anonymous, she wrote.

this is just another blog of another dull person. i have a blog i use, with many more followers, but it's time i have somewhere to write my personal thoughts. i have adhd, bipolar disorder, and an unhealthy relationship with food. i post quotes, lyrics, and personal entries. i always follow back. welcome.

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I have to delete my blog.

I have nowhere to write stories or about feelings or anything. I can't stand this. I just need everyone to leave me alone.

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The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad.

John Mayer

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It doesn't matter how my day goes, by the end of it I still want to kill myself.

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Damn. I'm going to start crying.

I'm all alone again.

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Every other couple I know gets back together after a breakup.

Why can't we be like them? 

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Why won't they understand I can't do this?

Tests & homeworks are so difficult. My body is disgusting. I have to watch the boy I love whore around. I'm completely alone in my new school. It's a struggle everyday not to hurt myself.

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My heart hurts.

God, please just let this be over already. 

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My ex's new girl thinks she's pregnant.

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I've been talking to one of my best friends a lot lately

He recently broke up with his girlfriend. I have a feeling me & him are only hitting it off so well because we're both looking for a rebound, but fuck it, who cares. He makes me happy, & I make him happy. We're going out for Buffalo Wild Wings Thursday (boneless wings on sale!) and Friday, he's coming to my little brother's birthday party at Dave & Buster's. I hope we keep on talking. Right now we should be oovooing, but he had to get off to clean the dishes ugh.

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So many boys talking to me-

;)

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Everything that I would give is everything you couldn't take

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The other night, I saw my ex for the first time in three months.

We were never very good at taking it slow. By the end of the night, my clothes were off, & we were making out. After that, things between me & him were great for a few days. Then, I saw a post from this girl on Facebook & they were talking on the phone. I realized a horrible, heartbreaking truth. Me & him will never be able to be together happily. He's a liar, a flirt, a cheat. He may try, but he can't change. It sucks, I felt so close to having him again. So, I told him we shouldn't talk anymore and walked away. He never replied to that text, he must've thought I was bluffing again. That was Saturday night, after a day of us not talking. Sunday night, he texted me saying hi. I can't answer him anymore. It needs to be over. 

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hi anonymous:) .. I'm glad you came back on.

Thanks. I've been working stuff out with my own life, & it's been hard to get into the habit of posting, but my blog will be back to normal soon.

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Trying to move on is so damn hard.

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A drop in the ocean,

A change in the weather- I was praying that you and me might end up together It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert

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After not talking for two months, me & my ex talked.

My 11 year old brother told him to text me. I guess he got tired of hearing my sobs every night. I wanted to yell at my ex, but fuck, I didn't want to lose him again. Instead, I told him to call me. We talked about little stuff, caught up about the past few months (minus his whores). It felt so good to hear his voice. I laughed like I hadn't laughed in weeks. Nothing was that funny, but still. He sang to me Mayday Parade's "Miserable At Best". I had really begun to think he was gone for good. I don't want him to go away again.

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Me & my ex are talking again.

Yay. Things are going okay. I'm just so damn impatient. I want to see him already.