My Escape

How can you understand me when I can't understand myself? HEDS, AuDHD, BPD

[becherdireinen]

nothing hurts more when you're crying at night without making a noise and losing your breath with those silent screams of hurt.

[inkzbat]

Something in me got BROKEN and no MATTER how HARD I try I CAN’T fix it.

[dethprincess]

Longing for genuine love but always ending up broken. Reminding myself that love does not exist for someone like me

[haunted-by-words]

"Very early in my life it was too late." - Marguerite Duras, Lovers

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

You are not broken, in need of fixing. Rather, you are deeply hurt, in need of care.

Arielle Schwartz

— The Complex PTSD Workbook: A Mind-Body Approach to Regaining Emotional Control and Becoming Whole

[u-me-and-insomnia]

[dispiritedfae]

“You’re so distant”

You literally made me feel like I wasn’t important.

[the-suicide-effect]

Things are getting worse and I can't tell anyone

[depresso-espresso-5150]

I keep all of the pain inside because I'd rather let it destroy me than everyone else.

idk not me

[inkzbat]

I feel so disconnected from people lately, everything just feels fake and temporary.

[lover-or-loner]

I fear I am not worth the effort it would take to love me

[inkzbat]

I’m literally everyone’s side friend, I’m just here when no one else is.

[blueniram-blog]

[becherdireinen]

to be so understanding and never understood is draining.

[inkzbat]

As someone who likes being alone all the time usually, you know shit is getting bad when feeling alone starts to actually hurt you for once and you just want someone to hold you and be there.

[st-a-y]

Feeling like you're too much is honestly one of the worst feelings to possibly exist. It just feels like you need to stop being yourself and existing all together. It's like you crawl out of your own skin and laugh in disgust at what remains, it's pathetic. And so saddening.

[becherdireinen]

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.