Who am I.

[humunanunga]

Enough of the trope where memory loss undoes the damage or the corruption or whatever. More content where removing memories just removes the context.

The tragedy of needing to grieve and not knowing what or who you lost or why. The angst of having trauma and being denied the awareness that it's trauma. The suspense of being different somehow and left to wonder how and when. The tension of knowing that something is off and you can't find where it hurts. The Adventure Zone gets it. Kingdom Hearts gets it.

There is an aching inside you and you don't know how it got there.

[araneidanscarring]

tag refresher since its been yrs XD

|> 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚟𝚎. (NARAKU.)

|> 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚕𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗. (PROMPTS.)

|> 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚜𝚠𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎. (ANSWERS.)

|> 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚍𝚘𝚖 𝚍𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚎. (HEADCANONS.)

|> 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚍𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚜. (MUSINGS.)

|> 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎'𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚞𝚜. (KRAVITZSAYS.)

|> 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚏𝚎𝚗 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚎. (INTERESTS.)

|> 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠. (AESTHETICS.)

[araneidanscarring]

lkgffdgj i can’t believe i remembered naraku’s info!! huzzah!!

[cursedmcnk]

hey so kravitz said “we need more miroku on this dash dammit”. & did a thing. HEAVILY CANON DIVERGENT & HEADCANON HEAVY. PLEASE READ RULES & ABOUT BEFORE INTERACTION!! LIKE & REBLOG IF INTERESTED IN INTERACTING.

[melamemea]

     *     no is a difficult word to say in the world of role play. i have issues when it comes to rejecting requests in terms of writing. ‘ can we rp ? ’ is a question i find really difficult to handle, because there are days where i want to say no, sorry, i don’t have the time, but i fear that people will mistake it for me not being interested. it’s ! difficult ! and i wish the role play community would be more open for the word ‘no’. because no, sometimes i don’t want to role play. no, sometimes i don’t want to ship. no, sometimes i can’t do the thing you want me to do. but i am trying, i am always trying. if i say no, or turn down your requests, please don’t see it as me not being interested. sometimes i have too much on my hands, and there are days where i simply don’t feel like doing something; please, please, don’t take this personal. it’s not meant to be personal. it’s meant as a ‘maybe later’.  

[venusaurasaboy]

i am a luxury few can tolerate

[araneidanscarring]

naraku is hot and he knows this. he OWNS it. who wouldn’t want to fuck him.

[araneidanscarring]

' ...Naraku-sama...did you STEAL my eyeshadow? ' / Kagura be like xD have this random thing!

a smile tightly pulls along his lips: there is no warmth. he reaches a hand out, and lightly caresses the side of her face. never once blinking. nor looking away from her. "STEAL? no. of course not, kagura. as though anything that is in your possession is not already mine by default. after all, i own you. i CREATED you." 

[araneidanscarring]

look at that eyeshade. how long do you think it takes naraku to do that. to get it to the perfect consistency, and shade? i imagine him holed up in his bedroom and just, trying out different shades. maybe one day it’s a light blue. another day it’s more teal or green. one day he switches it up entirely and just does like a fuchsia or purple colour. maybe he wants someone to compliment him on his pretty eyes. maybe he does it for himself. he’ll never tell.

[attackonnatasha]

[araneidanscarring]

Lust Drive

“as it should be.” he would have taken nothing less.

[paradise008]

[silent-fucking-hill]

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[araneidanscarring]

thecursedpriestess​:

🏹   “Shura is my responsibility while he chooses to explore these lands, Naraku. Your advice was one of a lower demon. Unlike yourself, there are other demons that value honour, pride and strength.” Her lips twitched slightly into a ghost of a smile. “You humans ? Do you forget that you are also half human ?”

he looked bored already. naraku raised an eyebrow at her, just some, when she mentioned his advice was of ‘lower’ demons. “demonic nature is what demonic nature is.” and that’s all he’ll say on the matter. her incessant bitching certainly was grating on his nerves more than usual. at her question of his ‘humanity’, naraku’s eyes narrow just a fraction,

“what is it you plan on accomplishing with this conversation, kikyou. if insulting me is doing something for you. by all means. keep going. but it won’t affect me like you think it may.”

[araneidanscarring]

thecursedpriestess​:

 araneidanscarring​ : “i see you’re as bitter as always.”

“Speak what you will. My only concern is for that boy. Leave him be. His father is not one to cross and not even you, should tempt your luck.”

“that ‘boy’ is not of your human-kin. he is of demons. thusly, we were having a rather normal conversation. you humans. always judging and putting down what you fail to understand.”

[araneidanscarring]

betrayaltaught​:

♛ “A cheap win counts for nothing and wouldn’t satisfy anything. “ Shura was getting frustrated.  “Maybe it makes you happy but it wouldn’t for me.” 

“truly the definition of ‘cheap’ depends on the person experiencing the situation. to that end. i suppose you are correct: you find no joy in this. do as you will, little demon child.”

[araneidanscarring]

enchantressacrosstime​:

“Ah…so there is your most prized possession. I still do not understand why you seek it to be completed, but as you know I will not stand in your way.” She had no reason to do so, after all. The Shikon Jewel was an artifact known to cause all those who came into contact with it nothing but suffering. Beyond not needing it’s power, Kaguya certainly did not want her rather comfortable lifestyle to be uprooted by a stupid gem.

As he explains himself, the ever observant night enchantress can pick up on his frustration. She was one with the ability to see into the hearts of those she interacted with, but in Naraku’s case, she didn’t need it to see how delightfully tormented he is that he has yet to understand all the secrets of this world. He always did enjoy and desired being on top and in control of things, a trait that reminded her of someone else she was familiar with. 

“Considering the pathetic nature of every other half-breed I’ve come across except for you, I think my praise is quite justified. You are a rare and special case.” He was the only half-demon she had come to respect, a fact Kaguya had made clear time and time again. “It does not shock me that things have advanced so much. It is as natural as the flow of time itself. Just like it is natural for humans to still cause their own misery….Such foolish and entertaining creatures….”

the corner of naraku’s lips twitch, into something of a near smile. it’s rare for him to smile genuinely, that part of himself has long since been buried. shed. “...how kind of you. that is high praise indeed, kaguya. i will treasure it.” he listened on as she mulled over the technologies of this age, and the fool hearty nature of humanity.

“indeed. am i to expect more of your little visits? perhaps one day we can dine together.”