hellos, lil piece of advice and probably goodbyes
this is the first time i come in here in like 7 months i guess and i just forgot how i fuckin depressing tumblr can be sometimes
well if you're wondering how/where i've been for this year, i can tell you that my life was pretty shitty in 2012
i had a lot of depression crisises and it was certainly not fun. i came close to cutting myself but i was demotivated to do anything so i just punched walls and almost broke my hand. that was mostly because of a anti-acne acid i was taking and it had like hundreds of collateral effects.
last month, the treatment was over, thank god, but we'll get to that later.
i remember how depressed i was when i really used tumblr. not because it was sad, but just because it was actually kind of too much of an utopia and real life was making me more and more sad. so it was getting depressing to live.
but i have to tell you something, living in the real world is actually nice sometimes. i mean i've been blessed to find people in real world to whom i can talk and share my secrets or even just tell random stuff about music, and if you have this you should seriously hold on to it.
well, after i left tumblr i got better from the depression for a while, until i started taking that medicine and got fucked over again. also, my life was pretty shitty as i mentioned, and everything got harder.
for the last couple months depression has finally gone away. i'm truly happier now. and it feels good.
i forgot what this post is for.
anyway, i remember seeing depressed and suicidal people here. so i give you this: try to stay away from tumblr for some time. it helped me, a lot actually. it's an advice. if you don't like it, don't follow it.
i don't know if i'll post anymore. probably won't. but i won't delete my tumblr very soon.
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