Sebastian Michelias X Neko Reader
WARNINGS DEATH, BOOK OF CIRCUS STUFF, Kidnapping Children mentions Slight reader X Joker In This
Since the day I was born I was abandoned till ‘father’ found me. I was a freak. You see I’m a neko. Not a lot of people are fond of nekos because they are rare. But ‘father’ didn’t care. He found me and my other ‘brothers’ and ‘sisters’ special. We all lived in an orphanage ran by ‘father’ I was close to Beast, Doll, Dagger, Peter, Wendy, Jumbo, and Joker. But for me I was drawn to Joker. You see I loved him. He was kind and loving to me. But. He had this murderous side and personality change. I experienced it firsthand when a guy was tugging on my ears. Joker tapped him on the shoulder and as a dark area around him he said, “I believe the lady doesn’t like that.” That tone caught me off guard. The guy replied “she’s just an ugly freak! Why does it matter? Ahhhhh I get it y-” screams then came out of the guy's mouth before he could finish his sentence. Then he was on the floor. Joker with a knife and an angry look. “That will teach ya from messing with a lady.” In a blink of an eye, he was happy “now then we best get going! You aren’t hurt are thee?” I shook my head as he grabbed my hand and walked out with me.
That was YEARS ago I was 16 then and now I’m 25. And in a circus with my closest siblings. Joker said it was fathers' choice. So, we all obeyed. We all had our moments where we all feared father. One wrong move he will yell and basically go all crazy on us. But he was ill... I was just thankful to be away from him. However, our job was to kidnap children. It always gave me chills down my spine. we will create illusions for them and drag them away. that was our job. We perform then get 'sweets' as father called them. I hated it but I did as I was told. Same old thing for a while till we came to England. Then everything changed when I met him. We called him Black. He showed up with Smile. They asked to join the circus, and we welcomed them in. For me I fell for black. He was so talented and handsome. But I love Joker. Don't I? I was so confused since they showed up. After all I was just a Neko in a circus. No one will love me. They said it was an illusion when we performed, I basically showed of jumping through hoops of fire and rings to show a cat's sneaky way around an obstacle course. People were amazed but for me turning into a cat was nothing, but it got black's attention. When he saw me transform into my human form, he was shocked. "Such a beautiful coat you have. Those paws and eyes positively glow." Those words he told me sparked my heart. 'He liked it?' I was just shocked. All I did was shy away and spent time with Joker. Joker was my safe place. I deeply cared for him. He was the one I love. Right?
Time Skip (A Few Days Later)
Time went by as my thoughts of love confused me. Do I love Black or Joker? I was interrupted from my thoughts when I heard Joker. "What's the matter dear kitten?" That was his nickname for me. Kitten. Made me feel like a child. "Why? Why do you call me kitten?' I asked as Joker gave me a smile and caressed my cheek. "Cause your as cute as one. Now whatcha thinking about?" I sighed and moved his hand "just wondering if what we are doing is." Before I could finish Joker interrupted me. "You know we have to. Now I got to get going and see father." He scratched my cat ears and pulled me into a hug. "It will be alright lace." With that he left, and tears fell down my face and I watched him leave. Then Black said "my, my what happened here? Some gentleman leaving a poor girl in tears." I sniffled and said, "go away." Black pulled me in his arms "why are you wasting your time with him? Why not chase after someone that actually admires you." He traced his fingers down my waste and then added "like me." he whispered in my ear. Before I knew it, we were in my tent, and we ended up making love. He made me feel love and I was so happy. Is Black the one for me? Black said, "Well thanks for the fun but I got to get going." he bowed and kissed my hand. I smiled as I watched him leave. 'I love you Black don't leave me.' I thought as I started to daydream. Once again, I was interrupted from my thoughts when my phone rang. "Hello?" Then I heard father's voice. 'The boy is finally coming! Ciel Phantomhive is coming!' was all he said with laughter. "that's good father but why are you calling me?" 'Oh yes! I want you to come and meet the Earl. I want to show off what beauty we take in. That is an order (Y/n)' I gulped. "Yes, Father as You Wish." I went into my cat form and ran over. However, when I got there, it was quiet. To quiet. I ran in "father?!?! Father where are you?! Father!! Joker!!!"I yelled as I ran into a room and saw Joker on the floor with blood. "Joker!" I yelped with worry and ran to him. Joker yelled "no (Y/n)! run the Earl and his butler they are going to get you too!" I looked up and saw Black and Smile. "Why Black? I thought you and Smile where one of us?" I asked Black grinned "you poor girl. So naive forgive me for playing with you but I needed my questions answered." He bowed and Smile said, "oh so she is the one that gave up the information we needed? why I thank you so your death will be quick and painless." My eye's widened Smile is the Earl Phantomhive? It can't be. Then Smile said " Sebastian! Kill her. Then burn this place down at once" I had tears going down my face holding Joker in my arms. "Joker I'm sorry forgive me" I held him close to my chest then Black said, "as you wish my lord." With that everything went black.
February 9th, 1889 (Y/n) (L/n) died holding the man she loved in her arms burning quickly to death. Same day Joker died of blood loss in the girl he secretly loved arms.
The End Tysm For Reading Hope You All Enjoys