so long, and thanks for all the fish

🌌thanks for the memories🛸

[areuslappin]

signing off after 8 years

This has been a long time coming, but I am finally leaving this site for good! I barely come on anymore, and if I do, it’s only for a few minutes. 

I’ve not done well mentally on this site (ever since my first big hiatus in 2015). The reasons for this are private but it has, at times, directly affected me to the point of self-harm. Ever since graduating and moving on with my life, I’ve found that I’m in a better headspace outside tumblr, even with what little resources I have.

I want to thank this website in general (and a few of you who have been on since the very beginning) for helping me to change my world view, educating me, and helping me to become a better person. 

This isn’t some nostalgic bs…I came from an extremely isolated conservative christian bubble, never went to school, had extremely limited contact with friends, no siblings, no groups or camps, not allowed to drive or go out, was kept in a small room every day except sunday, and everything I did, said, and looked at was heavily monitored by my parents. I have been really fucked up in my life, but when I received my first laptop at age 19 and signed up on this website after finding some of @mfluder14‘s posts, it opened up a new world for me. 

I’m also just not really into fandoms anymore. It’s multiple reasons…whether I’ve been extremely jaded by how my favorite franchises have been treated, or seeing just years of infighting and discourse: I’m tired. One thing’s for sure though, I’ll miss the creativity here. 

In conclusion to this rambling, I would just encourage anyone to reach out patiently to young people who don’t share your views, because I was once there, and it helped me to change. There’s shitty people out there but there’s also just uneducated people like me that are struggling to unlearn everything that had been forced on them. It takes time. 

This blog will stay up, since I can’t bring myself to delete 8 years of stuff like that. I think I created my blog in May, so it’s fitting that I will leave it on this month.  And, I want to thank the few people who know me irl on here for keeping my blog, and real name, private.

So long, and I hope you keep sipping that Loving Mulder juice! 

[areuslappin]

signing off after 8 years

This has been a long time coming, but I am finally leaving this site for good! I barely come on anymore, and if I do, it’s only for a few minutes. 

I’ve not done well mentally on this site (ever since my first big hiatus in 2015). The reasons for this are private but it has, at times, directly affected me to the point of self-harm. Ever since graduating and moving on with my life, I’ve found that I’m in a better headspace outside tumblr, even with what little resources I have.

I want to thank this website in general (and a few of you who have been on since the very beginning) for helping me to change my world view, educating me, and helping me to become a better person. 

This isn’t some nostalgic bs...I came from an extremely isolated conservative christian bubble, never went to school, had extremely limited contact with friends, no siblings, no groups or camps, not allowed to drive or go out, was kept in a small room every day except sunday, and everything I did, said, and looked at was heavily monitored by my parents. I have been really fucked up in my life, but when I received my first laptop at age 19 and signed up on this website after finding some of @mfluder14‘s posts, it opened up a new world for me. 

I’m also just not really into fandoms anymore. It’s multiple reasons...whether I’ve been extremely jaded by how my favorite franchises have been treated, or seeing just years of infighting and discourse: I’m tired. One thing’s for sure though, I’ll miss the creativity here. 

In conclusion to this rambling, I would just encourage anyone to reach out patiently to young people who don’t share your views, because I was once there, and it helped me to change. There’s shitty people out there but there’s also just uneducated people like me that are struggling to unlearn everything that had been forced on them. It takes time. 

This blog will stay up, since I can’t bring myself to delete 8 years of stuff like that. I think I created my blog in May, so it’s fitting that I will leave it on this month.  And, I want to thank the few people who know me irl on here for keeping my blog, and real name, private.

So long, and I hope you keep sipping that Loving Mulder juice! 

[barkycatbros]

Happy National Siamese Cat Day! 🎶

[saiytan-blog]

https://instagram.com/sinbiox

[slayerbuffy]

[i-heart-scully]

Demons

[irlsuccubus]

Who the fuck ripped this fat vape at silent hill I’m trying to find my dead wife

[observeroftheuniverse]

[geocitiescore]

[slayerbuffy]

[i-homeostasis]

dude seeing these Mega high quality images of the surface of mars that we now have has me fucked up. Like. Mars is a place. mars is a real actual place where one could hypothetically stand. It is a physical place in the universe. ITS JUST OUT THERE LOOKING LIKE UH IDK A REGULAR OLD DESERT WITH LOTS OF ROCKS BUT ITS A WHOLE OTHER PLANET? 

[i-homeostasis]

LIKE THIS JUST LOOKS LIKE IT COULD BE A PERSON’S BACKYARD. LIKE YEA A LITTLE DUSTY MAYBE THERE WAS A SANDSTORM BUT THAT’S COOL I’M JUST GONNA WALK DOWN TO THE STORE P S Y C H YOU’RE ON MARS BICH!

[schro-dingus-deactivated2023030]

i hate to be rude and intrude on this post but we have decent pictures of the surface Venus too! 

[garbage-empress]

the venus one especially fucks me up because those pictures were taken on a planet that has a surface temperature hot enough to melt lead and an atmospheric pressure equal to being about 1 km (~0.6 miles) under the ocean and to get there you have to fall through clouds made of sulfuric acid.

[thexfiles]

most relatable melodramatic fox mulder moment was when scully walked in on him sitting in the dark and was like “what are you thinking about” and he said “oh, the usual. destiny, fate, how to throw a curve ball. the inextricable relationships in our lives that are neither accidental nor somehow in our control, either”…………. he gets it

[valtsv]

not to get too controversial or anything but i think i should be allowed to set things on fire with my mind

[valtsv]

like im already capable of it but i think it should be legalised

[foxmulders]

thinking about the complexity of jaime and briennne’s relationship again…..WILL be popping off about this later tonight…

[foxmulders]

ok so first i just wanna say jaime and brienne are like. intricate rituals. like You Construct Intricate Rituals Which Allow You To Convey Love Tenderness and Respect Through Classically Medieval Ceremonies of Honor and Loyalty. that’s my first point.

[foxmulders]

and honestly. not even talking about them sexually or explicitly romantically but just like. conceptually. very much an embodiment of to be armed and/or disarmed by someone and what those things mean and how they shift in different contexts. like the idea that Both of those things can be equally as vulnerable and respectful. like a scene where they’re both literally naked in a bathtub and jaime is fainting into her arms is very much a scene about Disarming another person by disarming urself. and the scene where the dude gives her a sWORD and she names it Oathkeeper after he talks about being called Oathbreaker is. Literally and metaPHYsically about arming someone else and the love inherent in that! Medieval ceremonies of honor and loyalty! and i havent even talked about particular character growth bc tbh i dont know enough i just love hearing myself talk but! i love a nuanced relationship that seems aware of its place in this medieval fantasy world and uses that to layer its meaning! THAT is sexy folks! that’s all for tonight! will not be taking questions but am open to comments!

[cillianmurphy]

Avengers Endgame will premiere in 14 hours so reblog this post to let your followers know that you will NOT be posting from footage of the movie (only from officially released clips) AND that you will be tagging spoilers

[just--space]

Hubble’s Lucky Observation of an Enigmatic Cloud : The little-known nebula IRAS 05437+2502 billows out among the bright stars and dark dust clouds that surround it. (via NASA)

[rachel-weisz]

Mulder: *talks* Scully: