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I hate myself so much somtimes

cuz like wtf

So anyways new fic I'm writing ,crazy that I started a new one yesterday and now I'm kinda completing this one even tho I thought of it months ago.....

So pacific rim au with og cale and og krs :) ( the one I'm working on like rn)

Hogwarts with og cale and og krs ( pretending I know how you draw to visualize this one)

Og Cale in twst ( this is pasted tense I started it but I discontinued it...)

Krscale in obm ( yeahhh no.)

Not og, ogcale otome-ish ( I haven't posted yet)

My au tboah x totcf but pre-cannon kinda ( 2 new chapters just posted )

Mammon in twst ( writers block)

My actual book series ( on hold)

My actually manga/comic/lightnovel thing ( my artist is on strick until next year)

My fucking cult lore ( no one wants to join the discord server to roleplay )

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a selfish salvation

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Hey sister

Hey sister,

will you be there,

When i return home?

Will your voice still hum

through the quiet,

soft and light?

Will your footsteps echo

down the hall at night,

or vanish like stars,

during the day?

Hey sister,

do they tell you,

why gentle hands

are taught to fight?

Do they wrap it

in courage and grace,

Smiling behind,

a mask of lies.

If I call your name

through the morning rays,

will it find your heart,

will you still be there?

Hey sister…

please can i come home to you,

before you become

a mother with stories

they expect you

to carry quietly.

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Hey brother

Hey brother,

will you be there,

when I wake,

or will you die,

in a war,

not your own to fight?

Will your voice still echo

down the halls of our home,

or fade like smoke

where the lost ones roam?

Will your laughter linger

in the quiet night,

or leave me grasping

at memories that aren't there?

Hey brother,

did they tell you,

Why boys become soldiers,

Why sons must die?

Or do they dress itin honor and pride,

while mothers weep

and fathers lie?

If I call your name

to the breaking dawn,

will it reach you still

or pass you by?

Hey brother…

please come back to me,

before you become

just a name

they ask me

to remember.

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I’m wallowing in my own stupidity.

Don’t talk to me.

Don’t look at me.

Don’t comfort me.

Don’t question me.

I’m wallowing in my own stupidity.

Don’t reason with me.

Don’t laugh at me.

Don’t pity me.

Don’t argue with me.

I’m wallowing in my own stupidity.

Don’t wait for me.

Don’t hope for me.

Don’t save me.

Don’t stay for me.

I’m wallowing in my own stupidity.

Don’t.

I’ll repeat it endlessly,

like it’s all I’m meant to be:

someone lost wallowing in their own stupidity.

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The kind die first

Kindness was my first language, but violence was the one everyone answered in.

When history asks where hope went, point it toward the graves of my enemies... and my friends. Tell it to dig. That's where I buried it—beneath the same earth where my innocence was laid to rest, my faith was left to rot, and mercy drew its final breath. Tell them hope wasn't lost. It died with me on that battlefield.

Compassion made me a victim. Conviction made me a weapon. I stopped asking for peace the day the world mistook it for weakness. I forgot what forgiveness felt like, and they mistook my patience for permission.

Every scar is a receipt for a debt the world still owes me. The blood on my hands isn't what keeps me awake. It's whose blood isn't. I stopped asking why. The universe stopped giving answers.

The gods looked away for one second but that was all I needed. The Devil didn't tempt me. Humanity did. And when the gates of Hell opened, they couldn't keep me. They begged me to go back.

Even my ghosts are afraid of what I've become, the person I miss most is the one I used to be.

Hope died first. It didn't survive. I became what killed it.

A sword is only as merciful as the hand that wields it. And when I fall, let the earth choke on my blood, as hope choked on the war.

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I need some decition making

round 1

Whitch name is better

Wonder Academy

Crimson Ivory Academy

Somthing else ( suggestions in the comments)

Voting ended onJul 7

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how do you win this match ?????

any colour ,any rules ( realisticly pls)

And yes to those asking this is a custom handmade chess set made by my own hands

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serious conversations

real convo but it feels more like a skit or incorrect quote

Friend: What’s your opinion on polyamorous people?

Me: I mean… I am one, so I think we’re alright

Friend: Aww, I’m glad you accept it

Me: Yeah…

Friend: Wait.. so how did you figure out you were polyamorous?

Me: Honestly? I don’t even know.

Me: It was kinda just… I liked women, and then I also liked men, and neither feeling went away.

Me: And I just sat there like, “oh… okay.”

Friend: That’s fair

Me: …and then at some point my brain really went-

Me: “I mean… I do have two hands.” 👐

Friend: …

Friend: I don’t think that’s how that works

Me: Yeah, probably not. But that’s where I was at 😭

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there's nothing as wonderful as eating a home grown cucumber

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my dad found my homework

:)

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pov pain makes you think of the craziest crossover fics/ideas

Im writing ( shocker I know) a crack series their texting fic or live au vibe

Twst x monster high x ever after high x desendents +rise of red crossover

makes no sense and all sense at the same time

Rightnow I'm only working on one bit of it

Lillia and draculora as siblings

Key points to this au :

○ Fae maturity age is 1000

○ lillia is a teen dad and child soldier

○ lillia is little brother and Lora is older sister

○ bat fae discrimination, bat fae have lost their rights to be called fae and so they are known as vampires

○ silver and steal hurts bat fae

○ lillia was abandoned at a young age

○ pretty sure ( correct me if I'm wrong it'd been a while since I watched monster high) Lora is vampire royalty? So technically so is lillia

○ lillia doesn't talk about his family or sister at all , malleus and silver didn't even know he has one

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round #1

Vote you're secret holder

trey

jade

lillia

Voting ended onFeb 10

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pov the ao3 curse gets you

currently in hospital funnn

Said no one fucking ever

proof

Sadly my exam schedule is now fucked and I won't be posting my next chapter

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this is officially one of my favorite versions of " no beta we die like ____"

" no beta ____ is fucking dead "