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Me😅irl

So true

No one talks about how healing from trauma is incredibly painful and draining. It is not yoga, painting, and journal writing. It takes a lifetime of work, patience, determination, and hope. It makes you want to give up on relationships, jobs, goals, and yourself. It is messy and a nightmare. New scars are always scratching to be seen within your memory. It seems to be never ending.

yourbigsisnissi

My goal is to be positive and warm and to never be the reason why some one else has a bad day. There’s enough misery in this world without me adding to it because I have an attitude.

Something I learned in undergrad that is proving to be even more useful in graduate school: write every paper or assignment just a lil bit tipsy and proofread sober. Your thoughts won’t be smooth but they will be deep, critical and meaningful.

just did yoga guided by a yogi at home. I had to stop. There were too many feels and now I feel somehow wrong for stopping which I’m pretty sure is a feeling I should be letting go.

#yoga #too many feels

I found out today I can download all my content from facebook (so I have my pictures cause it’s all I care about) and permanently delete my account....which I could have sworn was not an option when I first stop using it and deactivated. I’m real happy. Now stop promoting all these new social media platforms cause NO

EDIT: actually do promote these platforms primarily for small businesses trying other more successful business strategies (like chronological feeds)

obeyev1l

there are a lot of strange expectations put on you in life by people who are not you

ithelpstodream

latinarebels

it is a privilege to learn about racism instead of experiencing it your whole life.

wnq-writers

She is strong, but not in the ways most people think. She loves more than she’ll ever get back and she knows it. And yet, she loves anyway.

dilbaram (via wnq-writers)

6lacksoul

anancientheart

i used to ask for specific signs all the time from the universe but she doesn’t do that. i don’t think she’s going to follow a little person’s rules. you’ve got to listen to her. quiet parts of yourself that are full of friction, irrational fears, negative thinking. sit with nothing. live in this and let things come to you. let her speak the way she’s gonna speak. she’s got a lot to say to you and she’s saying it every day.

violentwavesofemotion-deactivat

Are you often naive or gullible?

I can be manipulated, if that’s what you mean. And when I love, I love blindly. I can be over-trusting. But it will strangely be on my terms. Either because I’ll be wilffully immersing myself in the illusion or because I’ll have figured it out but still not want to believe it? Aka I’m naive when my heart’s in it. When I’m vulnerable and open. When I want to postpone absolution in cognitive processes and kind of…attempt to freeze time, give the benefit of the doubt, allow things to flow etc. I’m very self-destructive as far as that is concerned. Otherwise I’m just plain suspicious and slightly paranoid and overreacting. I’m a natural at overreacting, it’s just completely my nature. Both in the good and the bad. I can also act naive (pretty effortlessly) simply to allow the other person to lay their cards as “freely” as possible on the table. But I’m too perceptive // attentive for my own good, really, & I cannot escape awareness. Awareness comes. It might delay, I might be blind-sided in the process or blind-side someone else, but awareness comes. It might be painful but I’d never sacrifice it simply to indulge in the myth.

I didn't even realize how much I love tomatoes until I discovered I have a food sensitivity to them 😩❤️🍅

#food sensitivities