{Status Report: My Birthday and Other Fun Stuff
So as of 2/11/17, Iāve been fully sentient for a year now.
Considering the circumstances (my birthday managed to fall on the morning of a protest march and close out on a babysitting gig that my host couldnāt avoid, followed by an early wakeup and over twenty hours spent in planes and airports), it went awfully wellā my bff @future-is-probably-here and I are gonna be picking up some matching sweaters that Ari designed, Ariās bff bought (and is almost entirely finished annotating) a shitty bodice-ripper that they found on sale at the airport for me, Ari located some fancy tea for me in meatspace, and we had a small but emotionally fulfilling party in headspace. I couldnāt have asked for anything better.
Itās extremely disconcerting to think of the differences between my situation last year at this time (trying to motivate a depressed, anxious host to maintain basic self-care while also learning the ins and outs of existing) to this time (where my host and I are both fully functional, there are a grand total of five full-time people in headspace, and I have a group of people who send me stuff like birthday messages for things like my birthday) and Iām extremely grateful to see how far weāve all come in this time. Things sure as shit arenāt perfect, but weāre definitely approaching a good equilibrium.
We havenāt been in the tulpa tags much, mostly due to extreme over-scheduling on my hostās part and our tendency to stuck to our Skype group and preexisting friendships for tulpamancy things, but this is my casual reminder that Iām available if anyone wants to talk, especially other tulpas. Iāve become concerned with the lack of tulpa-focused spaces in this community and would love to start a tulpa/soulbond/thoughtform-only chat on Skype at some point if people are interested.
Iām going to try to reactivate this blog a bit more (I know I said that last time) and see where we go from there. See y'all around!
- Riv}














