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hiii this is my tumblr for appleflakes on ao3!!! 🫐 dead dove :3 18+ 🫐

[appleflakey]

hellooooo this my tumblr for my ao3 appleflakes! i have three (3) fic on there and i work very hard… here some facts abt me

i use he/him pronouns

i really like foxes and all kinds of fruits and veggies. typing this out makes me realize i might be secretly a forest animal

i am 18!

this is a side blog so my follows/likes will come from … a different blog :P

i’m writing a dead dove stepcest vincent charbonneau/rody lamoree fic on ao3 :P go read it you freaks it’s “Tear You Apart” and has a sequel “White Lights and Long Nights”

i’m also writing a dead dove incest vincent phantomhive/sebastian michaelis/ciel phantomhive stripper au fic on ao3 go read it it’s called “LoveGame”

serious part

i do not condone any of the things i write about in real life. fiction for me is a form of expression, coping, and exploration of myself. i am not anti-paraphilia, but i am anti-contact. none of the things i do or write about endanger myself or anyone else.

enjoy my blog :P

[appleflakey]

hi guys sorry it’s slightly late, i had a busy day today!!!

CHAPTER NUMERO SIETE!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

ENJOY!!! you are not ready for what is next.

[strawberisapphic]

everyone has a ship thats just: theyre perfect. they hate each other. theyre married. they havent spoken in 15 years. they have date nights three times a week. theyre divorced. theyre pining, its unrequited. its requited. theyre starcrossed. theyre meant to be. theyre doomed by the narrative. they love each other. theyve never held hands. they wont stop making out at parties. they cant look each other in the eye

[zimowahistoria-kuro]

kuro characters poll

link to the poll

i saw someone say that most people don't like alois, and it made me wonder what the general opinion looks like for other characters. to keep the poll short, i chose 25 most popular characters or those i think might be more polarizing and can be placed into 6 categories: like/dislike/top 3 favorites/top 3 most hated/don't know/neutral.

there’s no way to limit the columns so that there’s a maximum number of answers in the top 3 sections, so if more than three characters appear in "top 3," i simply won’t count the extra ones when calculating the results. also, you don’t have to force yourself to pick a top 3 from the listed characters. those columns can simply be left empty.

i'll post the results somewhere in about a week. 

to avoid spam responses, answers can be edited, but they are limited to one response per account, so signing in is required to fill it out.

[zimowahistoria-kuro]

on thursday i’ll make a summary, so i encourage everyone who hasn’t voted yet to do so! there’s only one person who hasn’t received a single “i don’t like them” response, and it’s not ciel. if you want, you can try guessing who it is. i won’t say who it is for now — i’m curious whether that will still change.

[darrenious]

Works go here!

(I am not a mod, just a humble enthusiastic pervert who saw nothing about the event on tumblr)

[appleflakey]

Forgive me if you've mentioned it in the fic, but in LoveGame, the last chapter got me thinking did Ciel have any sexual partners before Sebastian?

CLARIFYING QUESTION YAY!!!! essentially no, the only other experiences he’s had have been like. lap dances, normal stripper stuff with strangers, but even then he has NOT allowed the clients to touch him, not at all, and definitely not like vincent has. sebastian was his first and has been his only since he was about 15 — at least, that’s when they first actually had sex. sebastian was doing some crazy style grooming for a long time before that…

vincent, though, especially as he falls deeper into depravity, is constantly worried about whether ciel has been ruined by other men. even though he doesn’t yet know ciel’s secret (heheheheheheh. heheheheh. i love backlogging chapters…), he still worries about the look in his son’s eyes, the way he sways his hips when he walks, the pout of his perfect lips. what if someone had thought about ciel just like he had, and taken advantage of him? the thought never leaves vincent’s mind, it’s always there at the back, the knowledge that someone might’ve violated his kid before he got a chance to . :P

[badalloc]

Which ao3 tag are you?

Saw this, looks fun!

Link to the quiz is here

… yeah, that tracks.

Soft tagging @blockcat-safari, @jackdraw-spwrite, @cityofangeisislying, @audioeidolon, @venusplantt, @bardicc-inspo and @voidindite in case they would like to play along :)

(Feel free to jump in if this looks fun and I forgot to tag you!)

[unsurprisinglyren]

I’d say it’s spot on 👀🫡

Tagging (no pressure to play tho lovelies) @bumblabee @dayblu @h28731 @amanitus @hinicetomeetyou123 @muzzledwatchdog @appleflakey @softslip @darrenious @lisyonokk

[appleflakey]

LMFAO OF FREAKING COURSE…

@fengsuave123 and i’m afraid i have very little

other moots who have not been tagged already… Go fun tag game

[appleflakey]

I kinda like it being just the two of us (mostly) filling up the vinciel tag 😉 your writing is amazing btw 🫶🏻 very eye-catching and (in the best way) depraved.

