Throwing all my troubles on a burning pile!

Asterisk - they&/he& - Adult - This account is shared by a system! 🔞MINORS DNI🔞 - Darkshipper, proshipper, dead dove enjoyer, disabled, trauma survivor, alterhuman. All of these affect how I selfship - Taken, don't flirt with me. - Open to F/O doubles and friends! - Icon by @hazyaltcare (Mod Haze)

[redwhitebruise]

Red White Bruise

Welcome to the self-ship, dark ship and general NSFW blog of a 21+ adult bisexual system. If you want to know my main blog, ask.

🔞 MINORS DNI PLEASE + THANK YOU 🔞

You can call me Asterisk.

My pronouns are they/he and I am genderfluid. I& am also notably Alterhuman-- specifically plural and kin amongst other things. This affects how I selfship.

I am taken. DO NOT flirt with me or take my misgendering kink as permission to misgender me.

That being said, I love chatting and making new friends!!! Feel free to comment, send asks or DM me 🫶

My f/o's:

Homelander (The Boys)

Soldier Boy (The Boys)

Bro Strider (Homestuck)

Dirk Strider (Homestuck)

Tabitha Scarlet (Scarlet Hollow)

Dean Winchester (Supernatural) -- also worth noting I only selfship with him in a kin-sense as Sam and don't otherwise.

I am okay with sharing all of my f/o's! I try to frame it as we all have seperate versions of the same wonderful people 😁

I will also be using unique selfship tags for each f/o at some point! Just getting started here.

If you aren't interested in dark ship content, you might still enjoy this self-ship blog! I don't plan on solely focus on dark content (though it will definitely be here lol.) Just be sure to make use of the blacklist and curate your experience accordingly.

I have both a kink list and a blacklist under the readmore.

Please read it especially if you have triggers! Also-- if you need me to add something to the blacklist, feel free to ask! I'd be happy to know because I want this blog to remain accessible 💕

This blacklist and kink list will be updated as things come up!

Disclaimer: Obviously for anything unethical I'm listing below-- I enjoy only in a purely fantasy context and I may or may not be using it to work through some of my own trauma-- so don't be a dick! 💖

Some of my kinks:

Abduction

Brat taming

Stalking

Misgendering

Incest

Dub con

Drug play

Non con

Bondage

Dormaphilia (somno recipient)

Light sadomasochism

Power imbalances

Discipline

Praising

Weaponized/fetishized bigotry

Weaponized/fetishized masculinity

Current Blacklist (for safety + comfort):

#non con

#shipcest (for content that includes characters that are related)

#fauxcest (for general incest kink content)

#misgendering

#stalker

#somno (for dorma-posting)

#abduction

#bigotry

#bodily injury

#ableism

#homophobia

#transphobia

#drug use

#SM (for sado-masochism)

(Bdsm tags pending as i am trying to figure out what tags people are currently using that doesnt get them absolutely fucked by tumblr's moderation system!!)

Last updated: 6/8/26

[clownfessionsofficial]

Something something Vought Tower as phallic imagery

[epikulupu]

the bells on my stupid little jester shoes are an erogenous zone

[epikulupu]

the bells on my stupid little jester hat? also an erogenous zone

[hazyaltcare]

Matching Heaven & Hell Butchlander (Billy Butcher x Homelander (The Boys)) for you and your pyrrhic bestie.

Like and/or reblog if you save. Credit is appreciated if you use.

Want an edit related to The Boys? Request here!

Mod Haze

[redwhitebruise]

To love is to put up a little fight and lose instantly <3

[urlocaltwinkrey]

[mondstadt-kincare]

Hello! Can i get a moodboard themed around Homelander from The Boys x a transmasc punk? With themes of pretending to hate each other (because you're ideological enemies), obsessive love, yearning, hate flirting and masculinity?

Feel free to drop any of these themes if they're too abstract or too much! Ty in advance! Hope ur having a good day

here you go! thanks for letting me get back into it, this was fun

[redwhitebruise]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

Yall are freaks ily x2

Wow this is growing faster than expected. The selfship brainrot is strong within me. Im glad i finally officially joined the selfship community :3c

[fuzzbby]

Mythra Schwartz.

