Your Time Is Coming, Dont Be Late

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[anyywaythewindblows]

I just need to put this here for later

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[spn-fandom-breathing-heavily]

not even risking that shit

[codyslipring-deactivated2015060]

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

[isamaegreenleaf]

Last comment same thing. Sorry to the next person who sees this. I just can’t risk it. I have things I need to do before my life becomes hell. Lol

[nnfirnid]

man i fucking hate yall who tf put this up knowing damn well we all gonna reblog it im heated im really sick af bout this 

[modelinterrupted]

I don’t play that shit lol sorry

[latenightsugar]

WHyyyy

[badgyal-k-deactivated20190901]

Sorry everyone

[just-jay25]

If only if only the woodpecker sighs the bark on the tree was as soft as the sky why the wolf waits below hungry and lonely he cries to the moon if only if only

[kixgbear]

Shiddd

[angiebkxo-deactivated20180626]

this post followed me to Facebook and im sooo annoyed!

[manynamedshe]

It’s been a MINUTE since I’ve seen Madame Zeroni, fr fr

[glamhoeour-deactivated20251207]

I HATE TUMBLR FKKKK SAKES

LMAOOOO

[venusians]

Not tryna fuck up any of my planetary Returns~

[andro-djinni-of-the-lamp]

I reblogged this yesterday but idc, I ain’t playing games with Madame Zeroni or Mama Kitt

[chocolatefantasy13-deactivated2]

😂😂

[honeybeeluck-deactivated2018101]

Madame Zeroni ain’t for play play

[imjustjason]

Fuck it, hope she bless me

[30thchamber-deactivated20190424]

But what if a nigga don’t reblog this and they great great great grand kid finds a treasure chest?🤔

[writefroot-deactivated20181124]

What year did this start? I’m always feels my like I have to reboot this

[groovychick-s]

not risking shitttt

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Sorry about that.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I need you to come back so you can have it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Bloody hell, never thought all this would happen. Sorry things went the way they did but I think we both know they were never going to work out the way we wanted.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I owe you the world. That’s all you need to know.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I am here for you and I’ll do whatever it takes for you to realise that, I love you so much and don’t feel like you can’t talk to me because I guarantee you that I’ll do whatever I have to to make it better. God I love you so much and it angers me you feel this way because you don’t deserve it. Nobody does. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Skipping 26 and 27.

Wow, thank you. Just thank you. I wouldn’t have so much if it wasn’t for you. I owe you everything and god I can’t imagine my life without you. Thank you thank you thank you. I love you so much. You’ve changed my life for the better and I cannot ever repay you with something worthy. You are the world to me and god knows I’d do anything for you. I love you I love you I love you. Thank you for everything. A letter could never cover how much I love you because there are no words for it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You have no idea how much I admire you, I’d love to talk to you properly but I guess now isn’t the time. Maybe one day though.

These aren’t really letters, oops.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Sorry about that.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I need you to come back so you can have it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Bloody hell, never thought all this would happen. Sorry things went the way they did but I think we both know they were never going to work out the way we wanted.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I owe you the world. That’s all you need to know.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I am here for you and I’ll do whatever it takes for you to realise that, I love you so much and don’t feel like you can’t talk to me because I guarantee you that I’ll do whatever I have to to make it better. God I love you so much and it angers me you feel this way because you don’t deserve it. Nobody does. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Skipping 26 and 27.

Wow, thank you. Just thank you. I wouldn’t have so much if it wasn’t for you. I owe you everything and god I can’t imagine my life without you. Thank you thank you thank you. I love you so much. You’ve changed my life for the better and I cannot ever repay you with something worthy. You are the world to me and god knows I’d do anything for you. I love you I love you I love you. Thank you for everything. A letter could never cover how much I love you because there are no words for it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You have no idea how much I admire you, I’d love to talk to you properly but I guess now isn’t the time. Maybe one day though.

These aren’t really letters, oops.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Sorry about that.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I need you to come back so you can have it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Bloody hell, never thought all this would happen. Sorry things went the way they did but I think we both know they were never going to work out the way we wanted.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I owe you the world. That’s all you need to know.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I am here for you and I’ll do whatever it takes for you to realise that, I love you so much and don’t feel like you can’t talk to me because I guarantee you that I’ll do whatever I have to to make it better. God I love you so much and it angers me you feel this way because you don’t deserve it. Nobody does. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Skipping 26 and 27.

