aryan

[hatin]

there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore

[roohshm]

So, self hate is also a thing. To me, self love seems like a myth. All the insecurities float on the surface and cloud your mind, stopping you from feeling normal. A mirror was never my best friend.

[chasing-riyals]

“why do you sleep so much” bro i hate it here

[swanlikembrace]

feel like pure shit i just wanna be silly with my friends at the grocery store again

[hypocrisssy]

"And no, she isn't the easiest girl to love. She has this bad habit of overthinking, she tends to overreact more than she should and she gets a little insecure every once in a while. She'll be needy for your attention, she'll want to literally take up all of your time, and she'll require a lot of reassurance. If anything, she is everything you wouldn't want in a girlfriend.

She isn't capable of fully trusting you, she doesn't know when to stop fighting with you even if she's wrong, and she has no problem pushing you away if she feels like you're close to hurt her. Loving her will stress you out, loving her will make you angry, loving her will break your heart at times, loving her will test you, loving her will challenge you, and loving her will change you.

It may get so demanding that you'll be tempted to walk away, it may get so hard that you'll think about giving up, and it may get so complicated that you won't want to deal with her anymore. Loving her means you get to see her at her worst and most vulnerable and that is something that you'll have be strong enough to handle because she needs someone who's patient enough to understand why she is who she is today.

It's not gonna be an easy relationship with her. But if she is in love with you, then she can promise that you'll be loved with such passion and intensity that you'll forget what life felt like before she came along because she'll always be there to put your heart back together after breaking it. Maybe she's not the best at being loved, but she's pretty amazing at loving."

[kitty]

[fullmoongreatness-deactivated20]

my ultimate dream is to go to Alaska and fuckin witness the Aurora Borealis. I could die there.

[dakilanggerlpren]

Ugh same! I want to go there with the person I love and maybe make him propose? Hintttt

[hypocrisssy]

"And no, she isn't the easiest girl to love. She has this bad habit of overthinking, she tends to overreact more than she should and she gets a little insecure every once in a while. She'll be needy for your attention, she'll want to literally take up all of your time, and she'll require a lot of reassurance. If anything, she is everything you wouldn't want in a girlfriend.

She isn't capable of fully trusting you, she doesn't know when to stop fighting with you even if she's wrong, and she has no problem pushing you away if she feels like you're close to hurt her. Loving her will stress you out, loving her will make you angry, loving her will break your heart at times, loving her will test you, loving her will challenge you, and loving her will change you.

It may get so demanding that you'll be tempted to walk away, it may get so hard that you'll think about giving up, and it may get so complicated that you won't want to deal with her anymore. Loving her means you get to see her at her worst and most vulnerable and that is something that you'll have be strong enough to handle because she needs someone who's patient enough to understand why she is who she is today.

It's not gonna be an easy relationship with her. But if she is in love with you, then she can promise that you'll be loved with such passion and intensity that you'll forget what life felt like before she came along because she'll always be there to put your heart back together after breaking it. Maybe she's not the best at being loved, but she's pretty amazing at loving."

[theunrequitedlover]

[blaekswan-deactivated20210428]

me, age 15: i cant wait to be 20 when i will finally reach my full potential, peak me,

me, on my 20s: i cant wait to die

[traumaticchild]

*bottles up emotions* this coping shits easy

[zombieheroine]

The real writer experience is standing in the shower and coming up with the most authentic dialogue with perfect phrasing and raw emotion in your head, then stepping out and drying your hair, putting on some clean pajamas and opening a word document to write down all your perfect ideas only to realize everything has evaporated. 

[monzterzack]

[kdxart]

I FEEL CALLED OUT

[thelibrarina]

Never lose a perfect shower line again.*

*Remember to erase promptly if you share a bathroom with anyone.

[survivablyso]

I’ve used these to outline term papers. nothing like a bath to get your brain to finally kick into gear and figure out your damn thesis

[polyhorde]

[thebibliosphere]

WHAT

[shell-senji]

Also these handy little guys if you prefer a notepad:

[micromys]

Are you kidding, shower crayons are the BEST when you share a bathroom with other people. When I was in college, we had them and we would use them to carry on philosophical debates, finish song lyrics, get life/writing advice, etc. It was so much fun and I miss it. 

[possiblypessimistic]

Oh my GOD no one told me these existed

Also

God fucking bless the people who made these

[aphony-cree]

Going back into the shower (you don’t need to turn it on) can be enough to retrieve the memory

Our brains refresh every time we go through a doorway. It packs away the data from the room we left so it can load up the floor plan of the room we’re going into. If you go back to the room where you had the thought your brain will often unpack the memory when it’s loading up the floor plan

[beamingsuggestion]

to everyone making progress that nobody else recognizes, I’m proud of you

[jakeycasiano]

Okay. It's one of those nights again. A devouring stillness.

[amidstsilence]

[pilosoponyoping]

henlo im tired playing valorant hehe wala skl

[c0smilk]

i dont get why i keep myself from falling asleep when i dont even have someone to talk to at this late hour