[nocturnaltigerrevelation]

>have problem

>recognize it as part of my divine punishment

>no problem

[redwhitebruise]

Ive been writing about soldier boy and homelander salvaging/repairing their father-son relationship through soldier boy mentoring homelander on how to actually properly jerk the t-dick of a transmasc person they're both raping. Its not even about the smut its about the psychological, freudian horror. I am in too deep :')

[redwhitebruise]

The amount of people interacting with this with "proship dni" in their bio,,

Homie what kind of content do you think this is?? Who is that dni even for if not this kind of content??? Fjkksjdj

(Proship is technically the stance that is being in favor of shipping whatever u want, but when people put "proship dni" in their bio theyre usually maliciously oversimplifying it to being against content like this so-- um. Anyways the hypocrisy of the anti community continues to amuse me.)

[22psyduck]

the way he lifts his cape up when he sits down like holding ur dress up the stairs <3

[redwhitebruise]

I think Homelander is such a big comfort character and f/o for me because of how... Stable he seems-- in the craziest way possible? In the way that he feels unbreakable. His delusions and confidence are a solidified wall I can support myself with.

He's also survived medical torture in childhood which I can relate to as someone who survived psychiatric ward abuse as a child.

I bet being his favorite person feels like obtaining ultimate safety in the most unsafe way.

The idea of his control is calming and comforting when I feel so much heavy responsibility on a day-to-day basis just trying to survive while being a queer, disabled, trauma survivor living under the poverty line.

Also-- he is an incredible stand-in for real systems that have hurt me. The idea of being cradled by the embodiment of said systems instead is very alluring.

(Anyone else who has Homelander as an f/o and/or comfort character feel free to add on in reblogs what drew you to him :) )

[luminael]

if you stalk me you have to tell me, okay ? ♡

[angel2972]

Rich caring yandere and his ‘lucky’ darling

Part 2

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For the last few months you felt like the universe was really on your side from how lucky you’ve been. The plushie that you’ve been eyeing? It’s now discounted almost 90% off and you were one of the first buyers when it went on sale.

The concert to your favorite band/singer that you knew you wouldn’t be able to afford? The company themselves held a raffle for free tickets and you were over the moon when you found out you won them.

Even those yummy food places you wanted to try but knew were too expensive for you had days were they were giving things out for almost free and you always managed to get there on time before they sold out.

If only you knew the truth. How many strings he had to pull to ensure you got all of that. Sure it took a lot of money, time and resources to make sure they got to you before anyone else. But seeing how happy you got made it all worth it.

The way you jump up and down when you got home, squeezing the plushy in your arms out of excitement. How you scream and even cried finding out you got the tickets. And seeing how happy you looked eating those foods. Your cheek puffed out and that content smile, looking like you were savoring every bite, not knowing the next time something like this would happen.

But he’ll make sure it will some time soon. He would do anything in his power to keep you healthy and happy. If that meant draining his bank account to see a smile on your face and the way your eyes lit up, he would do it in a heartbeat. Thankfully he wouldn’t have to worry about that happening. He had more than enough to do all that and more without making a dent in his account.

Now the next step was getting your attention so he could spoil you even more.

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Please no putting my writing in any AI chat, bot etc. And also no reposting as your own. Thank you for taking the time to read (つ˃ᵕ˂)つ⸝♡

[redwhitebruise]

Chat i was doing my normal grocery shopping thing. And um since its june and i live in the USA ofc stores are already putting out their red, white and blue artifical bullshit foods that i never get because i hate this country and things that remind me of it

But today i saw some snacks in that dumbass americana color scheme and i thought "homelander." So i grabbed it and then i realized i was blushing??

Yall if i get pavlov dog'd into getting horny over 4th of july im gonna be so mad

(This heart was on the packaging hehehe)

[redwhitebruise]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!

Yall are freaks ily