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♡ here to send love and positivity ♡ ela ♡ she/they ♡ 21 ♡

[anonymous-positivity]

oh wow. its been forever since i logged in here.

not so sure if anyone remembers me. but life is finally starting to go a little easier on me lately. it’s still not easy but things are at least a bit easier than they were, i can say that much!

i hope everyone who sees this is doing well, even if life can throw some rough things at you sometimes!<3

[patience-and-positivity]

I’m sorry if you’re in a space where you have to carry your burdens alone. This won’t last forever. Someday the right people will come into your life, people who can and will happily help you hold the weight.

[apathetic-altruistic]

I would like to let all my mutual’s know that you are my friend and I appreciate you so much 💕💞❤️❣️❣️💓

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

it’ll hurt and hurt and hurt. and you’ll survive it. you’ll live through it, and then you’ll be so glad you did. that hurt isn’t the end of you.

[anonymous-positivity]

back (maybe)??

im gonna maybe come back to posting here? i miss it so much ♥

maybe recommend some of your favourite postivity/recovery/mental health blogs to follow as many i am following are no longer active!!

[2flwr]

as much as the world fails you, never regret having a good heart. 

[pets-gifs]

Animals gifs <3

[anonymous-positivity]

I hope the first week of the decade has treated everyone well! If not, just know that you have so many more days and weeks and years left ahead of you to start fresh. Things will make sense one day, just keep trying!! ♥

[naturaekos]

[etteraths]

[julykings]

why be unkind to people? there is so much power in kindness & sensitivity 

[sillyzone]

My last brain cell is heart shaped

[fairyfawm]

[anonymous-positivity]

Happy new year everyone! ♥

The decade was tough, but look back at everything you went through and remind yourself of how much strength you truly have, and know that with every inevitable hardship that you will face, you do have the resilience to see it through.

Whatever you are going through right now is temporary and you will see a day where you feel okay again, as long as you fight for it. You are worthy of seeing better days.

[anonymous-positivity]

Hiii everyone! I just came back to this blog after a few months of inactivity and i just wanted to say thanks to everyone for all of the kind words ♥ it really does mean a lot

this year has truly been the most bittersweet one you can imagine. i’ve experienced the best and worst things possible. but it got to a point where the bad was taking over, and sometimes it still does.

things really have not gotten much easier, but I’m trying to focus on the things that are going well right now and put my energy into that! I’m unsure if I’m ready to come back to this blog full time but I’ll try to not disappear completely after posting this!

If you need someone to talk to, some advice or just need some love and support, my inbox and dms are always open! I’ll be checking back in here more frequently ♥♥

[anonymous-positivity]

hey everyone

i keep going missing from this blog but life keeps on hitting me harder and harder and so i keep having to withdraw and try to take care of myself through it all... which often means completely unexpected social media breaks

i’m gonna put a read more break in here so anyone who wants to can read. i really really just need to let out some feelings.

so... a few days ago i lost another family member. i really don’t know if i’m strong enough to take any more of this.

i made this blog less than a year ago, after losing my grandfather on my mom’s side and spreading love to others helped me to return some love to myself. oddly i was the happiest i’d ever been despite everything in my past.

then at the beginning of this year, i lost my grandma on my mom’s side, seeing her suffer for those few months that felt so long broke me and i still can’t grasp that she’s really gone. she gave me a home that really felt like a home for the first time in my life. i don’t know if i’ll ever have that again.

a few days ago i lost my grandpa on my dad’s side. i feel numb. everything is falling apart and i can’t stop it.

in less than a year, my whole world has changed. i want so badly to find happiness. i want to move forward. but life has knocked me down one too many times for me to be able to let my guard down.

i don’t even know why i’m writing this.. i can’t sleep but i’m so tired and i guess i hoped writing it out would make things make a little bit of sense but i’m really not sure

[oosymmetry]