uh.. hi? i just came by to release the remaining chaps of my old series. i was hesitant to publish it for TWO YEARS. yes, i keep it in the drafts since i last updated my series.. i just now found the courage to do it. thank you for those who read the story, i didn't put up the taglist anymore since i feel shy. thank you once again for those who still reading. :)
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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chapter thirty.
extras!
it’s actually on atsumu’s neck already.
the ring was requested by yn. she told kiyoomi and her parents about it.
sakusa gave the ring to atsumu few days after yn passing.
to make it more special, yn’s ashes were in the ring.
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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chapter twenty-nine.
walking faster to the hallways, atsumu rushed to your hospital room. reaching for the knob, the door opened widely.
his brown eyes looked up, seeing two familiar faces. the blond bowed his head, greeting them.
“atsumu?” the woman called, “yes, ma’am” he answered, fixing his posture.
the old man nodded, “you are atsumu miya, yn’s boyfriend?”
eyes wide, he shook his head lightly. “we are not yet together!” he said, “i haven’t reached our agreement yet”
the lady smiled, “but stll you will be, right?”
nodding, atsumu smiled “i will, i’ll take care of your daughter ‘til i can”
“we’ll trust you,” your father stated, “love and take care of our yn”
patting the setter’s back, “she’s inside, she’ll probably waiting for you”
bowing for the last time, atsumu entered the room. it was silent, only the heart monitor and page flipping are making a noise.
you looked up at you smell a familiar manly scent. smile spread across your face as you see the blond visiting you again.
atsumu grabbed the nearest chair next to your bed, placing his duffle bag on the floor.
“hi, tsumu” you said, watching him getting comfortable.
large hands grabbed yours, squeezing it lightly. “how are you?”
you smiled, “i’m okay!"
atsumu chuckled softly. are you really? it’s obvious that you are not, it’s obvious you are suffering.
he examined your fingernails that was faintly bluish along with your lips. he smiled weakly.
atsumu knows, sakusa knows, your parents know, even you know that you are not okay.
“you don’t have to worry about me,” you reassured, “i’ll still be able to watch you play for nationals”
the blond can’t help but let his tears flow, “why are you crying?”
gripping your hand, atsumu placed it on his cheeks. “i love you, yn” he softly said, “i want to be with you forever”
“please get better” atsumu sniffled, “don’t leave me.”
you don’t even notice the tears forming in the corner of your eyes, other hand reached to stroke his blond hair.
“i’ll be with you forever,” you sighed, “because i love you, atsumu”
atsumu looked up, wiping his tears. “you don’t have to say it”
“i want to” you said, “and that’s what i feel”
he placed a soft kiss on your wrist, repeating those three words.
you coughed, “i-i’m sorry, i’m such a mood ruiner”
he smiled, shaking his head “don’t mind it”
“that reminds me! i have something for you” he added.
fiddling on his msby jacket, your brows furrowed. what could it be? a ring? is he proposing? in times like this?
atsumu showed you a pink velvet box, grinning. “you thought i’m proposing, huh?”
“psh, no! why would i think of that?” you blushed, turning your attention away.
he chuckled, opening the small case “i’ll do that when you were ready but for now...”
you can feel atsumu stand up from his seat, reachung behind you. you looked down, a necklace placed on your neck.
atsumu smiled, “now even i am not with you, you’ll feel like i am here”
“if only i knew you would do this,” you said, “i would’ve done the same thing”
the setter rolled his eyes, “as long as you are here, i can see you, i know that you are breathing..”
“that will be more than enough for me”
tomorrow, you will be transferred to hyogo. you will be safe there and it will be closer to atsumu.
but why?
he can’t sleep, he’s tossing and turning in his bed. atsumu has a bad feeling. maybe it’s just his brain.
it’s already 4 in the morning. feeling uneasy, atsumu’s phone lights up. a text from sakusa that made his stomach flipped.
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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chapter twenty-eight.
notes sorry for all the wrong grammar TT i was to lazy to edit it. i hope you can still understand what they were trying to say :’)
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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chapter twenty-seven
sakusa let out a big sigh, hanging his towel on his shoulder. atsumu has been pestering him about their manager being absent again.
