I miss you geornelly🙂 I'm pretty sure you won't be able to see this because you don't have a tumblr account aannnddd I don't want to confess that I have feelings for you for about 2 or 3 years now. I'm just gonna say this in here, where no one knows me and no one knows you. I did not stop liking somebody else but I felt like me liking somebody else is just a part of me trying to move on from you. I miss the old you. That's the guy I've fallen in love with. I don't know why I liked you in the first place because I was just minding my own business while liking some dumb handsome dude. Ohhh maybe I liked you because I was trying to move on from a heart break. Remember when we went to a field trip (or something like that), then I tried to touch your hand with just poking your arm? Hahaha I don't know why I did that😂 I'm sorry I know its annoying (I don't know it's annoying back them cuz I'm dumb ok). Then years went on, you blocked me to your messenger account because I put your photo as a profile picture because of that dumb dare🤡 gosh I know it's embarrassing. You hated it, like you got so embarrased that you chatted me to remove it and blocked me. Ok I got blocked and maybe you stoped talking to me. Gosh I was so embarrassed with you too. I think we didn't talk at all back then. After that incident happened. Ohh nooo you did talk to meee😂 you talk to me still like nothing happened and we are partners in jingle competition while I'm blocked in your account😀and here's the dumb me still head over heals for you. Wooowww the power of love. I just realized that. Then 10th grade came, I flirted with other guys, even flirted with our classmate🙈 flirted with guys online and everything but I still like you. I became your dog literally🙂 I would do everything you want me to do, I would do errands, will buy you foods when you got no time going to the canteen but I never felt like I was used by you😄 I'm literally blind back then. Still, I like you, I felt that you care for me because why would you say bae to me and help me go up that dump truck😂 when you're treated like a king in the school and in your house. Then there's this trend that has been going in our school like you create a family and my closest friend is in a family and I'm not so I decided to ask them to adopt me and you said "why not just find a husband" then my dumb ass replied, "what am I going to say, marry me)" then you just laughed. I thought maybe you're giving a hint that you like me too because you have a sort of family and you want me to be your wife🤡gosh its dumb now that I thought about it. What if I said I'd love to be your wife? I don't knowww I just wish we're still close today. Then the last and most memorable thing that you said to me was when we were planning about our moving up ceremony you said that, "I think I'm going to miss you" then my dumb ass yet again replied "I don't think so"🤡 wow how i wish time travelling is real. What if I said I'm going to miss you too? Maybe we would still be close today. Now that it's been a long time, I'm the one who misses you, I'm the one who's stuck at the past. Maybe you like someone now and you're missing her. Gosh it's sad when I think about you because I know that you won't think about me the same way I think about you. I keep dreaming about you because I can't cope up with the fact that we will never be together and we will never gonna see each other. Hey when you visited our campus, I did not look at you because I want to prove that I'm ok without you. I don't know what you're thinking back then but I really want to prove that. Sorry, I wish I could have hugged you back then but it would be so awkward. I need you in my life. Even if not as lovers but I want to bring back the days we were together(not lovers) even if you treated me as a friend, an acquaintance or an errand girl. I don't care, I need you. I miss your presence, I miss your scent, YOU. I MISS YOU❤