Do you have any headcanons about vinciel and their dynamic? How you perceive it. I’d love to hear any you might have.

💖💖

OH MY GOSH…. HELLO…… i love your fics i love your writing !!! actually your fic chalk is how i got into black butler again after several years, and why i started writing lovegame…

thank you so much for the compliment !!!! i’m always trying to find a way to improve it… sometimes i reread my first chapter and im like dear lord i need to rewrite it

i do have some headcanons !! a lot of this i try to represent in some way in my fic, but idk how well it comes across…

i really think that ciel, while being a huge brat and sort of a mix of a tsundere and kuudere, just needs to be put in his place !! and vincent is constantly trying not to let his more… violent impulses get the better of him when it comes to disciplining his son, so he just takes more of a backseat approach

when ciel was younger, he was a lot more affectionate and clingy to vincent, but because of how much he reminded vincent of rachel, vincent tended to ignore him and push him away in favor of focusing on work. and when he pushed ciel away, he pushed him right into sebastian’s hands…

vincent is definitely an alcoholic, and it’s something ciel really struggles with mentally. whenever his dad is nice to him or expresses affection at all, he’s drunk off his mind and probably won’t remember it the next morning. ciel wants him to say he loves him, wants to make him proud, but vincent would never do that unless he was intoxicated. that’s why ciel craves it so much (to the point of developing an obsession), and probably why the entire plot of my fic happened in the first place…

quite nsfw… but i think the sex they have together ranges from very, very rough to very gentle and loving. being super horny lowers vincent’s inhibitions like being drunk does, so he’s more likely to act on impulse, whether that be hitting ciel or telling him he loves him . and i think ciel really likes both at the same time. like getting his ass slapped so much and so hard that he’s crying and won’t be able to sit normally for days, but also while vincent is telling him that he’s a good little boy

and finally ermmm i think that sebastian is a bit of a cuck situation when it comes to vinciel, where vincent is the one getting cucked LMFAO. it’s very very important for him to be a catalyst of the relationship, because otherwise ciel would never tell vincent and vincent would never act on his urges, but also once vincent realizes what sebastian has been doing to his son, he gets insanely jealous and can’t even stand the thought that his precious boy has been violated by someone other than him. this is also a great breeding ground for sebavin hate sex and beating each other up…. my favorite…. and i think ciel simultaneously doesn’t like to see his daddies fight but LOVES that they’re fighting over him . little attention whore…

okay erm yay those are some headcanons!!!!!! thank you so much for messaging me YAY i’m so excited about this

[tlbodine]

For the last goddamn time...

"Kill your darlings" means "if something is holding you back, get rid of it, even if it sounds pretty."

That's it! That's all it means! It means if you're stuck and stalled out on your story and you could fix the whole block by removing something but you're avoiding removing that thing because it's good, you remove that thing. That's the darling.

It does NOT mean

That you have to get rid of your self-indulgent writing

That you should delete something just because you like it (?wtf?)

That you need to kill off characters (??? what)

That you have to pare your story down to the absolute bare bones

That you have to delete anything whatsoever if you don't want to

The POINT is that you STOP FEELING GUILTY for throwing out good writing that isn't SERVING THE STORY.

The POINT is that you don't get so HUNG UP on the details that you lose sight of the BIG PICTURE.

Good grief....

[prof-grace-aspen]

Also, you don't have to like, delete it from existence. Keep a second document full of the Darlings. You never know when you'll need it later.

[earhartsease]

yes, your killed darlings are ripe for rebirth

[eldritchsandwich]

compost your darlings

recycle your darlings

Darlings who don't fit this narrative go into the use later folder

[appleflakey]

reading my old writing, even just from march is so funny. like i do not write like that anymore… either i was really bad at editing/proofreading my own stuff earlier, or i legit got way better thru writing incest… that’s so funny

[ticket-to-hell-lottery-winner]

idol ciel x stalker sebastian

proud of how i designed his outfit!!

[dummylee07]

What they do behind closed door

This post is very tamed so it better not be flag

[appleflakey]

hello mario. there is… ANOTHER CHAPTER OF LOVEGAME!!!! thank you all for your patience…

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[appleflakey]

“incest DNI” blog liking my incest posts on my porn blog…. alright…. i know what you are

[eruditence]

so you’re saying this artwork is about sebaciel being about to kiss, based on one of the lyrics from enamel? good point, yana

okayyyy THE gay, lesbian, het, COUPLES are dancinggggg

the way ciel gets jealous because sullivan stole his spot on sebastian’s lap… don’t worry, boy. he’s all yours

oh the heart emoji… ik who you are sebastian

i love toxic yaoi

literally my favorite artwork and my favorite note from yana. no matter what hardships they have to face, they’ll always have each other❤️

[secretlyawuss-deactivated202010]

Suspiciously Gay Official Art

I used to have a folder on my phone called “Suspiciously gay official art” I’ve since lost it but that doesn’t stop the fact that there’s a lot of sebaciel fan service (especially in the earlier years) as such, here’s a big post about it!

