[anxiouslyattachd]

I want to hurt myself so badly right now.

I’m so alone.

[anxiouslyattachd]

It’s like you don’t even listen to me.

[anxiouslyattachd]

Why aren’t you ever here when I need you. Why is it too much when I need you. Why do I have to understand but you don’t have to try and do more??

[shushututu]

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

[babydoll-4444]

[echoesofsaturn]

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

[distortion-dollie]

[purgedpuke]

You don't put hearts after your good morning texts anymore um so should I kms or

[rabbittongues]

intoxicated by terror and worry

[anxiouslyattachd]

I hate being so alone. I hate that you never pay attention to me anymore..I know it’s not your fault. I know you’re tired, I know it’s a lot. But why can’t you just try anyway. Why aren’t I enough? Why isn’t it enough to just try for me.