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i don't know man, i just wish that we could [suddenly realising i'm coming dangerously close to expressing a real and earnest thought instead of filtering everything through several layers of intangible running bits] blow up the entire world. or something.

#i think about this post so often #genuinely so fucking real #i have around 3-6 long-term bits #that i’ve been running into the ground for years #and honestly #calling them bits may be generous #but i defer to those little catchphrases so automatically that i sometimes forget i can just #express frustration. in a normal way. with non vague terms. and earnest expressions.#but it’s so much easier to say ‘yeah i’m exploding them with my mind’#also really into calling the natural order of things (when it doesn’t serve me) ‘big life’#to be fair i imagine the rationale behind this behavior is purely based on the belief that people don’t actually care about what’s ‘wrong’#at least for me #i just realize they probably don’t actually want to hear what i’m about to say and take a hard detour to bit land #probably should stop doing that #anyway this has been far too much information with me your host #join us next time to see the world’s smallest metric ton #(yeah i don’t know how that’d work either i need to talk to my production team)#he speaks (unfortunately)

freakoutgirl

perhaps. i do want to be loved. unfortunate.

#yeah #real

akashicrecord

Affirmations:

- I do not feel well and I am probably going to die

- I am sick and dying

- Girl it is Thursday

tekunoraizu

FUCKKKKKKK what if something bad happened and I forgot to worry about it

allsadnshit

Keeping an alive tumblr in 2026 is proof of one's sincerity and authenticity - a type of person who enjoys posting for the sake of it with absolutely nothing to be gained....just the enjoyment of curation and self expression untainted by opportunity and relevance

encryptidarchivist

count dracula? uhhh ok. one

cool-jpgs-of-wizards-with-swords

🧛 nathing vrong vith me

2colde

they call me the endurer the way i endure and endure and endure and endure and well u get it

#mecore

fairycosmos

what if i just manipulate reality with my mind and make everything perfect and good

mango-season

did mitski ever find out what to do after you've been big and small and big and small again and still nobody wants you

phantomknights

i think people are starting to forget what the LA in LARP means

asterism343

*nodding sagely* Los Angeles Role Play

virtualgirladvance

okay gang lets find that son of a bitch markiplier

clown-guitar

[no beers in] do you think im ever going to belong somewhere

#real

greelin

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

ludicrouslybad

guys why is it lowkey thursday today 😭😅

judgejudyofficial

good morning it's don't crash out Thursday where we try our hardest not to crash out. on Thursday

so-many-ocs

immediately after an interaction: i have GOT to get more normal oh god i need to get more normal immediately i have to get more normal or they're going to hunt me down they're going to hunt me down and flay me for sport

during an interaction: and why not put a little spin on it? why not add some conversational zest?

mortalityplays

the soft animal of my body wants a spliff and four pints of cider

mortalityplays

soft animal of my body is up for a kebab

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