This was posted on Valentines day! they’re dancing together💕

once again dancing and being cute (have to be extra close because they’re not alone, notice the Seb thigh grab)

wow can you guys stop dancing all the time, its like you’re a couple!

what’s up with the thanksgiving art and Ciel lookin’ like a snac, idk there’s something weird goin’ on there (I feel like it’s too sensual to be a metaphor for Seb eating Ciel’s soul)

okay they’re straight up kissing wtf (I think that’s demon Ciel so season 2 doesn’t count but come on!)

Ciel does not need to hang onto Seb like that, that’s suspicious… suspiciously gay!

They’re always hanging off each other/possessively holding one another!

(sorry for the long post, feel free to add more suspiciously gay official art!)

[love-my-ciel]

Let´s add:

Pictures of their wedding lol

This iconic poster

Gay Smug faces

Holding tight

Suspiciously gay

[im0ved]

They look like they are getting married.

LOOK AT HOW SEBASTIAN IS LOOKING AT HIM.

Possessive man is possessive.

Ciel… Looks awfully jealous… I wonder why…

Don’t laugh don’t laugh don’t laugh don’t laugh-

So close…

[k-s-morgan]

All of these are stunning, but I especially love the ones of post-S2. So gothic, dark, and sensual. Ciel as a demon looks absolutely amazing, with those black nails and red eyes of his - and the heels! So many versions of his and Sebastian’s dynamic development over the eternity waiting for them.   

[misshoplite-deactivated20190523]

Oops… my hand slipped…

[red-blue-box]

there’s even more once you start looking more at yana’s sketches… 

but guys. there’s actually a straight, platonic justification for every image. it’s not as gay as you might think.

they are CLEARLY just friends or even only acquaintances. i’m sure they’re doing some kind of special handshake here

are you even bros if you won’t sensually take off your bro’s glove for him? (two left hands=two people/two dudes being dudes)

this is how i would spend time with my servants, if i had any,,

i too stand with my platonic acquaintances like this. often in fact. particularly as rose petals fall around us

the cameraman said “do a peace sign if you’re straight!” (don’t ask me how i know this, i just do)

any good bro carries his bro around bridal style, and then holds his bro in his arms in the same way as he sleeps (wait i don’t think he’s sleeping–the straightness levels killed him)

fellas it isn’t gay to get off on your bro’s suffering okay that’s just what us vanilla bros do for one another. it’s a mutual thing. ciel agrees

and then back to official art…

sorry, gay? not in my good christian house! i’ll have you know they said ‘no homo’ before they lay down together surrounded by roses and held hands. sebastian is clearly going to kiss ciel’s hand to seal the no-homo deal

finally, some good straight content! sebastian and his girlfriend are so cute. she’s blushing and his hand is even on her ass they’re clearly dating

the harder you hug somebody to you, the straighter it is. i’m sorry, i don’t make the rules

case in point. also the bro code says that when you’re underwater, no homo is taken as a given, since you can’t say it out loud :\

he’s literally leaning his head against ciel’s ass. idk what you want me to tell you other than that they’re 109% straight.

two bros chilling in the nintendo game 0 feet apart cause they’re not gay

…okay i’m done now that was full homo full sarcasm full sebaciel

(sorry for any accidental image repeats!)

[k-s-morgan]

It gets better every time and every time, it’s worth a reblog. 

[kitt-cat-7]

I’ve reblogged this once and you bet I’m gonna do it again

[griever-bit-my-finger-deactivat]

My own additions 😉

[red-blue-box]

look i know i’ve already posted on this thread… BUT… i’ve got some more

there’s no end to the suspiciously gay art, but that’s all i’ve got… for now

[uniloechmo]

I get the impression that all fan art of the black butler is kinda gay. So I will add some more

[saorisgirl]

Making my territory

THE 19TH ANNIVERSARY ART IS SO GAY AHSJSBBSBDB

[eruditence]

atp i believe toboso has a secret account where she makes sebaciel doujin there

[zimowahistoria-sbcl]

I love love LOOOVE toxic sebaciel. What do you mean you're cheating on your butler because it's your right as a nobleman. Why do you fight your master in the hopes the reconciliation leads to hot rough sex and maybe some sweet words. What do you mean you could run from him for a thousand years yet he'd still be your young master!!!! Stop this AT ONCE (never)

they are literally perfect for any toxic scenario, because what do you mean a human has absolute autonomy over a demon and can command him to do anything and sebastian has to obey? what do you mean there’s an unhealthy age gap between them? what do you mean their relationship exists because a demon manipulated someone in a vulnerable mental state? what do you mean a child takes satisfaction in publicly beating his butler while he’s lying motionless on the ground? what do you mean ciel makes sebastian jealous by constantly flirting with a poor innocent writer? what do you mean this is just what their relationship looks like