Carry Me From These Walls Brother Of Mine [moved]

WE DO NOT USE THIS BLOG ANYMORE!! Bear/Charlie • He/They • teamgenic + monoconscious system • systemfluid • armydreamersys on SP

[armydreamersys]

୭ ˚ ⌞ i'm gonna sleep cuz you live in my daydreams ⌝༄

𝜗𝜚⠀ ⌢ ⠀ ⠀col. bear / charlie ⠀ ⠀ ⥰

⠀ 𓏲⠀col. he / him / they / them

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⥰ ⠀col. neu terms

𓏲 col. systemfluid, intersex, aroace

⥰ african american / soulaani + caucasian american biracial

⥰ bodily 17 ⋆˚࿔

⌢ asd, bpd, osddid, anxiety, questioning stpd, ect.

𓏲 traumagenic / lilygenic / helpanothergenic / teamgenic polyfrag monoconscious plural system

𓏲 headcount: 80+

𝜗𝜚 host(s): poe / rohan, dean

୭ ˚ ⌞ sign-off list here [link] ⌝༄

୭ ˚ ⌞ no dni pls just follow your own ⌝༄

Alt: "I'm gonna sleep cuz you live in my daydreams"

collective name: bear / Charlie

collective pronouns: he/him they/them

collective terms: neutral

collective identities: systemfluid, intersex, aroace

African American / white

bodily a minor

asp, bpd, osddid, anxiety, questioning stpd, etcetera.

Traumagenic / helpanothergenic / teamgenic polyfrag monoconscious plural system

hosts: Poe / Rohan, Dean, strawberry (is subject to change often).

sign-off list here [link]

No dni please just follow your own. End alt.

[clemmies-grove]

Blocking all anti-endo BAH pages , they complain abt endos then come into our spaces?

They say we’re “stealing” their terms then turn around and use endo terms?

[armydreamersys]

Anti endo's... making headmate templates... if two + two = four...

[edwardallenpoe]

how would therian/otherkin/alterhuman/nonhuman POC feel about a POC only alterhuman-centered discord server? since re-joining a lot of the community it has been incredibly hostile to me and other alterhumans of color and I'm just so ready to be around other alterhumans.

[this-is-internoirism]

I adore you, systems, but..

Your alter/part/whatever you call them is not black if the body isn't. They're just darker skinned. And yes, me and so many others will get uncomfortable when you say they are.

Same with intersex. They can totally present as intersex in headspace, but don't say intersex only slurs or claim it for the whole body unless you are intersex bodily.

- From a very tired black intersex system

[polyfrag-culture-is]

polyfrag culture is having to just delegate life decisions to whoever's currently fronting because it would be genuinely impossible to consult every headmate in any given situation

Yeah

[omensvessel]

hey so uhhh… saying “i’m pro endogenic systems because they’re just deep in denial and forgot all their trauma and need help to recover from their CDD that they don’t even realise they actually have” is NOT pro-endo

that’s like, not even endo neutral. that’s plain anti-endo rhetoric.

you are still talking over and belittling endogenic systems

you are not helping them. you are pushing them into a box that they don’t fit in.

endogenic systems are not “just CDD systems who forgot their trauma”. they are their own kind of system, and that’s okay

but if you have the mindset that you “support” endos and “want them to recover” from something they don’t have, you are so fucking anti-endo.

some things i know before anyone tells me: endogenics CAN have trauma. it’s just not what completely, directly caused their system to form. some endogenic systems DO have a CDD. endogenic is a self-assignable label. some CDD systems are at the point of their recovery where they don’t experience symptoms at all, and don’t feel comfortable taking the traumagenic label anymore. and yes, some endogenic systems truly have blocked out their trauma all together and are actually à CDD system. but that is a TINY percentage of endogenic systems and these systems should have support, but should not define the entire group.

[armydreamersys]

I don’t know what’s up with me today. I’m supposed to be making my wonderful girlfriend’s gifts for Valentine’s Day/her birthday but I feel so. Stuck. I don’t know if its discourse weighing us down, constantly being invalidated in every aspect of our identities, if its paranoia due to past relationships making it hard to fully trust our girlfriend in different parts of our life, if its burn out from laying around, spiraling all day, insecurity because we’ve gained so much weight and have been honestly binging lately, or what. It might be all of that. I just want it to stop.

