to the old you, from the old me @disappearintheether - Tumblr Blog

#idk who made this but same #actuallymentallyill #actuallybipolar #actuallydepressed #actuallyanxious #bipolar problems

having a diagnosis is tough but what sucks even more than that is never getting a correct diagnosis. never knowing wtf is wrong with you. why you can’t focus even though you try really hard. why you live in a constant state of brain fog. why you simply can’t exist around other people or loud noises. having a million questions and never getting the answers. never having anyone taking you seriously. feeling like you have given your everything and only being told to try harder. i definitely can’t function like a normal person should and still no one can point out what the problem is.

#I’m pretty sure this will end me #screaming into the void

It seems like everyone I see looks like you. I see you all the time but your face is never quite right – and it breaks my heart cause I’m not sure what exactly you used look like and maybe those faces look nothing like yours and I’m just hanging on to anything I can.

#notes on grief

cornerihaunt

this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] ME HEE HEE HOO HOO HOOO HOO I’M THE ONLY ONE OF ME

Nevermind

Bye

sovietnam

Constantly torn between missing this website and feeling extremely annoyed by it

defectivegembrain

What's that? You're okay with this reasonable thing? It's allowed? I'm not gonna get in trouble? Great can I just get that in writing and can you restate it every time you see me?

me: ~being vulnerable for a total of 0.1 seconds~

also me: ew that’s so cringe

#actuallyanxious