Wow, thank you. Just thank you. I wouldn’t have so much if it wasn’t for you. I owe you everything and god I can’t imagine my life without you. Thank you thank you thank you. I love you so much. You’ve changed my life for the better and I cannot ever repay you with something worthy. You are the world to me and god knows I’d do anything for you. I love you I love you I love you. Thank you for everything. A letter could never cover how much I love you because there are no words for it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Sorry about that.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I need you to come back so you can have it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Bloody hell, never thought all this would happen. Sorry things went the way they did but I think we both know they were never going to work out the way we wanted.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I owe you the world. That’s all you need to know.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I am here for you and I’ll do whatever it takes for you to realise that, I love you so much and don’t feel like you can’t talk to me because I guarantee you that I’ll do whatever I have to to make it better. God I love you so much and it angers me you feel this way because you don’t deserve it. Nobody does. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Sorry about that.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I need you to come back so you can have it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Bloody hell, never thought all this would happen. Sorry things went the way they did but I think we both know they were never going to work out the way we wanted.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I owe you the world. That’s all you need to know.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Sorry about that.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I need you to come back so you can have it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Bloody hell, never thought all this would happen. Sorry things went the way they did but I think we both know they were never going to work out the way we wanted.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Sorry about that.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I need you to come back so you can have it.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Sorry about that.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

It’s the fact you’ll never know that really breaks my heart. You’ll never know personally how much it hurt. You’ll never understand what happened because you’re never allowed to know. I don’t even know what this means.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

You’re not a person but I think about you a lot, I thought you were amazing, maybe the best, SOO much better than what I had before. Were you fuck. You were toxic, a toxic place I don’t want to go back to, I don’t think you even realise it but things need to change, I wouldn’t go back there unless it was for either 2 things, to see him again or to make sure you all know how fucking bad you really were for me. 🖕

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you soon.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

God. Not seen you in a while. I hope you’re well, I’m sure you’ve had a great life so far and I hope I can find you again and be a part of it. Love you Dais.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

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Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

See day 9.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.

[anyywaythewindblows]

To the 1st: see day 11

To the second: I’m begging you to come back. It’s been hell even though each day seems like it’s good, we all miss you and god we want you back, you mean more to us than you could imagine and I pray so hard one day you’ll realise that. But I understand.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Day 1: to the mains: you’re shit. I’m not going to lie, you can be really shit sometimes even though you’re supposed to be my best friends. But you have good days, or good weeks, good months, you have good times and they outweigh all the times you’re shit. I don’t even think you realise most of the time when you’re being like that which makes it even harder because you don’t see the problem. But I still love you, you’re still my besties because I like you and I care about you and we’ve been through hell and back. I’ve put you through stuff, I’m aware, but it takes two to tango and you know you’ve put me through stuff too. Overall you’re good people, I’ve spent pretty much my whole life with you, I know everything about you, even the things you think I don’t. This all sounds a bit dramatic and creepy if I’m honest, I must sound like a right nutter but then again that’s why we’re friends, we’re as bad as each other, we’re all mad. Here’s to a whole lifetime of it 🥂🍻

To the other, I don’t even think you realise you hold that status in my mind. I don’t even know if you want to. I can’t give too much away so I’ll leave it here but I appreciate you a lot, even if that’s weird and you don’t see me as a best friend, I’d like to be.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Might as well do day 2 while I’m here, get it out the way.

Day 2: okay, listen, I’ve always had a bit of a fucked up preference for my crushes so that’s why I could never tell you you were one of them. If I ever actually wrote you this letter I don’t know how you’d respond, probably come after me to be honest, screaming with a bat or something 😂no in all seriousness, there’s a reason I picked you, a good reason, in fact, many good reasons. I could list them but I might be here a while. I’ll be honest, some days you piss me right off. Some days I just wanna scream at you for the things you’ve said or done, directly or indirectly. We’ve had some good times together, it’s sad I won’t see you anymore but I really wish you the best because you deserve to be happy. You’ve helped me more than you know and I say thanks for that. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Well it’s midnight so I’ll do this in another pair.