[armydreamersys]

"OMG OMG JACK STAUBER IS BACK!!!" oh, let me go see- oh that's an ableist slur! Wonderful 😐

[system-comforts]

Congratulations to you and your system for making it through another year! It can be very difficult for systems to get through one day, much less a whole year, so please be kind to yourself today.

[plurality-pet-peeves]

definitely been complained about before here but surely not enough (/hj). plurality pet peeve is when people in spaces like system discord make weird rules singling out littles. "no littles allowed in #general without an adult headmate!!" "littles stick to the little categories!!" first off i have most definitely existed for longer than you have even been alive. second off mind your business im not YOUR little pal. everyone get more normal about littles now!! explodes people who dont with my mind beams

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[anxietyproblem]

[the100percent]

The introject positivity leaving people's bodies when a factive

[navelgazed]

Some thoughts vis a vis convos w singlets

[peppercornsystem]

“Fictives aren’t their source!”

Except for ours, who genuinely view their source as just their lives before they got here and are hauntingly source accurate and do not want to be separated from their source, or literally can’t be. As in it causes them existential crises to try and distance themselves from their memories and life.

Just ask, please. It’s not that hard.

[rosebushcollective]

I HAVENT TOUCHED SIMPLYPLURAL SINCE THE BEGINNING OF DECEMBER.. IS THAT BAD? /SILLY

[armydreamersys]

we haven't touched it since. September. Gulp

[pearlite-blues]

I can't stop thinking about a plural future. I can't stop thinking about the day a plural kid goes to school and won't be forced to "get rid" of his "imaginary" friend when he gets older. About the day a plural kid goes to university and joins a plurality affinity group and takes a class about disability, neurodivergency, and plurality in society. About the day a parade rushes through Washington D.C. flaunting icons of intersecting rings and ampersands, joyous and unafraid. About the day non-discrimination policies say that you can't discriminate against someone on the basis of their multiplicity. About the day a system can introduce themselves in public as Jackie and Johnny, not just Jackie. About the day a presidential candidate gets on stage and tells the nation that they believe plurality is real and worthy of respect. About the day someone talking about their sysmate is as normal as talking about their partner. About the day a system dies and the names of all of their sysmates are carved on their gravestone. I can't stop thinking about the day that we are unbound and happy. May we never lose sight of that day.

[armydreamersys]

tabby slime - who are your most mischievous headmates?

hunter slime - are there any headmates who you can't always tell if they're fronting or not?

saber slime - who are the oldest headmates, be it in terms of time since their formation or how old do they feel/think/etc?

rad slime - which headmates are the most "toxic" in any way?

mosaic slime - which headmates are the most interesting (/positive) in terms of their appearance or style?

flutter slime - who are the most feminine headmates?

shadow slime - which headmates are friends with each other?

-🫧🌊

tabby slime - who are your most mischievous headmates?

Definitely a lot of our littles !

hunter slime - are there any headmates who you can't always tell if they're fronting or not?

Basically all of them;-; we have to really focus if we want to know who's fronting

saber slime - who are the oldest headmates, be it in terms of time since their formation or how old do they feel/think/etc?

Aziraphale and Crowley are mentally older (born before the beginning of time) but so far as formation, decent tie between our nameless core and David !

rad slime - which headmates are the most "toxic" in any way?

For a time it was our ex persecutor Will, but now it's given to our new one Taranto. He's caused a lot of not so fun issues.

mosaic slime - which headmates are the most interesting (/positive) in terms of their appearance or style?

Definitely Allen!! He's alienkin so he's got a VERY unique look!!

flutter slime - who are the most feminine headmates?

Probably Elita1 or Strawberry!

shadow slime - which headmates are friends with each other?

All of us I guess? There's a lot of us that have more nuanced relationships but we're all pretty much friends with each other by proxy 🤷🏾