it and never give . Thank you Justin for making me smile these past 7 years , I never thought that I am going to be sixteen year old on 24th July 2016 and still supporting you . My Precious Muffin , Justin has grown and matured so much in the past years . I’m so glad I stayed since the beginning . I believed in Justin and he’s proven me right . I’d like to thank no only god but Pattie and Jeremy for creating such a perfect human . He grow up being famous and that’s not easy . He went through so many troubles and bullshit . He has grown up so fast ! Time has gone so fast !   HE IS SOMEONE TO BE PROUD OF . Justin made awesome things being only 16 , went through so much pain and pressure . He was just a kid but now he is 22, he’s stronger and smarter, we all know this !

I admit it , I’m in love with him . He saved me , made me smile and cry . And maybe I don’t know him but I don’t need it to know that I’m right . I believe in Justin .

Enjoy your day ahead and always shine bright and prove to those that you are still here and rocking the world !

I WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY , JUSTIN 💜💜💜

🎂🎁🎉  HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY PRECIOUS MUFFIN , JUSTIN DREW BIEBER  🎂🎁🎉 I LOVE YOU SO EFFING MUCH PRECIOUS MUFFIN ! 💜

[clouhdless-blog]

[anianisazman]

🎂🎁Happy 19th Birthday Honey , Cody Robert Simpson !🎉🎊

Today is the birthday of a very special person to me . 19 years ago was born the son of Angie and Brad Simpson . A boy with beautiful blue eyes and a charming smile , his name is Cody Robert Simpson .

I was with him from YouTube , when he was a little blonde boy , with a big smile . I remember his first video , I remember that his guitar was bigger than him . I fell in love with his voice before I even saw his face . And now I just cry and smile like an idiot because I’m so damn proud of him .

He is more than just my idol or role model , he's the person who saving my life everyday . This angel taught me how to believe in yourself and stay strong . I just wish I could meet him and say ‘thank you’ .

He made me believe that dreams actually come true .

I smile when he says he loves his Simpsonyzers , because I know that I’m one of them . I tweet him every day , because I love him . I will always support him , no matter what . And I know he will always be here for me , even if he doesn’t have a clue I do exist .

He’s my biggest inspiration ever . And he will always be a huge part of my life .

I hope one day I will meet him and I will say this all to him personally .

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY HONEY , CODY ROBERT SIMPSON  🎂🎁🎉🎊 ❤️

I will be with you forever . I swear . SIMPSONYZER IS A PROMISE TO STAY WITH YOU AND THE WHOLE FANDOM 😍 😍

Sincerely yours , Qtpie ANIS . MALAYSIAN !

[anianisazman]

Please protect our “Golden Maknae” !

I feel like shit . Seriously . I need to get this off my back .

Tzuyu ah . I've been supporting you since last year and I still and will always support you no matter what . It pains me to see what you're going through with all that unnecessary hate projected on you .

Most of all , I am sorry that I couldn't be by your side physically when the biggest wave struck . I felt useless as I couldn't shield you from all the adversity shot at you . I just want to make sure you make it to the other side of the rainbow safe and sound .

You have come a long way to debut under Twice and you should be proud of yourself as to what you have accomplished thus far . Hang on to the handle of this rollercoaster you are on and embrace the ride . Keep in mind that ONCEs will always have your back no matter what . Saranghae !

[team-twice]

Translation of Tzuyu’s Video Statement

JYPE released a video of Tzuyu making a statement.

Hello, I am Chou Tzuyu.

I have something to tell all of you. I am sorry, I should came out earlier to apologize. I wasnt sure how to face everyone, thus I did not came out earlier to apologize, thus I am now coming out.

There is only one China. Afterall, I am still proud that I am Chinese. I, as a Chinese person, when promoting overseas, made a mistake and caused harm towards the company and the two countries. I am extremely apologetic and guilty about this matter.

I have decided to cease and stop all activites in China to reflect on my actions.

Once again, I am very sorry.

Translation by infinitelylvlz of Team Twice

[anianisazman]

🎉🎉🎉 9 Years Of Kidrauhl 🎉🎉🎉

DEAR JUSTIN DREW BIEBER ,

     You came into my life unexpectedly . I never thought you would be so important to me , but you are .. You’re more important to me than anything in this whole world . I thank God everyday for sending you to me . You are my ANGEL SENT FROM ABOVE , my LIFESAVER . You gave my life another meaning , you are giving me hope and you are the reason why I hold on to life . You made me feel better about myself , you inspire me to live my life and believe  in my dreams no matter what how hard it is .  You kept me strong , seeing your gorgeous smile makes me feel good in ther darkest  moments of my life . I’m nothing without you .  Kidrauhl , I will love you forever and I’ll never ever leave you, I PROMISE . I don’t care if I have to fight with the whole world just to protect you , I will do it . This love is from another world and I can’t even put words to it .9 years passed since the beggining , I have seen you grow , change your hairstyle , in your first steps as an adult in this world , and it’s full of people who want to hurt you . But we’re here .. With you . In every breath you take you have us , YOUR BELIEBERS . I can say that I believe in myself just because of you . It all started to help your family and it happened what it had to be .. You become an inspiration for MILLIONS . I know that’s what you want .. Make people believe in their dreams and not give up , just as you did .. I’m so damn proud of you Precious Muffin . 9 years of dealing with shit , but at the end of the day , he’s always going to be my IDOL , no matter what . I honestly don’t give a shit with what others have to say , he’s still DAMN TALENTED ! Basically , I’m ready for him to slay 2016 just like what he did in 2015 .

