What kind of studyblr am I?? I missed all the important landmarks! End of exams...summer holidays... ReSUlts dAy.
I’m sure those of you who care are wondering how I got on! But firstly I’d like to say a very very late well done to all studyblrs whether you’ve recieved results or not...just the fact that you’re consistently working hard is amazing!
My results day was odd. It was happy and a whirlwind but It was over so soon. It still doesn’t feel real.
I achieved the grades to study medicine at my top choice university! What more could I want?
Well for starters, I had this horrible, dark feeling within me. That I didn’t deserve my place. That I made it because I was lucky.
These thoughts are examples of imposter syndrome..I may do a post about it later as I think a lot of med and non med students suffer from this and it’s a really demoralising state of mind to be in.
These thoughts are normal, but they are also not true. You deserve whatever you have worked for. Nobody can take that away from you. I know, it’s easier said than done, but it’s something I must convince myself of daily, as I sit in lecture theatres with the top whatever- percent of students in my country.Somehow I doubt I’m really one of them.
I have to remember how hard I worked, and how much I’ve wanted this, and how the university must have seen something in me to choose me from thousands of applicants. That helps...for a while.
Anyways. Enough babbling. I’m back after a hiatus that I didn’t even realise I was taking, and I’ll post loads of med and uni-life stuff!
Anyone who’s reading this, thanks for sticking around <3 and feel free to message me about your academic or non academic journeys!! Uni life is lonely and I need more friends :)
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