[abnormall]

i still wonder what its like to be loved. no second guessing, no reassurances, no pain. just pure, healthy, unquestionable love. 

[beautifuldarkmind]

I think I’m getting better and then everything gets bad again. 

[thoughtkick]

“Never expect anything in return from anyone. But the truth is when we really love someone, we naturally expect a little care and love from them.”

— lieinlove

[wishing-for-deathx]

I was made to be ghosted and abandoned, nothing more.

[the-nordic-system]

My trauma didn’t make me soft. It made me distant. Angry. Distrustful. Bitter. Never soft. What they did was never soft.

[deepthoughtsvibes-deactivated20]

I wonder who I would be if I wouldn’t have depression. I wonder where I would be if Anxiety wouldn‘t always win. It hurts to know that I could be someone else.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

[medic8d-dramaqueen]

I wish I was pretty, or something. I wish I was something. Anything. I wish I wasn’t so useless and untalented, wish I was more than just an enormous waste of space and a burden. Also wish I wasn’t so fucked up.

[timeaway]

How do i stop waiting for things that are never going to happen

[poeticallybitter]

[imalreadyadeadbitch]

I’m a background character in everyone’s life. I’m not important to anyone. I don’t even matter.

[fakingitdarling]

I literally have nothing to offer

[sad-empty-lost]

You know what sucks, not having anyone in your life that you can turn around to and say, can you come over, I need someone

[homisfaraway-deactivated2024022]

i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self “hey just kill yourself now. there’s no hope and the future is worthless”.

[brokenflicker]

"Have any of you just stopped trying to get better? Like you're just waiting for the day the thoughts win and finally kill you. Meanwhile, you just wake up everyday hoping it will finally be your last."

— I don't want to live but my body won't die

[br-o-ken-poetry]

I've spent hours obsessing over why I'm not good enough. Hours lost, standing in front of the mirror, studying my face and wondering if it's because I'm not pretty enough. Reading back old conversations and wondering if I'm annoying, too needy, too much. Will anyone ever stick around? I try so hard, but I'm just never worth it in the end.

broken thoughts | 2am

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[lost-in-my-broken-mind-deactiva]