“yeah, but what if something happened y’know?” the setter said, following sakusa int the locker.
he turned around to face him, “atsumu, i am sure she is resting—”
sakusa’s phone ring loudly, cutting off their conversation.
“yes, this is sakusa kiyoomi.. what happened?”
they curly haired boy eyes widen as he listen to the person on the other line.
atsumu frowns, although sakusa’s demeanor is calm, his other hand keeps fidgeting. “hey, omi?”
once sakusa was done with the call, he grabbed his wallet. quickly walking out of the room.
“hey, hey! we still have practice" the blond reminded, tugging sakusa’s arm.
the panic is starting to show in his face, “i need to go, atsumu.” he said, “i need to see yn.”
the two were silent on the whole ride. atsumu refused to ask some question as sakusa is already in distressed.
he was scared when he heard yn’s name. he have no single clue on what is happening but he choose to come with sakusa.
the msby players got out of the taxi, walking inside the big hospital. with atsumu walking close to him.
atsumu feels like throwing up. he hates this feeling, it feels like he is always worrying about yn.
sakusa stopped on his tracks as a doctor in his mid 30s just got out of the room.
“mr. sakusa kiyoomi?” the doctor asked.
sakusa nodded, “how is yn doing?”
the blond looked at both of them, confused. “what happened to yn?”
the doctor smiled, “she is currently resting,” he started, “although i am afraid that her health is declining.”
atsumu gulped, “what is wrong, doc? it’s just asthma, right? omi?”
facing atsumu, the doctor pursued his lips. “i guess you don’t know but yn is currently suffering with chronic bronchitis and cor purmonale.”
sakusa let his head hang low, avoiding eye contact with the setter.
“she’s gonna get better, right?” atsumu asked, panicking.
the doctor face softens, “we are trying our best,” he said, “her lungs are already scarred, due to her lung disease her heart also got affected causing the right side to fail.”
“you can check up on her, i’ll get going”
no one dared to speak. atsumu can’t even register that his loved one is suffering and he never saw it. he is blaming himself.
sakusa looked up but still avoiding atsumu’s gaze, “it’s not your fault,” he reassured, “she didn’t even know it was this worst.”
atsumu bit his lower lip, “i’m sorry for not telling you right away, yn wanted to tell you when she’s ready”
sakusa faced atsumu, his mouth agape as the setter let his tears run down his face.
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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chapter twenty-seven
sakusa let out a big sigh, hanging his towel on his shoulder. atsumu has been pestering him about their manager being absent again.
“yeah, but what if something happened y’know?” the setter said, following sakusa int the locker.
he turned around to face him, “atsumu, i am sure she is resting—”
sakusa’s phone ring loudly, cutting off their conversation.
“yes, this is sakusa kiyoomi.. what happened?”
they curly haired boy eyes widen as he listen to the person on the other line.
atsumu frowns, although sakusa’s demeanor is calm, his other hand keeps fidgeting. “hey, omi?”
once sakusa was done with the call, he grabbed his wallet. quickly walking out of the room.
“hey, hey! we still have practice" the blond reminded, tugging sakusa’s arm.
the panic is starting to show in his face, “i need to go, atsumu.” he said, “i need to see yn.”
the two were silent on the whole ride. atsumu refused to ask some question as sakusa is already in distressed.
he was scared when he heard yn’s name. he have no single clue on what is happening but he choose to come with sakusa.
the msby players got out of the taxi, walking inside the big hospital. with atsumu walking close to him.
atsumu feels like throwing up. he hates this feeling, it feels like he is always worrying about yn.
sakusa stopped on his tracks as a doctor in his mid 30s just got out of the room.
“mr. sakusa kiyoomi?” the doctor asked.
sakusa nodded, “how is yn doing?”
the blond looked at both of them, confused. “what happened to yn?”
the doctor smiled, “she is currently resting,” he started, “although i am afraid that her health is declining.”
atsumu gulped, “what is wrong, doc? it’s just asthma, right? omi?”
facing atsumu, the doctor pursued his lips. “i guess you don’t know but yn is currently suffering with chronic bronchitis and cor purmonale.”
sakusa let his head hang low, avoiding eye contact with the setter.
