ANTI-HERO!

i'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror. private & highly selective canon multimuse, written by kate.

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tentative muse list:

euphoria: elliot vasquez, nate jacobs, cassie howard, lexi howard, maddy perez, jules vaughn, fezco, kiara jacobs (oc), rue @th1rdact

skymed: milosz nowak, chopper, emma

phantom of the opera: raoul de chagny, erik (the phantom), christine @dreamtagain

hadestown: orpheus

the society: harry bingham, luke holbrook, elle tomkins, kelly aldrich, emily, elaine pressman (oc), allie pressman @pressm4n

stranger things: chrissy cunningham, eddie munson, nancy wheeler, will byers, paula byers (oc), colin cunningham(oc), cindy mckinney (oc), steph mitchell (oc), denise carver (oc)

video games: mike munroe (until dawn), jessica riley (until dawn), leon kuwata (danganronpa), princess peach (mario)

south park: stan marsh, karen mccormick, betsy

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IF YOU CATCH ME EDITTING THE SHIT I WRITE WHEN IM HIGH MIND UR BUSINESS.

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kiara, climbing on top of the fridge: THIS HOUSE IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE.

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❛  do you want to talk about it?  ❜ { Nate to Kiara bc- }

femme looks up at the question; there's an underlying sense of tension in the house. her dad is gone. not that it's a sorrowful absence but... it's 9am on a saturday morning and she's already in the wine. a fight with her mother has occurred in the early hours of the morning, and dark circles under brown hues show she hasn't slept yet. it feels like she's trying to sneak through the ruins of something holy, now desecrated. fingers tap against her wine glass and she swirls it around. "are you gonna talk shit about me if i do? aaron already makes fun of me for crying, i don't need that shit from you." takes a sip of her wine, looking at her brother. "you know the first time i drank, i was 13. not to the point of being shit faced but... i got a buzz. i felt like a goddess." a shrug. "the only time i can stand to be with myself is when i'm buzzed, or drunk, or high. do you.... do you like yourself all the time?"

[ava-deb]

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'aight i'm gonna cry now' is v fez (specifically fexi) core skdjflsdjfs

[taminoe]

sydney_sweeney: 🖤

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“ I'm seriously at my limit. ” { From Maddy gimme your CASSIE }

the blonde hums softly, bites down on her bottom lip. maddy is fire, she always has been. cassie wonders if that makes her ice. she's the opposite, usually. she's currently sitting cross legged on maddy's bed, absent mindedly scrolling through her phone. she looks up when maddy speaks, leans over to glance at the screen. she sees nate's name at the top of her best friend's phone and her mouth goes dry. she leans back, shuts her eyes. "why are you even talking to him? like... i thought you guys were done? he's so bad for you, maddy!" blonde knows she's babbling, can hear the waver in her voice and she leans over to rest her head against maddy's shoulder so she doesn't have to meet her eyes. "just stop texting him. he's not... worth it, okay?" she knows he's worth everything to herself. but she needs to convince maddy to let go, to move on... figures it'll soften the blow when the truth comes out. "turn your phone off, we're supposed to be relaxing, right?"

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" don't go. " words are whispered as he sits slumped against his bedroom wall. he's high, too high, and he doesn't blame them for wanting to leave. " i'm sorry. i love you.... please stay with me. " / @cursedvixens

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"you okay?" concern is evident in her face as he looks at the girl before him, who seems.... upset. hands raise, and he takes a step back to give her space. "you-you wanna go outside? get outta here?" / @dcmure

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" i wish i knew what was waiting for me. " elliot doesn't fancy himself a philosopher. the weed was making his head spin a little more than usual so he'd snuck off to the bathroom to escape the chaos of the party. he looks at the other, offers them a crooked smile. "like... tomorrow, you know?" / @downspirals

[mcflymemes]

PROMPTS FOR DEEP CONVERSATIONS *  assorted dialogue for thoughtful discussions, adjust as necessary

do you think there's more to this?

will we ever be free?

what are you grateful for?

do you enjoy spending time with me?

when's the last time you spoke to them?

unfortunately, i know exactly how you feel.

this can't be all there is.

i believe in truth.

why are you so unhappy?

what was your first heartbreak like?

you have to trust me on this.

believe in yourself.

what's the first thing you noticed about me?

what are you doing to make the world a better place?

do you understand the gravity of this?

i think we were meant to find each other.

do you believe in a higher power?

if you could live anywhere, where would you go?

i haven't felt this way in a long time.

what are you proud of?

if you knew tomorrow was your last day, how would you spend it?

i can't go on like this.

we have to take a chance.

i never gave up on you.

love is the most powerful thing in the universe.

every time i look at you, i see my future.

that was a life lesson. i learned it the hard way.

i can't help but think i should have done more.

do you believe in fate?

if a genie gave you three wishes, what would you ask for?

i've always wondered about that.

at what point are we good enough?

who are you, really?

if you had a million dollars right now, what would you do first?

maybe this will make you change.

things feel different here.

life doesn't make sense.

i'm not perfect. none of us are.

sure, it's scary, but we can't stop now.

it's easier said than done.

i think you can do it.

who broke you?

how do you know when you're in love?

i know that's not the answer you were hoping for.

i wish i knew what was waiting for me.

would you change anything about me?

i've never seen it like that.

we have to keep moving. we can't slow down.

you've really opened my eyes.

has anyone ever broken your heart?

this could lead us to infinite opportunities.

what would you have done differently?

i have so much faith in you.

who was your first love?

i can take care of myself.

i think you should follow your dreams.

you've changed my life in ways i can't explain.

they always said you were different.

i'm not giving up hope.

how can we make the world a better place?

i want to leave a mark on the world. do you?

how do you feel about it?

how would people describe you?

do you ever say no?

were you expecting something else?

who do you compare yourself to?

do you believe in aliens?

i'm not a child anymore.

do you think we were meant to be together?

i trust you with my life.

you are so much stronger than you realize.

if you could say anything to them right now, what would you say?

i didn't know places this beautiful even existed.

do you remember the dream you had last night?

i don't think we're alone in the universe.

love is the answer.

that's all there is.

do you love them? i mean really love them?

we can't sit around and wait for our lives to happen to us.

have you ever been in love?

do you believe in justice?

i won't give up on them.

you inspire me every day, you know.

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..... hit this for a stupid goofy lil soft 1 liner from elliot before i fuckin implode.

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gimme. soft. vulnerable elliot. i want him to. open up to someone. i'm fully high but. elliot and lexi lmao. thank u.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

I got arrested but the cops got out of the police car and never returned so I kindly drove their car back to the police station and left.

[fezcco]

NICO HIRAGA & ANGUS CLOUD ↳ for Sergio Tacchini | Photography by Aidan Cullen

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just got a weird laundry list diagnosis dropped on me by a psychiatrist today and im not sure what to do with it and i don't wanna talk abt it.