We Focus On Your Death

Arsenic - 26 - They/Them - Sept 20 - Cool as a ghoul - I'm just a THIRSTY™ piece of human trash who likes rock, horror, and memes. Also this blog is a certified Mess™

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Aaaayyyy I’m using redbubble again!

Come and check it out! And if you want something added go ahead and ask! 

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I miss my mutuals on here :(

Still love y’all fr

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It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

I spent half my life on tumblr. Thats actually wild as fuck.

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Holy shit I lost like 700 followers lmfao

Idk if it’s from being inactive or mental

Either way, my bad!

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I think I’ll go the same way my dad did tbh. I understand it now. Sorry dad…

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Honestly wish I could afford therapy so I wouldn’t be having mental breakdowns that ruin every relationship I have every two business days but I can barely afford rent

Honestly, at this point, why should I even pay rent anymore when I don’t deserve a roof over my head?

I just wish I would die already tbhtbhtbhtbh idk why it’s so hard for me to fucking do it already

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It’s honestly remarkable how I constantly fail at ******* ******

Some say it’s a divine intervention and that I’m meant for more but it feels like a fucking punishment

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📺

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@ss-shitstorm

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I feel like all I’ve been doing this year is crash out (understandably so)

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IM FUCKING LOSING IT

ITS JUST EVERYONE HUH

ONE AFTER ANOTHER IN MY LIFE

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MY FUCKING AUNT TOO????

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I don’t know how I feel

Miserable obviously

Upset obviously

But relieved… that I finally know what happened… and that with his death certificate I can do what I need to do and finally cut everyone off

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I’m finally gonna get my dads death certificate today and I’m mentally preparing myself for what I see. I’m gonna finally know what happened to him and I finally get to finish the legal bullshit

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(x)

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It would’ve been his 63rd birthday today. And I’ve finally got an email that his death certificate has been shipped.

I don’t know if I’m ready to learn how he passed. But not knowing also hurts like a bitch.

Happy birthday dad

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Another person in my life has fucking passed away this year. I’m not okay. I feel like my mind is about to snap. I want to throw up. I need to cry BUT IMATWORK AND I CANTTF AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!