LANGDON .

SELECTIVE . INDEPENDENT . CANON DIVERGENT . MICHAEL LANGDON of AHS : Apocolypse.

[antvchrst]

⛧  »   In seconds,    we can — 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐘 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐁𝐔𝐈𝐋𝐓 — over thousands of years,     but we will 𝑁𝐸𝑉𝐸𝑅 be free of the desire to be   C R U E L   to our fellow man.

[ #𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐒𝐓 ] —  a person regarded as supremely evil or as a fundamental enemy .

welcome to my blog goblins and demons, im happy that you are here and have some interest in my little spawn; 𝐌𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐋 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐃𝐎𝐍 a character to American Horror Story. this blog will contain the following; 𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫 / 𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐞 / 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐬 and 𝐩𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 / 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞. due to this my blog is not open to minors and if you are easily triggered i would strongly advise you not follow me or interact with michael. with this i would like to add that my blog is also 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 and, 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 / 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞.  

                                                                               penman n. 28. she/her. est jul 2021

                                                         🇨​🇦​🇷​🇷​🇩​.   🇸​🇵​🇴​🇹​🇮​🇫​🇾​.   🇵​🇮​🇳​🇹​🇷​🇪​🇸​🇹​.  

[antvchrst]

sneak peak to my return and adding a nemesis.

[antvchrst]

The sickness is have apparently been fighting is in fact covid, I'm doing okay compared to the rest of my house hold but it's not exactly that great. Between my body being constantly tired, my head feeling like it's going to split or just falling asleep randomly idk what's worse. It originally felt like a cold but the other symptoms crept in and they seem to get worse every day, I am one of the lucky ones and have taste and smell.

[antvchrst]

Currently battling a really bad cold or something. I'm not allowed to work so if I can muster up enough energy I'll be doing so and getting on. I feel incredibly bad about not being here lately despite being busy af.

[antvchrst]

slashdealer asked:

❛  … and then i just snapped.  ❜

his orbs studied the man before him, snapping seemed to be a regular for people these days. arms crossed over his chest, "snapping seemed to be the norm for people like us. pushed to our limits and then fingers are pointed once we reach the point of no return." finally he is able to tear his eyes away, looking at their surroundings; "what did you do after snapping?"

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[antvchrst]

heartcarved asked:

❛  i broke my rules for you.  ❜

fights happened often in this small outpost, however, michael and jackie usually stayed away and were clear of it. except today, both seemed to have caught some type of agitation from their respective sides. since awaking michael had venable bitching about whatever he did, his clothes, interviews, his selection of words towards her -- whatever could be stated, was. had that not been enough gallant and coco were at his side, talking his ears off. he barely had any time to think to himself, however, upon getting away to his room he was bombarded by jackie and her bad mood.

"i didn't ask that of you did i?" he finally raised his voice, shifting out of his seat and round her, he ripped his door open. "your rules are yours, where did you give me any discloser of what you need jackie?" nevermind the people in the living room below, the antichrist was feeling the anger build in his chest. "you have the will to talk back to me at any moment of the day, playful or no, yet, im at fault for your broken rules that you have yet to speak to me about." fingers pushed through his hair, messying it; "make it make sense!"

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[antvchrst]

witchaotics asked: some random questions about michael: did he miss anything about life prior to the apocalypse? any particular "earthly" pleasures or nah? how did he feel after the apocalypse? satisfied? fulfilled? empty?

before the apocalypse : everything. michael was never allowed to have the childhood children do, constance kept him away from other children in fears of what could happen rather than teaching him the things he did was not okay. in comfort for herself, she kept his very existence quiet aside from her close friends and the ghostly figures next door. michael never got to play with children his age, never got to have the human connection of other people in his life. one day he was a child, the next a young adult. many will say its good he skipped the puberty stage but he didn’t get to experience that, he didn’t get to experiment with his sexuality and find himself, go on a first date, celebrate his birthdays, hang out with friends -- from the moment he was able he was working. 

after the apocalypse : empty. michael still hasn’t be able to fully do what he pleases with his life, everything is filtered through his father and as much as he would like to stop and throw all caution to the wind and say fuck you to his father -- whats the point now? everything is gone. a great portion of the earth and its inhabitants are gone. put on a facade of haughty attitude, know it all behavior and act like you have something to give cause it doesn’t get any better. say it does get better at some point, he now has a secret to bare for the rest of his life. should it get out, he’d once again be in the same position; his life dictated by the people around him. michael will never truly be free and he knows that. theres no satisfaction in knowing your actions killed millions, destroyed your chances of freedom let alone you chances of leading any type of normal life. 

moral of this post : michael was cheated by his father, by the people around him and he fell along a path without any direction but what he’d been told. doing so caused him to lose more than he had to give. 

