Amphitrite

She/her 🏛️ | Enfj 🐚 | Pisces 🌊 | Cabin III | Luke 12:25 🪽| Carpe Diem |

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Try to read The Secret History w/o making it your entire personality for the rest of your life challenge (impossible)

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Aches in my heart of missing something I never want back

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You drink coffee to wake up,

I wake up to drink coffee.

We are not the same.

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And finally, it seems I am utterly alone for the first time in my life.

It feels…lonely

Oh how I miss my mother

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“I know it is my father's first time on this Earth, too.

And I know He had it worse when he was little.

But I was little too.”

- Franz Kafka, from letters to his father

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If I was in a frat I’d throw a party and everyone would call me The Great Fratsby

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Everything’s going well

And I am so afraid

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Omg guys I’m sooo Henry winter coded rn (I’ve had an atrocious migraine for two days)

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Been a year since I read TSH and I still can’t think about anything else

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Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths sounds like how a dagger being held at the neck feels and idk how to explain that further but the girls who get it get it the girls who don’t don’t

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My ribs are so tired

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JUST FINISHED THE SONG OF ACHILLES OH MY SWEET LORD WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE SKSJFKSKFSK

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I was on fire, and you came scolding me for the smell of smoke

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When I want to play video games, read a book, listen to music, study for my exam, finish all my missing work, clean my room, watch that show I’ve been meaning to watch, and workout all at the same time so I compensate by doing absolutely nothing

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“I thought he was gay but he’s actually just a vampire.”

- me on Astarion from Baldurs Gate III