The words are ice water in her veins; a jolt to the heart. Katniss was keeping that thought at bay, pushing it back with thoughts of returning home to Prim, thoughts of her smiling face. Never once, until now, did she allow herself to ponder on the path to victory. How many living, breathing people in this room would she have to kill in order to achieve her goal? At the end, twenty-three of them would be dead, she’d known that going in. Now she just had to make sure she wasn’t one of them.
His behavior strikes her as suspicious, which serves only to send another ice storm washing over her. He was a Career— he had no business mingling with her, teaching her to wield a deadly weapon. Ever since Cinna had helped her capture the Capitol’s attention and devotion by lighting her aflame, the Careers had made it their mission to size her up and glare her down any chance they got— except the one before her. One eyebrow cocks in curiosity, a hand reaches out to grasp the spear.
”—— I don’t think I caught your name?”
It’s idle conversation, and her voice falls slightly flat, but it’s an attempt. They could never be allies, not with the group he’d chosen to surround himself with, but perhaps he could be persuaded to go after others first, giving her time to run, find shelter and figure out a plan to get her hands on a bow before they came searching for her.
She turns again, arm with the spear poised to strike. Her eyes train on the target again, mentally noting the adjustments he had suggested. Again, a few deep breaths are brought in sharply, then brought back out again. Tension in her muscles would only cause an error in her aim. A bow was easier— more natural in her hand— but she concentrated all her mind power on making sure the spear hit the target. Her eyes drift over to the right, where just out of the corner of her eye she can spot Peeta at the camouflage station.
Her gaze flees forward again, target locked, and she lunges her arm with all her might, releasing the spear just as instructed and it zoomed across the room with a soft whistle, the sharp point of the spear sinking into the soft plush of the dummy target, right on the mark.
This is saddening, he realizes, and urge to exhale cartoon-like and shake his head at the prospect of this all is overwhelming for the moment. He's thankful for Katniss; he doesn't think he can bear to slaughter a little girl like the one she volunteered for.
Every time he had cast a glance in the 11 girl's direction, dread washed over him. His face had never paled, apparently, because none of the other careers had called him out on it; that was good, at least. Pity is a vulnerability. He watches with a smile as she hits her target, and he whistles lowly at its target.
Then, he regards her statement: "It doesn't matter."
He's honestly not trying to deal the mysterious card. He doesn't want attachment; not when he's beginning to tolerate her. He knows damn well Cato's after her. It's not his responsibility to protect her, but.
But.
Maybe he feels bad for the lesser districts. And there's the weakness again. He doesn't glance back at his pack and observes her shot. Then he commends her, and takes her by the elbow because he wants her to flinch from his touch, he wants her to remember that he's dangerous, and at the same time... "And you'll teach me how to use a bow?"











