BLESS ME WITH ALL MY SINS !

𝐎𝐍   𝐌𝐘   𝐖𝐀𝐘   𝐓𝐎   𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋    𝐆𝐎𝐃

[arcrootkill]

* // 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐓𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋 : 𝐙𝐄𝐑𝐎 𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐓𝐘-𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 !   a dash, mutuals & 18+ only, multiverse & multiship roleplay blog for zero ninety-nine, a fandomless original character worshipped by ASTRAË /  ©

                       𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐆𝐋𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐂 (𝐋𝐎𝐀𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆...)  /   𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐓   /   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐎   /   𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆

[arcrootkill]

don't know if there's still anybody here but i remade months ago and am slowly coming back, for good this time. i've been writing again and i feel comfortable coming back, for real this time, as long as my brain allows it. find me over @rootkill

[arcrootkill]

don't know if there's still anybody here but i remade months ago and am slowly coming back, for good this time. i've been writing again and i feel comfortable coming back, for real this time, as long as my brain allows it. find me over @rootkill

[arcrootkill]

yoooooo, guess who's back ?

[arcrootkill]

slowly remaking over there, won’t be active right away because of all the work i still have to do for college, this year is really kicking my ass but i guess that’s what happens when you study for a master’s degree...

[arcrootkill]

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[dreamarchived-deactivated202309]

𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚏𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛    by  the  name  of  abel  arden.      this  blog  explores  the  themes  of  girlhood  &  godhood,    loss  &  sacrifice,   loss of  innocence  /  rebirth,    and  fighting  for  love.    triggering  content  may  be  present.      written  by  lea. 

[lifeinpoetry]

Do you want this? Can you handle this? Do you want the war that comes with this skin? Well, come here then.

— Shauna Barbosa, from “Self-Proclaimed Sad Boy,” Cape Verdean Blues

[boozsey]

(i’m not built for love, i’m not good enough)

[arcrootkill]

hiiii we have written together before in the past on and off and i just want to say i always appreciated how nice and kind you were to me,and others in general. you're genuine and sweet and incredibly talented and i will always admire your oc. she's always been one of my favorites and its nice to see you on the dash getting the love and support you deserve❤

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

[arcrootkill]

hi i just want you to know that you're such a talented, sweet, and beautiful person with so much passion and creativity; you're such an inspiration! you're a beacon of light that deserves all the good and success in the world - keep being you lil cheeseball, i love you so much ❤❤❤❤❤❤

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

[arcrootkill]

I LOVE U SO MUCH. your writing is incredible, you’re such a good n supportive friend, and you always push me to b my best self both in writing & ooc. you truly are one of my favorite people and my favorite blogs on tumblr. <3

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

[arcrootkill]

i don’t think we’ve spoken but i adore you & would love to plot with you! 🥺💜

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

[mcmachine]

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY, JUST PUBLISH.

[amoying]

*breaks the law* *duct tapes it back together*

[arcrootkill]

@soulfulmuses​​   /   mari

    door  swings  open  and  mari  can’t  help  but  feel  her  heart  skip  a  beat.  god,   she’s  missed  you.     hands  itch  to  reach  forward,   to  grab  you  and  pull  herself  right  into  the  crook  of  your  neck  where  she  belongs.  but  she  doesn’t.   even  now,   vulnerability  is  as  hard  as  ever.    her  cigarette  is  plucked  from  her  teeth,   a  cherry  tongue  moving  to  wet  chapped  lips.   she  flicks  ash  onto  the  floor,    shifting  in  her  spot  almost  uncomfortably  as  ninety  -  nine’s   shock  splashes  onto  her  like  a  wave.    ‘   no —  no  hello,    i  miss  –  missed  ya?     ‘     a  scoff,    and  a  shake  of  her  head.   ‘   been  locked  u –  up,   you  know  me.   ‘     a  gesture  to  her  hospital  bracelet,   and  a  nonchalant  shrug.     ‘   gotta  keep   th –   things  interesting  some –   some  –  somehow.  ‘ 

all this time, & ninety-nine hasn’t realized ( or, rather, wished to admit ) how much she’s missed you / how much she fucking loves you — until now. &, as the initial shock fades away to give way to pure, unaltered euphoria accompanied by relief / she can’t suppress the urge to pull you into her arms / ( desperately ) holding you closer & tighter than she ever has before ( as if terrified you’d just disappear into thin air — again ! ). it very well might be the first time she’s ever let her affection towards you show in such an ostensible & gentle manner / usually burying it underneath layers upon layers of cold & often cruel apathy / choosing, instead, to lay her vulnerability bare, for you & the world to witness. “ what the hell did you do this time ? ”

[arcrootkill]

tolast​   /   ellie

teasing as a means of suppressing, denying as a means quelling the range of intensity, the fervor in their emotion, beating so soundly — no, rapidly — at the mid of their heart.     “  pfft, good!  ‘cause i was about to say — you totally look like you’re making googly eyes at me right now.  it’s kind of —  ”     cute.     “  — dumb.  ”     oh my god.  even under the dim lighting, the gradual reddening to ellie’s cheeks is as bright as the setting sun; as noticeable as a ripened tomato — and they certainly hate the stupid plant all the more for it.  did i…  a sobering thought, unavoidable.  (thinking is ellie’s worst enemy; thinking, overthinking…  isn’t it all just the same?)  really just say that?

i’m such a fucking idiot.

ninety-nine can sense it / that tension gradually filling the air / so thick you could cut through it with a knife ! yet she’s unable to pinpoint its source / unable to decipher its meaning / convinced that the feelings she has for you could never be reciprocated / her love, doomed to be unrequited. & so, she chalks it all up to her own discomfort / unwilling to see the truth even when it’s staring her right in the face. cheeks set aflame by undisclosed desires / her heart threatening to spring from her chest / she chuckles, again, even more nervously than before. “ i have no fucking idea what you’re talking about, ” she outright denies / avoiding your gaze / terrified that her own might ( once more ) give her away.