rapid decline

26. vent account.

[iamnotdoingokaysusan]

me as my sense of self continues to fragment and my mental state continues to deteriorate

[scissorhands-trustfall]

Original groove

[clazyfox]

"i dont think youre supposed to be here..."

[clazyfox]

"your silence is speaking for you"

[evilromanticized-deactivated202]

“I don’t experience bpd symptoms when im single!!” you annoy me so badly are you sure you dont just have attachment issues

[unorcadox]

[mermaidpalace]

i really can’t be bothered to look up drug interactions like i’m sure i’ll be fine. russian roulette is not the same without a gun

[mudwisard]

my trick for getting through grad school is learning to navigate the quadrants with all their nuances

[konoko]

[mothcub]

Please accept this.

[newvision]

— James Baldwin, from If Beale Street Could Talk

[iamnotdoingokaysusan]

me vs remembering my social anxiety therapy appointments

[brandneweyescd]

they were right btw. you have to dig yourself out of your grave over and over again

[othellho]

Temporary Vows, Caroline Bird

[patricia-taxxon]

ive found that partially treated mental illness can sometimes look to uninvolved onlookers like faked mental illness.

[patricia-taxxon]

"someone who really has pOCD would be disgusted and horrified at their intrusive thoughts" or maybe i'm in therapy & am going by the books, being radically ambivalent to my intrusive thoughts instead of wasting energy mentally washing my paws of sin. i'm not going to perform my rock bottom for you for the sake of being believed.

[elamimax]

"I won't perform my rock bottom for you for the sake of being believed" is going straight into my permanent storage holy shit

[daddystinygirll]

your mental health will take everything from your life until it eventually takes your life

[eerie--eyed]