“she’s gonna get better, right?” atsumu asked, panicking.
the doctor face softens, “we are trying our best,” he said, “her lungs are already scarred, due to her lung disease her heart also got affected causing the right side to fail.”
“you can check up on her, i’ll get going”
no one dared to speak. atsumu can’t even register that his loved one is suffering and he never saw it. he is blaming himself.
sakusa looked up but still avoiding atsumu’s gaze, “it’s not your fault,” he reassured, “she didn’t even know it was this worst.”
atsumu bit his lower lip, “i’m sorry for not telling you right away, yn wanted to tell you when she’s ready”
sakusa faced atsumu, his mouth agape as the setter let his tears run down his face.
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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tw // ashtma attack
notes. hope i narrated it right. i have no asthma so i’m not really sure, so i tried watching on youtube :)
chapter twenty-six
the training camp finished in just a blink of an eye. you let out a sigh, adjusting the strap of the water container on your shoulder.
you are currently carrying three bags. one on your shoulder, one in your back, and the other on your hand.
your personal belongings are in your backpack whilst the bag in your hand contains things that are for the team such as first aid kit and extra items.
the room where they place things that are owned by the team is far from where you are walking from.
not even on half of your destination, you can feel yourself getting tired.
i should have asked atsumu for help, you thought.
brushing your tiredness off, you dragged yourself more. you didn’t do much help in the training camp due to feeling unwell. at least here you should fill your duties.
chest rising up and down, you placed down the bag hanging on your shoulder for a moment, allowing yourself to breathe deeply.
a little more push, you are near at the storage room. walking a bit faster than earlier, you finally reached the door.
your hands fiddle on your right pocket where you left the key. opening the room, you quickly placed the bags down.
you let your backpack sit on a chair in front of you. letting your back hit the wall, you crouched down.
the ventilation of the room seems off as you start catching your breath. looking around, it started to feel like the room is swallowing you up, suffocating you.
your hand trapped your mouth as you started coughing loudly, in continuous matter.
a harsh pang hit your chest making you gripped your shirt. your previous position made you fall into your knees as you try to breathe.
your hands quickly checked your pockets for the inhaler. your eyes shot up as the bag that was supposed to be in front of you looks far right now.
eyeing your phone that is on the floor beside you, you immediately clicked on a random number hoping it’s sakusa you are dialing.
on the other side, atsumu, who is listening to his team mates talk felt his phone vibrated.
looking down at his phone, his brows furrowed. pressing the green button, placing his phone on his ear.
“yn?” atsumu asked.
“h-help”
that was all atsumu needs to hear from you as he dashed outside the locker to the storage room.
within a minute, atsumu slammed the door. his eyes shifted to your position. looking up at him, you pointed your bag.
atsumu understand it right away, rummaging your bag as quick as possible.
once he found the familiar blue looking tube, the setter helped you sit up. shaking the inhaler, “exhale, yn” he took off the cap before placing it between your lips.
atsumu watched closely at your breathing, waiting for you to finally calm down but it’s not happening any sooner.
he placed the inhaler in front of you again, “another one” he encouraged.
for the third time, you can feel yourself getting better. finally able to breathe.
“thank you, tsumu” you smiled, “you saved my life there.”
your eyes widen as you see atsumu’s expression. “hey! hey! what happened?”
tears formed in the corner of his eyes, “i’m scared, y’know” atsumu’s calloused hand grabbed your face.
“what if i didn’t make it on time?” he cried, “i don’t know what i’ll do” the blond embraced you.
“i’m always here, tsumu” atsumu let go, placing both of his hands on your shoulders. you let out a laugh that soon turned into a series of cough.
“i have an extra water with me!” he said, turning around to look in his bag.
your eyes widen in terror as you look down on your hand. before atsumu can see, you wiped it on your handkerchief, shoving it in your pocket.
he handed you the bottle, smiling. “you’re a life-saver” you said, opening it. “literally.”
atsumu sighed, “i’m happy i am,” he started, “next time, please let me help you, okay?”