Once a Belieber , always a Belieber !

[throwbackjelena]

Justin and Selena grocery shopping in Encino, CA (January 14, 2012)

[anianisazman]

I really miss how they look sweet together .

[justinbiebergifs]

[anianisazman]

🎉🎊 Happy 23rd Birthday LOVE, Zayn Javadd Malik 🎂🎁

Ah yes , yes I do remember that today is my love’s birthday . A young boy from Bradford , waiting outside with fingers crossed . A boy who came to try his luck . Silently praying he would make it . That morning he was pulled out of bed by his mother . Little did he know that five years down the lane , he would make it this far . His name would be all over the world . He would be doing what he loves with four of his best friends.  He would be next to the pretty lady that he loves . He would be surrounded by millions who love him . That he would save millions and millions of lives , including mine 😍 Today , HE TURNS 23 🎉🎊 Yes , five years of glory and so many more to come . A little boy from Bradford made it this far . And I’m so goddamned proud of that little boy . I’ve never met him or seen him in reality , but let me tell you this , that boy has a heart of gold 😍 A presence so warm and comforting . A smile that could make this world a better place . A voice like that of an angel 😍 I could go on forever about him . He saved my life . He gave me millions of sisters . He healed me . He helped me find my way . He doesn’t know I exist , but let me tell you this , he loves me with all his heart . This boy and his four best friends saved this little girl who was struggling just to breath . He was the light in her darkness . And today he’s 23 . From that 17 year old boy who wanted to be somebody in the world to this 23 year old man who is once a part of the biggest boy band on the planet now go on SOLO . You made it and I’m just so fucking proud . There’s no amount of appreciation or thank you’s that could even be half of how I feel . Zayn Javadd Malik , you did it . Happy 23rd Birthday LOVE 🎂🎁🎉🎊 ❤️

[anianisazman]

I’M ONCE !

Call me ONCE or call me TWICE it doesn't matter . I’ll always be your Candy Girl and this is the truth . If I ever act LIKE A FOOL , you can tell me , and I promise I will NOT DO IT AGAIN . But to be honest , I think I'M CRAZY cause everytime I look at you I’m always like OOH AHH ! and I dont know why cause my heart keeps pumping . Anyways , saranghae my darlings ! 😃 TWICE Fighting !!

[lebieberedits]

[lebieberedits]

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[nialllookbook-archived]

1D’s snapchat - 17/11

[anianisazman]

What Do ASATheBiebs Loves About One Piece ?? 🎉🎉🎉 (Part 2)

Ahaaa , this is the 2nd Part of “What Do ASATheBiebs Loves About One Piece ?? 🎉🎉🎉” . I have so much on my mind to write actually , but I’m running out of time ! So , here we go =)

I love the way there are no real bad guys , everyone has a reason for doing what they do , and if contradict them , then you contradict a million other people who've done similar things . I love how every character is unique in their own way , and how extremely diverse the World of One Piece is . I love the way it puts more of an emphasis on friendship and adventure rather than love , it's a break from complicated love triangles and sad one sided loves . I love how the World of One Piece has similar problems to that of the real world that everyone can either understand or relate to , like the corruption of power , racism , slavery , the struggle for freedom and so MANY other things . I love the way how it seems like it will go on forever , but there will be an end , and when that end comes , you know that every question and mystery will be answered and all of their dreams will come true . And there are so many other things that I could name about One Piece that I absolutely love , but it would take forever to write them all down . All the many reasons why it's my FAVORITE Anime Series , Manga , Show , Comic , it's my favourite everything . I love everything about it . Eichiro Oda is an ABSOLUTE GENIUS for coming up with One Piece . So , you ask what I love about One Piece ??? The answer is simple : EVERYTHING !!!

That’s it . Will update more sooner or later :) Kbye . Lots of Love .

[anianisazman]

What Do ASATheBiebs Loves About One Piece ?? 🎉🎉🎉 (Part 1)

Aye Guys :) ASATheBiebs is back !! 

I’m an Otaku , which is another word for ‘ANIME FREAK’  I wanna share with you guys , why I love ONE PIECE SO FREAKING MUCH =) Here we go !

I love everything about ONE PIECE ! I love it's comedic humour that seems to come out of nowhere . I love it's deep values like the power of friendship, being yourself and living for freedom . I love the way the characters are drawn to look so outrageous , and yet you get used to it and a person that has a head that's twice as big as their body is completely normal . I love the way how when the series first started , the World of One Piece seemed so small , but then it just kept growing and expanding and now it's feels like an actual whole world that you can just step into . I love the way how , no matter how many questions are answered , they just create more and more questions and there will always be more and more mysteries . Like what The Will of D is, and what the One Piece is, and what exactly happened during the hundred year void and so many other mysteries that we can't even put a name to because we don't even know what they are yet . I love how One Piece is so light and carefree and cheers you up no matter what mood you're in , just by watching it , but it knows when to get dark and serious and sad and menacing . -ToBeContinued-