For both of you: I love you guys to bits, I’m glad you’re my parents and I respect everything you do for us.

To mum: you’re amazing, you really are like a best friend to me, you’ve done so much for us just like dad has and I appreciate every second of it and I adore you. Thank you.

To dad: work on your goddamn encouragement tactics. Belittling us or using “tough love” doesn’t help us, it makes us feel worse. You’re a lovely bloke though, thank you for all you’ve done for us. I really do appreciate it even if it doesn’t seem like it at times. Thank you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear siblings: we might not get along but I work love you guys and I will rugby tackle anybody that hurts you and make them wish they never did, jail is worth it. Love katie xoxo

Think that’s it really, I’ve said it all, there’s nothing to say at all now.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear dreams *clears throat* you’re the weirdest shit I’ve ever encountered. Like. Really. What the fuck is my brain on. But I love you at the same time because you’re so interesting! But seriously why am I dreaming about a serial killer Gary Barlow and Jason Orange being locked in a cage like what’s that all about👀you’ve even shown me the future sometimes, even if it’s only really small events like something that would happen then next day at school. Honestly you’re the most interesting parts of my nights, every time I go to bed I’m wondering what’ll happen so thank you for keeping stuff interesting, always knew my mind was bloody creative but not like this 😂xoxo katie p.s can I have a good G dream tonight pls

[anyywaythewindblows]

To a stranger

I hope you’re okay. I hope that if you’re feeling down that you know good days are coming. I hope you can see that that’s possible. If you’re having a great day then brilliant! I don’t know you but you probably deserve to be happy, everybody deserves that chance. We might be strangers but so is everybody in one sense or another. I know my best friends but there are parts of me they’re complete strangers to. Enjoy life the most you can, every bump comes with a smooth road. This is so… I don’t even know. But have a nice life, stranger, don’t wait for someone to change it and don’t settle for less than you deserve, go and be happy.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Ex Love

You gave me the best five years of my life. I’m forever thankful. It’s funny how those years went by and you had no idea how highly I spoke of you, no idea how much I appreciated you, now you have no idea how much I kick myself for not telling you. You deserve the best in life and I tried my best to see to it that you were steered in the direction but now I’ve left, we’ve gone our separate ways and I can only hope you continue on that path to happiness because you deserve it all. I’d love to see you again in the future, maybe finally get round to telling you all this, but for now I stay where I am and you stay where you are because that’s where we’re meant to be. I can’t wait for the day I see you again, it’ll be the greatest day.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear Favourite internet friend

See paragraph 2 of Day 1

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear people I want to meet

Please stick around until I can meet you, I need this. I can’t handle if you leave again, I can’t even begin to imagine it. I love you so much, so, so much. I hope you realise that. Theres nothing else to say at all, really. I miss you and god I’m gonna cry when I meet you. I’m gonna hug you so hard okay because I might never get to do it again so I’ve gotta make it count so I just want you to be aware, I think you all need hugs and I’m gonna be there to give them. You’re worth so much to me, please don’t assume you aren’t. Again, I love you.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Dear person

I can only hope we’ll speak more in the future. That’s all I can do. Until I figure out what it is I want to say, that is.

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hi David

So it’s been a year, 5 months and 16 days. Time flies, huh? I miss you. We all do. You were something special, nobody can deny it. The world got greyer the day you left, I never want to feel like that again but it’s proving difficult when you still aren’t here… I love you. I really love you. I love you and I love your music, I love the impact you had on me and countless others, you, you did that. I wish you were here, Starman. I wish you were back to make things right but the world is a cruel place at the best of times, it wasn’t meant to be. One day, though…

[anyywaythewindblows]

Hey you

God, I want to hate you. I really want to hate you but my biggest weakness is loving you. I’ve given up trying to stop, I’ve accepted that I’m always going to love you and there’s fuck all I can do about it. But that’s okay, there’s one thing I won’t do, that I haven’t done and never will, I will never look back in anger. It’s not worth it. I’ve let it go. What you did broke my heart but I understand why you did it, we all do. So I don’t hate you, you are not your mistakes. I love you, still.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I know what I did was shit. I know. I just hope one day you’ll stop for a moment and allow me a minute to explain.

[anyywaythewindblows]

I’ll see you again. I can’t wait. We’ll get there.