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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tw // ashtma attack
notes. hope i narrated it right. i have no asthma so i’m not really sure, so i tried watching on youtube :)
chapter twenty-six
the training camp finished in just a blink of an eye. you let out a sigh, adjusting the strap of the water container on your shoulder.
you are currently carrying three bags. one on your shoulder, one in your back, and the other on your hand.
your personal belongings are in your backpack whilst the bag in your hand contains things that are for the team such as first aid kit and extra items.
the room where they place things that are owned by the team is far from where you are walking from.
not even on half of your destination, you can feel yourself getting tired.
i should have asked atsumu for help, you thought.
brushing your tiredness off, you dragged yourself more. you didn’t do much help in the training camp due to feeling unwell. at least here you should fill your duties.
chest rising up and down, you placed down the bag hanging on your shoulder for a moment, allowing yourself to breathe deeply.
a little more push, you are near at the storage room. walking a bit faster than earlier, you finally reached the door.
your hands fiddle on your right pocket where you left the key. opening the room, you quickly placed the bags down.
you let your backpack sit on a chair in front of you. letting your back hit the wall, you crouched down.
the ventilation of the room seems off as you start catching your breath. looking around, it started to feel like the room is swallowing you up, suffocating you.
your hand trapped your mouth as you started coughing loudly, in continuous matter.
a harsh pang hit your chest making you gripped your shirt. your previous position made you fall into your knees as you try to breathe.
your hands quickly checked your pockets for the inhaler. your eyes shot up as the bag that was supposed to be in front of you looks far right now.
eyeing your phone that is on the floor beside you, you immediately clicked on a random number hoping it’s sakusa you are dialing.
on the other side, atsumu, who is listening to his team mates talk felt his phone vibrated.
looking down at his phone, his brows furrowed. pressing the green button, placing his phone on his ear.
“yn?” atsumu asked.
“h-help”
that was all atsumu needs to hear from you as he dashed outside the locker to the storage room.
within a minute, atsumu slammed the door. his eyes shifted to your position. looking up at him, you pointed your bag.
atsumu understand it right away, rummaging your bag as quick as possible.
once he found the familiar blue looking tube, the setter helped you sit up. shaking the inhaler, “exhale, yn” he took off the cap before placing it between your lips.
atsumu watched closely at your breathing, waiting for you to finally calm down but it’s not happening any sooner.
he placed the inhaler in front of you again, “another one” he encouraged.
for the third time, you can feel yourself getting better. finally able to breathe.
“thank you, tsumu” you smiled, “you saved my life there.”
your eyes widen as you see atsumu’s expression. “hey! hey! what happened?”
tears formed in the corner of his eyes, “i’m scared, y’know” atsumu’s calloused hand grabbed your face.
“what if i didn’t make it on time?” he cried, “i don’t know what i’ll do” the blond embraced you.
“i’m always here, tsumu” atsumu let go, placing both of his hands on your shoulders. you let out a laugh that soon turned into a series of cough.
“i have an extra water with me!” he said, turning around to look in his bag.
your eyes widen in terror as you look down on your hand. before atsumu can see, you wiped it on your handkerchief, shoving it in your pocket.
he handed you the bottle, smiling. “you’re a life-saver” you said, opening it. “literally.”
atsumu sighed, “i’m happy i am,” he started, “next time, please let me help you, okay?”
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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chapter twenty-five
notes. the camp went so fast🤨 hope nothing is confusing here lol. also five more chapters til this series finish lol.
taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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chapter twenty-five
notes. the camp went so fast🤨 hope nothing is confusing here lol. also five more chapters til this series finish lol.
taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3
╰► before y/n left japan, she made a promise to her ex, miya atsumu that she will give him another chance, if and only if atsumu gets in the national team. what will happen once they meet again? will she be keeping her promise or will she just sweep it under a rug?
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chapter twenty-four
extras!
atsumu gave yn one of his favorite sweater to keep her warm because he’s scared she’ll get sick again
it’s a training camp with ejp raijin, adlers, and tachibana red falcons, it won’t be tackle but i just want you guys to know lol
atsumu never witnessed yn having an asthma attack all through out their highschool years.
notes. sorry for the grammatical errors TT
taglist is open! feedbacks are appreciated. if confuse in this chapter, my ask is open. thank you. <3