[antvchrst]

      heartcarved asked: ❛  can someone please be proud of me?  like fuck, i’m trying.  ❜

the words fell from her lips and traveled through his ears almost as if it were in slow time, he couldn't describe how often he'd felt those words. swallowing hard he tried to keep his eyes forward and on his work, brows would knit and upturn as he listened to her pained voice repeat in his thoughts. "jackie," michael lowered his head to her line of sight, "your work does not go unnoticed, it's seen and appreciated." his voice was quiet but gentle, something he'd only allow those closest to him hear. "just because it's not expressed how you think it should be, its seen. i promise." fingers would grasp her arm and tighten in reassurance, his pride was never one to express proudness but he'd find his way around it somehow; with a hope she'd understand.

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[antvchrst]

                         heartcarved asked:  ❛ hey, sometimes you gotta kill a guy.  ❜

he couldn't help but look at his bloodied hands, it'd been a moment since he had last used his hand against someone. the thickness of it disgusted him, flinging his hand out at his side he scrunched his face as if to get away from its trajectory. "sometimes..." he repeated, annoyed it had come to it. "not ideal, but sometimes. next time, i would prefer you to do the dirty work." fighting wasn't exactly his cup of tea, as much as he hated to admit it - he was more political and would dirty his hands if need be. "who was he again?"

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[antvchrst]

@goldenngore​ asked: ‘  the  thrones  here  are  made  of  bones  and  blood,  and  built  upon  decay.  ’

there was much truth to what they spoke of, both metaphorically and realistically. he was an individual who followed the dark path but even still, he found himself questioning the reasoning behind such gruesome acts. fear-mongering was the only thing that came to mind, the only thing that made sense unless the rulers of these thrones were sick and twisted -- which in itself was another realistic thought. kings, rulers, leaders -- all had their own taste of distasteful acts. "the suffering here is thick in the air." he mumbled, fingers reaching out to touch the dusty tables. "who last ruled this area, what was their reign like?"

[antvchrst]

IM HERE!  i took the fattest sleep ive ever taken, i feel good - still super sleepy but im good. gonna get to ask box stuff then will do replies if i get around to them~! feel free to poke at me and we can all talk. im in a really good mood today. 

[antvchrst]

The anxieties are gone finally, I'm cleaning my room and shaking the last of it off. I can finally relax guys, I'm so happy and proud of myself rn.

[indiereminders]

reminder that, while this is a collaborative hobby, and feeling ignored can be discouraging, nobody owes you anything specific. 

sometimes people make starter calls, and don’t have time to make the starters. sometimes people make blogs, and they never get off the ground. sometimes people have to delete drafts for the sake of their own mental health, or due to a lack of free time. sometimes people reblog memes, and never get around to answering those that they receive. 

we are human beings with a shared hobby, not robots churning out constant ic content, and sometimes people don’t have the time or the muse. be patient. be kind. be understanding. if you need to delete things, slow down, or start fresh, never, ever feel like you can’t. do what makes you happy.

[amourmemes]

❥    feeling   things   ,   a   sentence   meme   .

what are they called again ? emotions ? ugh .   ( taken off of pinterest )

❛  you were dead.  yet, here you are.  ❜ ❛  speak your mind even if your voice shakes.  ❜ ❛  you inspire me to be nothing like you.  ❜ ❛  every day i wake up more tired than i’ve ever been.  how long will i stay like this?  ❜ ❛  fuck you’re cute.  ❜ ❛  don’t get attached.  ❜ ❛  i am fire.  i am hatred.  i am consuming.  ❜ ❛  there is a certain amount of truth behind everything that people do.  everything they do tell you a little something about them.   ❜ ❛  i wanna fucking date you, stupid.  ❜ ❛  which is it?  are you in love with a person or an idea?  ❜ ❛  you will get better.  maybe not today, but someday.  ❜ ❛  there’s a reason i never told you all of this.  ❜ ❛  let’s get drunk and tell each other everything we’re afraid to say sober.  ❜ ❛  i wanna see what happens when i don’t give up.  ❜ ❛  yeah you’re cute but are you good for my mental health??  ❜ ❛  … and then i just snapped.  ❜ ❛  i still repeat the things you said to me in my head.  ❜ ❛  your hands are scarred from murder, and yet i trust them completely.  ❜ ❛  shit.  i think i have feelings.  ❜ ❛  i believe in annoyed at first sight.  ❜ ❛  what did it mean to you?  any of it?  ❜ ❛  can someone please be proud of me?  like fuck, i’m trying.  ❜ ❛  i sometimes wonder if things only get better so that they can get worse again.  ❜ ❛  hey, sometimes you gotta kill a guy.  ❜ ❛  i broke my rules for you.  ❜

[antvchrst]

any suggestions on anime faceclaims for michael? i have several anime followers and wanna interact but im weird af and want an anime fc to interact with so I don't break immersion. had thoughts from trinity blood tbh, the art style is *chefs kiss*

[beccagelb]

look if we rp, you are more than welcome to send me headcanons at ungodly hours, TALK IN ALL CAPS ABOUT OUR BABIES, and send me like ten memes a day. I honestly won’t be annoyed and I won’t mind. In fact, I want you to.

[nyxvuxoa]

"True darkness requires a certain depth of character."