or what...?

in my 20s. prof dx with aspd and npd. asexual

[iamnotdoingokaysusan]

Nothing:

Me:

[riverwindphotography]

Peace: © gif by riverwindphotography

[redrockingchairdotmp3]

hannibal is so goddam funny imagine telling your therapist that you’re experiencing violent urges towards others and they’re like “god feels powerful when he kills people” or some shit

[apathymastery]

If you don't like it, you could always... Leave? I hear Germany is better.

Ok, feel free to send the money!

[apathymastery]

Hey there! Listen, sorry if you've ever answered similar question before but I'm trying to learn more about NPD and what's a better way to do that than to ask someone who has it? Anyway, can you explain what a "narc collapse" is? I tried doing some research but... let's say it didn't really help much.

Hey! Narcissistic collapse happens when one can’t receive narcissistic supply, which is attention, compliments etc. If a narcissist feels they’re getting insulted on things they like about themselves or ignored, their energy gets kind of depleted. They might fall into depression and/or have their “mask” fall off and react to the world in a hostile and overt way. 

Hope it helps a little bit.

[whitepeopletwitter]

[apathymastery]

ot t’’ma do’’m v’r

     ot vo’’hs us do’’m v’r

[apathymastery]

ena aleh do’’m ha’k ‘ja m’n ak 

         na’’r v’r aleh do’’m le k tah m’n

[apathymastery]

Daily reminder :)

If you voted for PiS you’re trash. 

Good day!

[disasterposts]

Poland really chose a sexist, racist, homophobe, Trump-loving clown because he gives them 120$ for every child voters pop out.

Why the hell do I even try with this country

They really chose money over human rights how fucked up is that

Duda voters dont act surprised when all of your young people will escape west

[apathymastery]

The country is upside down, the education system is in ruins; the curriculum is too big, classrooms are too small, there are 35+ kids in one class. The healthcare system is fucked. Teachers, doctors, nurses etc. were protesting in 2019 alone, because they’re so massively underpaid and overworked. There’s no respect for minorities and womens rights.

It’s not a coincidence that the majority of Duda voters were 50+ with basic level education. Not only is the whole “500+” taken from our taxes, but also, and what a shock; not everyone wants children.

I have no respect for that party and its anti-science, racist, homophobic, xenophobic, ped*phile-apologist, r*pe-apologist, bigoted poll of supporters.

PS: Non-poles stfu challenge. :)

[saintemry]

happy pride month!!

trans pride colors version here

[glorfinn]

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant ; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter ; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble ; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs ; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is ; many persons strive for high ideals ; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars ; you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be, and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul. With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

Max Ehrmann, Desiderata (1952)

[thxtfuckup]

[spicymochi]

bug with a mug

[apathymastery]

cute

[onenicebugperday]

Velvert worm, New Zealand peripatus, Peripatoides novaezealandiae

Velvet worms are in their own phylum, Onychophora. They are nocturnal hunters that spit an adhesive slime made in glands near their mouth to trap prey. Female Peripatoides produce eggs that are fertilized internally and babies develop inside their mother until large enough to be born, in batches of 4-6, as colorless miniatures of the parents. Here’s a video showing a couple baby velvet worms!

Photos by shaun-lee (1-4), mike68lusk (5), bugman-nz (6), and Frupus (7-10)

[apathymastery]

I used to be part of the problem

I was the person proclaiming that “all lives matter” when faced with the anger and frustration of the BLM movement. I didn’t realize the scale of the problem until it was right in front of my eyes. All lives matter, but the systemic racism against black people in America makes the existence of Black Lives Matter necessary. I wish it didn’t have to be that way, I wish there wasn’t a need for any movement that fights for people’s basic rights, I wish it was a given. But alas, it isn’t. And as long as there is this inequality, I will stand with all the black people who need to have their rights recognized and respected. I can only say, I am sorry for being part of the problem until recently, and I will try to do anything to use my privilege for good.

[manie-sans-delire-x]

I usually find myself feeling sad, angry and somewhat protective abused children. And I think it stems from myself having experienced that abuse. Can you relate to that?

I don’t feel sad or angry, but yes I don’t like it when children are abused and if I can, will protect them. Sexual abuse is the one thing that gets to me. I would love to kill all child abusers.

[apathymastery]

We have an ultra conservative politician in Poland who said that “no wonder there are rapes, what men wouldn’t be aroused by the ‘half-nakded’ women parading on the streets nowadays”. And that “well, unfortunately sometimes the target of that frustration is a child”.

Killing all sexual abusers is on my bucket list.