I miss drawing and crafting and spending hours just getting lost in my art. I have grown up, and it feels like I lost something Important to me.
I got so caught up in my studies and work that I haven't drawn in so long that I have begun to lose my skills. Why did I not continue growing this skill ? I don't know, I miss it so much now that I try to draw and it doesn't come as easy to me.
I'm gonna draw as much as I can. I want that part of me back. I'm heading towards a career where I can not use it, and I feel like something that is so integral to who I am has been chipping away.
Fucking hell ....poet trapped inside the body of a finance guy... just hurts to hear nowadays.













